Thank you to those of you who actually take a minute to review... A come back to me update should be next since everyone is hounding me to keep that one going lol... Enjoy and as always let me know what you think...
"You and Simon Did what!?" Brian looked at her sitting In the passenger seat next to him as they drove through the streets of downtown Phoenix, on the way to the hotel.
She looked over at him and rolls her eyes. "We got caught Drinking Moonshine in Maloney's, and spent the night in jail"
He couldn't help the burst of laughter that erupted from his mouth.
"It's not Funny Brian" She glares at him until his laughing fit dies down.
"I still don't understand why that is the reason you don't want to press charges against that Bastard"
"Because he could claim I'm an unfit Mother! He has enough connections to get our kids taken away Brian" She Looked like she was going to have a meltdown at just the thought of losing their kids.
"Liv, he drugged you, stripped you naked, made you believe you had had sex, switched paternity test results to make it look like our kids were his, That Fuckers name is on my kids Birth certificates for Christs Sake! Were pressing charges, that Asswipe is going to prison... He ruined our lives. "Looks over at her as they pull into the hotel parking lot"
"I was so stupid, this is all my fault. I'm a detective, I should have seen that something wasn't right" She says quietly looking down at her lap.
"Hey.. This isn't your fault, you didn't do anything wrong"
She looks toward the window, as she feels a tear escape her eye. "I'm so sorry, you missed everything" Looks toward him with red eyes. "You missed the first two years of their lives, and if it will somehow make up for anything, anything at all Brian, we'll press charges, because what he d-did was despicable, and he should have to suffer for it." She was ranting and couldn't seem to stop.
"How bout we go up, huh? I really want to meet them" He replied with a shy smile, trying to avoid the subject of David as much as possible.
"I don't know how to explain this to them" she tells him sadly.
"They're two Liv. In a couple months they won't even remember it any other way than you and I as their parents."
"Does that mean... Does that mean your gonna be a-around more" she asks him almost shyly.
He takes a moment before responding hesitantly "Let's just focus on them okay. We need to make sure we make this as easy on them as possible" He tells her and gets out of the car before she can respond.
They walked toward the front doors of the big Hotel in silence, he couldn't believe everything that had happened. He felt as though this was a second chance, but he still couldn't get over the hell he had been living the last couple of years. He still loved her, that much he was sure of, and he knew it wasn't her fault. David had done Unbearable damage to the both of them, and they couldn't ever get back what they had, no matter how bad he wanted to. He was pulled out of his thoughts when she stopped in front of room 317, this was it. On the other side of that door was his heart, his future, his babies, and maybe the glue that would finally start to piece him back together, them back together.
"Ready?" She turned to him before sliding the key card.
"More than ready" He smiled as she swung the door open, holding it for him to walk through.
She walked into the room looking around for them, when she noticed a note on the counter telling her that he had taken them down the street to get them something to eat and would be back.
"He took them to mcdonalds, they should be back soon" She says sitting on the couch in the large suite.
He nods and goes to sit next to her. Fidgeting with his hands unsure of what to say. The whole situation had turned a little awkward since the conversation in the car. He just couldn't get over what he had said, he knew he had handed her a line of Bull about them just being parents together, But how could they possibly get past all the hurt..all the anger.
"Are you alright? You look kind of lost" she asks, her eyes concerned.
He looks at her, slipping out of his thoughts, taking a deep breath.. "You ever play the what if game?"
"More than I should" she laughs softly
"Like.. What if this hadn't happened.. You think we'd still be together?" He asks softly.
"I would have stayed with you forever if you would have wanted me to" She whispers sadly before looking away.
"What if we knew from the start they were ours, what if we had been a family, gotten married, maybe had another one?" Looks at her softly, the stone cold wall he had built around his heart slowly cracking.
"Why are you doing this?" She stands up walking to the window, before turning around to face him again with shiny eyes, trying her hardest to keep her tears at bay. "You made it pretty clear in the car, you don't wanna go back, you just want us to be civil parents which is fine, we can do that but why keep going at it? All your doing is rubbing salt in old wounds." She looks at him as he stands up walking toward her. "It's pretty obvious you've moved on and your happy with your new life so why play this game with yourself.. With me?" Her voice starts to crack as he gets closer.
"You wanna know why?" He stops right in front of her.
"Yeah... I wanna know why! It happened, and it Fucking sucks, it destroyed us and I get that, why are you doing this? It's not gonna change anything, so yeah tell me Why Brian!" She started to shout letting a tear roll down her face.
"Because I'm still in Love with you!" He grabs her face, Crashing his lips into hers.
Not really happy with how this turned out, it sounded so much better in my head lol... Anyway drop me a line or two, let me know what you think, reviews make me write lol
