Thanks for he reviews so much! I'm so happy that everybody's liking it so far. This chapter mostly revolves around Zoro's past and stuff. I needed to do something like that or It would be too confusing afterwards. Now please continue ^^

Where am I? Zoro looked around a couple of times. The last thing he remembered was a firm hit on the head then falling down and of course Sanji. Where was he now? It seemed like he was at a old but yet nice house. He rubbed his head, was this Sanji's home? It couldn't be besides Sanji lived in an apartment this was a plain old house.

The moment he stood up he heard footsteps coming towards him. Then a kid appeared in front of him, well not exactly a kid a teen probably 15 or 16 years old. Zoro observed the kid it didn't looked like he noticed him yet. Then he raised his eyebrow the kid looked somehow familiar. He had green hair and- wait Zoro thought with shock green hair? He observed the teen once more. His movements were slow almost ruthless and he had the same cold looking black eyes like Zoro did.

Then Zoro's eyes widened the ruthless teen was him! But how? it couldn't be. Could it? The teen slowly put on his shoes and started to walk towards his old high school Zoro guessed. Zoro frowned if his teen self was now going to high school this was the time he started to molest Sanji. He could find some answers if he just followed himself.

Zoro turned around looking at his old house one more time. He didn't really remember it. His house right now seemed cold; it didn't look like a place you could've called home. There was nobody else their except for his teen self. He sighed; he was left alone a lot. That's why he couldn't remember this place; this house never had been his home.


When Zoro stepped in the doors of his old class he had noticed 1 thing; nobody could see or hear him. This was an advantage of course it was going to be way easier to remember what had happened with Sanji. The only thing he needed to do was follow himself.

Zoro didn't sit down he wasn't still sure if they could feel him or not. The teen Zoro sat down not glancing at anyone or saying good morning. He just sat down and sulked. Well Zoro could understand why if he remembered correctly he was having problems with his family and was always alone. Then he saw a red haired girl come towards him (his teen self) and say good morning. Teen Zoro looked at the girl and just said morning, then he continued to sulk.

Asshole thought Zoro as he watched the girl walk away with a sad face. Suddenly all of the students sat down and looked directly at him. He backed away a little, could they see him? Then he heard a deep voice behind him.

"Good morning students, you may sit."

Zoro sighed with relief. He was genuinely scared that they could see him for a moment. The class started, while the teacher was explaining a problem to them Zoro was constantly looking at himself he was always sulking. Now he understood why he got low grades. He was too busy sulking and being rude to people.

While he was thinking about this there was a hard knock on the door and a student came in. Zoro caught his breath when he saw who it was. It was Sanji! He smiled lightly he looked so much cuter as a teen. The teacher looked at him clearly annoyed that the student was late.

"Sorry Mister Jordan." He said, at the same time he started to walk towards his desk. Not waiting for the teacher's response. Mister Jordan waited for him to be seated and then continued to his lesson.

Zoro sat on the floor he was annoyed that he had to listen to the lesson to. His teen self and Sanji weren't doing anything. They didn't even talk. So how did things end up so horrific? Then he remembered something else of hid past. Teen Zoro hated himself. That's why he was so rude he didn't want anybody to like him in anyway. Since his parents were never around and if they did come home they always yelled at Zoro telling him he was a horrible child, he started to believe them.

So that explains why I was such a asshole but then how did Sanji got invol-" then he paused watching his teen self gazing at Sanji. He smiled so he did like Sanji. Teen Sanji looked at teen Zoro and when he saw that he was gazing at him he quickly turned around blushing. Zoro chuckled; this was the most adorable scene he ever witnessed.

Teen Zoro raised his eyebrow and continued to listen to the teacher. Soon enough the bell rang and all of the students started to talk. Zoro was looking at Sanji smiling. He didn't know why but right now all he wanted to do was cuddle him. He got closer lifting his hand forward trying to touch Sanji's hair. His hand –of course- went threw him making his heart ache a little. It was the same as present Sanji , whatever he did now even if he gained Sanji's forgiveness he could never be with him.

Suddenly teen Sanji started to look around, Zoro's lips curled upward as he guessed what teen Sanji was looking for. He was looking for him. Zoro raised his eyebrow, seriously where did he go? Teen Sanji stood up and walked to the door, Zoro thought it would be a good idea to follow him.

Zoro was still confused by a couple of things. Teen Zoro and Sanji both liked each other but then why did he molest him? It made no sense what so ever. He sighed, this was just terrible. Then teen Sanji suddenly stopped interrupting Zoro's thoughts. Zoro looked around they were at the gym and currently it was empty so why was Sanji here?

"Are you okay Zoro?" teen Sanji asked.

Zoro followed Sanji's gaze and saw that he was looking at a dark corner. It seemed like there was nothing but when his eyes got use to the darkness he could see his teen self also looking at Sanji.

"What do you want?" he replied rudely.

"I just wanted to see if you were okay," Sanji said surprisingly calm.

"Why do you like me?"

That escalated quickly Zoro thought. Right now he wanted to beat himself up. What was with him? What did Sanji see in this boy? He was rude and a jackass but Sanji loved him anyway.

"I-I" Sanji started to stutter losing his calm. "I don't know. Is that a bad thing?"

Teen Zoro simply shrugged. "Yes it is. You don't even know me?"

Zoro could see teen Sanji blushing. God he was cute. Teen Zoro started to walk towards teen Sanji. Sanji backed up a little getting nervous of Zoro's sudden questions. Teen Zoro continued.

"I'm a horrible human being." He said making Zoro(present) shiver and probably Sanji too. "A horrible horrible human being."

Zoro looked at himself. He looked like he was hypnotized just repeating the same thing. Zoro could figure out what was going to happen next and he wanted to yell at Sanji telling him to run as fast as possible. But he knew Sanji couldn't hear him.

"I don't think you're a horrible human being…" Sanji replied him gulping at the same time.

Then suddenly Teen Zoro pulled Sanji's hair making the blond teen shriek with pain. Zoro knew that teen Sanji was too weak to run away from him. He pulled Sanji closer not letting his blond hair go and whispered in his ear.

"You can't know that."

And in front of Zoro's eyes the molesting began. It was terrible. Teen Sanji was trying to escape but whenever he did that teen Zoro punched him soon enough Sanji stopped trying and just surrendered, just like that. He could see the blond boy crying and begging to the other teen. He just smiled and continued enjoying every one of his begs.

Zoro wanted to run away. He wanted to stop this. But he couldn't. What's wrong with me? Zoro thought fearfully what the hell is wrong with me? The most terrifying part was he now understood why he did this. Zoro hated himself and couldn't bare people to like him in anyway. He wanted to show everybody that he was a horrible human just like his parents always said to him.

Zoro was surprised when he felt the tears falling down from his face. He couldn't do anything to stop this. He was watching the person he loved being molested by himself and he couldn't do anything. Stop stop stop he wanted to yell these words. Then he heard Sanji's faint voice.

"Why?"

Teen Zoro didn't reply him he just squeezed Sanji's chin forcing him to open his mouth. Sanji tried to stop him but he was just too strong. Sanji finally gave into him opening his mouth. Zoro closed his eyes his heart fill of horror. He didn't even try to stop the tears falling down his face he constantly kept murmuring one thing.

"Stop stop stop stop…"


Sanji sighed and sat next to Zoro he was sleeping for a while now and he was starting to get worried. He was already sober thanks to a dozen cups of coffee and a cold shower.

"Shitty kids…" he murmured and lit a cigarette taking a deep breath.

The neighborhood he lived in wasn't quite "friendly." There were lots of gangs and they always picked new targets to entertain them. Today their target was Zoro. But thanks for Sanji's kicking skills it didn't even took a minute and the gang was beaten to a pulp.

He didn't know why he protected Zoro. He should've just let the gang had him. He brushed the hair out of Zoro's face, even in his sleep he sulked. He smiled faintly, it had been 6 years and he still couldn't get over him. Even when he molested him, yes he was scared to hell afterwards and stayed away from Zoro but that didn't mean the feelings he had stopped.

He heard a gasp come from Zoro and looked at him. He looked tenser then before, Sanji's eyes widened when the tears started to flow down Zoro's face. This was the first time he saw the marimo so vulnerable. He smirked to himself; maybe he should take a picture and blackmail him.

Then suddenly his attention was turned back to Zoro that was now mumbling a few words he couldn't understand. He leaned closer.

"Stop stop stop." Sanji raised his eyebrow was the marimo seeing a nightmare? "Please don't do this to him…" Zoro continued his words barely reaching Sanji's ears.

"Sanji…" he finally said.

Sanji took a last breath from the cigarette and tossed it away. Now he understood. The shitty marimo was seeing a dream about him. Not a dream a nightmare. That explained the tears he was living the same molesting scene once again.

"You deserve it asshole." He mumbled but his heart ached anyway.

Sanji smiled mournfully and gently wiped away Zoro's tears he then put his head on his muscular chest. He listened to his heartbeat that was beating rather fast. Sanji listened to this until Zoro's heartbeats turned to normal. He then fell asleep listening to Zoro's heartbeat and breathing like it was a melody.

He never realized the tears that were falling down from his own face.

Okay I admit Zoro and Sanji were kind of out of character in this chapter. And see no cliff hanger your welcome ^^ It might've been a little confusing to tell apart from Zoro and teen Zoro so sorry about that. I hope everybody liked this chapter as well please review. Until next time byeee :D