These shorter chapters are really just setting the stage for the big stuff, they should get longer after this, that is if you guys still want more... I'm probably adding another chapter to Come back to me before this one though, as requested... Please review for more
"I don't know how I let you talk me into this." Olivia looked over at her Brother in the seat next to her playing with Kendall on his lap as she held Luca.
Simon looked at her with raised eyebrows. "Really Liv? I got you to drink Illegal Moonshine with me in the back of a cop bar a few months ago, we got arrested that night, and this is what you can't believe I talked you into?" He waves his hand around the big plane they were sitting on with a chuckle as she rolled her eyes at the memory.
"I still haven't forgiven you for that" she replies trying to hide a smirk.
"Oh Please, you had a ball that night and you know it" He laughs making faces at Kendall.
" Yeah, until I had to call Cragen to come bail our sorry asses out" She smiled at him.
Simon looks at her and laughs remembering her Captains face as he came down to the drunk tank to get them. "Seriously Liv, this is all gonna work out, you'll see, you and Brian will be making more babies in no time." He looks at her over his niece and grins.
"Simon! For the Love of god, watch what you say around these two"
Luca looks up at his mother with his Big blue eyes. "Mama Uncie Simeys Bwad?"
"Yes Baby, Uncle Simons really bad" She says to her son looking at Simon. "I think he needs a time out" She smiles at him
Simon rolls his eyes and goes back to playing with his niece, when the captain comes over the intercom, telling them to buckle up they were about to descend into Phoenix International Airport.
Olivia secures her seatbelt, holding her son tightly, taking a deep breath knowing there was no turning back now, she was about to land in Phoenix, and face the one person she never thought she would see again, the one person who held every beat of her heart in his hands.
They landed on the runway a short time later, and the four of them made their way off the plane and to baggage claim, gathering their things they headed to the car rental counter to pick up their reservation.
"How are you gonna do this?" Simon asked his sister softly as they made their way out to the car lot.
"I was thinking we'll go to the hotel, and you can take the car, find Brian, Drop the bomb, and then come back and tell me how it went? "She smiled innocently at her brother only half joking.
Simon looks at her laughing Hysterically. "Haha your Hillarious Liv.. How bout you drop me and the kids off at the hotel and you go track him down?"
"You want me to leave the kids with you? Doesn't that sort of defeat the purpose of coming here so he could meet his kids?" She asks raising an eyebrow at her brother as they get the kids into the car, and buckle in their seatbelts.
Simon helps get them fastened in and gets in the passenger side of the car, buckling up before he answers her, once they were both in, he looks to his sister.
" You need to tell him he has kids first Liv. You have no idea what's going on in his life, you don't know how he's gonna react to this, you can't just show up after three years with these two, you need to explain this to him, and you need to do it...yourself"
She nods at her brother knowing he was right, and starts to drive towards their hotel. They arrive about a half hour later and she lets them off at the door, kissing each of the kids bye, telling them to be good for their Uncle, she types in the address she had found for Brian into her GPS and starts the drive towards his apartment, lost in her own thoughts. She had no idea how to do this. She kept telling herself he was going to hate her, even more than he already did.
She should have known something was off with the whole situation before now, she was so angry at herself over all of it, the day the twins were born she took one look at Luke and saw Brian, but as emotional as she was she brushed it off as her mind playing tricks on her. As Time went on Luca Samuel was the epitome of his father, the eyes, the hair, his temper, stubbornness, and his downright ability to love and protect everything he cared about, his sister being number one, it was all Brian, and she was just too lost in her own misery to see it.
And then there was Kendall Grace, who looked exactly like her except with big Blue Eyes that would forever have the ability to get her whatever she wanted. She was the heart and soul of anyone who knew her. She also showed traits of her father that only now, Olivia would allow herself to see. She was so lost in thought of the past few years she wasn't functioning normally as she drove up in front of the apartment building her GPS was directing her to stop at. Almost on Auto Pilot she got out and headed inside until she was I front of apartment 317, the address she had found online for him. She stood in front of his door for almost ten minutes trying to somehow bring herself to knock. She just couldn't, she slid down the wall opposite of the door, placing her head in her hands she let more memories flood her, memories she had buried so deep inside her for the longest time, the happy times with Brian came flooding back to her, and then the bad ones. The way he kissed her goodbye the morning he left for his new life, the devastation she felt everyday of her pregnancy. Her brother had been her rock the whole time, as much as they bantered like siblings do, she knew she wouldn't have made it through any of this without him. She had picked up the phone to call Brian so many times, and stopped herself Everytime. She knew he wouldn't pick up, and even if he did pick up the last thing he would want to hear about would be her kids. She was drowning so far into her own thoughts she almost didn't hear her name being called from down the hall...Almost.
"Liv.."
It finally registered with her that someone was calling her name, as she's startled out of her thoughts she looks toward the voice with red, puffy eyes, tears staining her cheeks as she looks straight into the ocean blue Eyes of Brian Cassidy.
Tell me what you think, once again this done on my phone so please excuse the grammar People.. Review for more, who knows if I get enough I may put the next one up tonight.
