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Kurt's POV

Two hours ago the auditions came to the end. Blaine got out a half hour after me and Rachel.

After the auditions we decided to stop to drink some coffee to a little café on the to our hotel.

Now we were all in our hotelroom. None of us minded to sleep in the same room with all three of us. I shared a doublebed with Blaine, and Rachel slept on a couch.

"Are you guys hungry too? I'm starving. I would love to go to some of the restaurants near this hotel." Blaine asked, waking me up from my thoughts. I heard Rachel saying yes, and I did also.

I stood up from my bed and got to the vestibule.

Rachel's phone rang.

"Hi dad. Were going to a restaurant, is it something important?" She answered. Then, there was a really long silence.

Rachel sat down on a chair, really slowly. Tears filled her eyes. She always looked like that when something was seriously, REALLY wrong. I knew all of her faces.

She covered her mouth with her hand. The whole girl was shaking like crazy. She hang up and burst to tears.

"Rachel, what happened?" I asked, being really worried about my best friend. I sat down next to her and stroked her head.

"Finn... he just-" She couldn't even say the whole sentence when she started to cry again.

"It- it was an accident... he was on his way to come here to surprise us. The train he was in drove off from the rails. No one could do anything about it, it was too late... the train crashed into a tree and Finn- he... he didn't make it." Rachel said quietly, barely cathing her breath.

Finn. Dead. I didn't have a stepbrother anymore.

My mom died, when I was really young. Finn's dad died when Finn was just a baby.

Few years ago my mom and his dad started to date each other and got married. Finn became like a brother to me, because that's how we saw each other after the wedding day.

But now, he was gone. I just couldn't believe that it was the truth.

I could only imagine how horrible Rachel felt right now. Finn was her everything. They were one of the most perfect couples I had ever seen in my life. They were always there for each other no matter what.

Rachel's life would never be the same again. No one's who knew him would.

Rachel put his head on my chest. I stroked her head and tried not to cry. For now, I would stay strong for Rachel.

I knew that I couldn't handle the situation without crying, but I had time for that later.

Blaine was sitting on the floor. He was hugging his own feet and looked at me and Rachel. He was in shocked too.

"Kurt... I need a moment." Rachel said quietly and stood up. She walked slowly to her bed and laid down. She was like a ghost.

She got under her covers and started to cry even more.

"I'm going to the supermarket to buy some food for us. Is vegetable pasta ok?" Blaine asked me. I nodded. Maybe he wanted to be alone for a while, too.

The door closed and the only sound I could hear was Rachel's quiet crying.

I would make sure I could see her all the time, because in situations like this she could do anything. When it was Finn, she could even try to kill herself. She always had so strong feelings...

I sat down on my bed and sighed.

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