AN: Hey guys! Thanks for the reviews that some of you have written for me to read. Anyway here is Chapter 4 for all of you guys.

Clary's point of view: Sunday at 6:30.

I quickly glanced at the time and logged onto my face time account and instantly Jon's face came up across my screen which made me smile. A proper one this time not a fake or forced one I used at most of the time, a true and genially happy smile.

Jon smiled back and said "Hey Ninja sis. How are you? Did you have any fights at school? Was school okay? How are the teachers? Are the lessons good?" How's the foster family? No bruises or cuts? You haven't got into any bad relationships or even a relationship have you? Have you made friend s which are good for you? Not the slut club right?"

I laughed as I heard Magnus' voice call to Jon "Jeez Jon let the girl have time to answer."

I then saw Jon sigh and say "Shut it Maggie. And answer them all Fireball."

I heard Magnus call "Let us all see her then Johnny boy."

Jon sighed and said "I'm plugging you into the TV okay?"

I said "Yeah okay."

My screen then flashed and then showed all of The Shadowhunters staring at me.

I grinned and said "Hey guys."

Will, Ragnor and Magnus all smiled and said "Hey Clary."

And Jon said "Okay answer my questions I asked you now."

I sighed and said "Keep your 'airnet on Jon."

I then said "Yes I'm fine. No I haven't had any fights or detentions at school yet. Schools fine and the teachers are pretty cool and the same with the lessons. The foster family's fine, I've even painted my own room with some help of my friends. No violent bruises or cuts at the moment or at least not from them or at school, they're just me being very Klutz. No I haven't got a boyfriend or a girlfriend before any of you ask. I've got my small group of friends who I have most of my lessons with. And I can reassure you that it is not the slut group which I am a part of."

Jon nodded in relief and he said "That's good, and you haven't killed anyone yet have you?"

I laughed and said "Wait let me think." I started to silently count on my fingers and I said "No I haven't even injured anyone physically or hopefully mentally either. Oh and your song absolutely rocks guys."

They all grinned and Jon asked "Have you told anyone about me being your brother?"

"Only my two amazing best friends who are called Simon Lewis and Isabelle Lightwood. It's actually funny because all of the sluts keep saying that they'll marry one of you and I have to sit there and try not to laugh. We're still going away at Christmas right?"

Jon nodded and said "We might have to go to the studio a few times but other than that we're good to go. Oh and the boys will be staying in New York in the hut next to us okay?"

I smiled and said "Yay something to look forward to for once and that's fine, I haven't seen you guys in ages. What are you guys up to now then?"

Jon glanced at the others and then back at me and he said "We're going to be doing some radio interviews and can you listen to the one on Kerrang radio at eight o' clock please?"

I smiled and said "Sure and tonight right?"

Jon nodded and said "Okay Fireball, I'm going to have to leave now to get to the studios and stuff remember at eight okay?"

I smiled sadly and said "Yeah okay and I'll make sure that I'll listen to you guys. Next Sunday at the same time okay?"

Jon smiled sadly back and said "Yeah I can make that. See ya next week Delilah."

I smiled and said "Bye BB."

Then the screen turned black and they all disappeared.

I sighed and thought to myself I wish I was there with them. I wanted to stay but I know that I would only make their life more difficult to handle if I did so I can't.

Time travel to 8:00

I glanced at my clock and saw it was about eight so I tuned into Kerrang radio and I heard the presenter say "-but now we have The Shadowhunters live in the studio! Hey boys."

I smiled as I heard their voices all say "Hey Dan."

They all chattered about other stuff for a while and then Dan said "So you have a one off song to perform before your number one hit Dance, dance right?"

Jon's voice the said "Yes we do. This one is called Hey there Delilah and it's based off someone who means a lot to me mostly but the boys all adore her too."

I waited for them to get ready and then the song played.

"Hey there Delilah what's it like in New York City

I'm a thousand miles away

But girl tonight you look so pretty, yes you do

Times Square can't shine as bright as you, I swear it's true"

I smiled as I thought of the many times my brother had joked around telling me that I was bright and not just with my brain but my hair too.

"Hey there Delilah don't you worry about the distance

I'm right there if you get lonely give this song another listen

Close your eyes, listen to my voice it's my disguise

I'm by your side"

I listened carefully to the lyrics. I loved hearing Jon sing; it reminded me of when my mum found out he liked music and that it was his 'artistic' side of it. He hadn't been that good then but now he was amazing and I knew that mum would be so proud of him now.

"Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

What you do to me

Hey there Delilah, I know times are getting hard

But just believe me girl; someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar

We'll have it good; we'll have the life we knew we would

My word is good"

I lay there smiling at the radio listening to the song. I almost wanted to be in the studio with them singing along with them too.

"Hey there Delilah, I've got so much left to say

If every simple song I wrote to you

Would take your breath away, I'd write it all

Even more in love with me you'd fall, we'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me"

I frowned and wondered how familiar it sounded but how strange it was to listen to something that could easily apply to me and him as a brother and sister.

"A thousand miles seems pretty far

But they've got planes and trains and cars

I'd walk to you if I had no other way

Our friends would all make fun of us

And we'll just laugh along because we know

That none of them have felt this way"

I could almost listen to Jon's voice all day. He could sing most kind of music genres which made him even more awesome as a brother.

"Delilah I can promise you

That by the time that we get through

The world will never ever be the same

And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah

You be good and don't you miss me

Two more years and you'll be done with school

And I'll be making history like I do

You'll know it's all because of you

We can do whatever we want to

Hey there Delilah here's to you

This one's for you"

I smiled but soon I lost it as I realised that it was about me. He was about 1000 miles away from me here in New York. He had always called me bright and he knew that I was more alone then I've ever been here. That would also explain why he had wanted me to listen to this because it was a one off performance too.

"Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

What you do to me."

I laughed at the thought of girls all fawning over the radio thinking that he was singing about them.

The presenter then spoke to them again for another ten minutes before they performed their number one hit single Dance, Dance.

"She says she's no good

With words but I'm worse

Barely stuttered out, "A joke of a romantic"

Or stuck to my tongue"

I hummed with the words and I could almost remember the day when Jon had wrote this song but I had helped a bit like the dance, dance part which would get caught in everyone's head.

"Weighed down with words

Too over-dramatic

Tonight it's, "It can't get much worse"

Vs. "No one should ever feel like"

I'm two quarters and a heart down

And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds

These words are all I have so I'll write them

So you need them just to get by

Dance, dance

We're falling apart to half time

Dance, dance

And these are the lives you'd love to lead

Dance, this is the way they'd love

If they knew how misery loved me

You always fold just

Before you're found out

Drink up, its last call, last resort

But only the first mistake and

I'm two quarters and a heart down

And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds

These words are all I have so I'll write them

So you need them just to get by

Why don't you show me the little bit of spine

You've been saving for his mattress, love

Dance, dance

We're falling apart to half time

Dance, dance

And these are the lives you'd love to lead

Dance, this is the way they'd love

If they knew how misery loved me"

I was singing along with the tune of the music like I had done so many times whilst recording the song but then I had to end up banned whilst it was officially recording.

"Why don't you show me the little bit of spine

You've been saving for his mattress

(Mattress, mattress)

I only want sympathy in the form of you

Crawling into bed with me

Dance, dance

We're falling apart to half time

Dance, dance

And these are the lives you'd love to lead"

I almost wanted to do the usual head bang which I always did to their rock songs.

"Dance, this is the way they'd love

(Way they'd love)

Dance, this is the way they'd love

(Way they'd love)

Dance, this is the way they'd love

If they knew how misery loved me

Dance, dance

Dance, dance

Dance, dance

Dance, dance"

I laughed as the song ended and they now were talking to the presenter again.

The presenter was saying "So guys why don't you tell your fans a bit about yourself? How about you go first Jonathan?"

Jon had a smiley tone of voice as he said "My name is Jonathan Fray, I am now coming up to my nineteenth birthday which is on the 23rd of December."

Magnus' voice said "That's not for another three months Jonathan."

Jon laughed and said "Hush you."

The presenter laughed along with the band even though he probably didn't get their joke. They said hush you instead of shut up when they had first formed because I had been about fourteen and they thought it inappropriate to swear in front of me so they had all said hush you instead.

Then the presenter said "Okay Magnus how about you next?"

They all talked to him and then after they said a little bit about themselves the presenter said "Okay some of your fans have sent in questions for you to answer."

They all said "Okay."

The presenter then said "Do any of you have any siblings?"

Will said "Yes I have an older sister called Cara who is 22 now."

Manus and Ragnor both said "No."

And Jon who spoke last said "Yes I have a younger sister who is sixteen."

I breathed in sharply but I knew that most people won't suspect it would be me.

(AN: From now on the presenter is going to be written in Italic.)

"What is your sister's name Jonathan?"

Jon hesitated before saying "Her name is Clarissa and she means hell of a lot to me."

Well hopefully most people won't notice that it's me.

"That's very sweet of you to say that and now for another question. What is the funniest thing you have done in your childhood?"

I didn't really listen to anyone else's answer except Jon's which was "Um probably one of my absolute favourites was when me and my sister decided to help our mum paint our new apartment. I was probably about seven maybe eight and my sister was either five or six and we both were painting our shared room which turned out pretty fun. After we'd finished I snuck up behind my sister and tipped the rest of the paint tub over her head soaking her in blue paint. She got me back a little later with her pink paint she was using and at the end we both had a paint fight in our room so we were drenched in paint instead."

The presenter man laughed and said "That sounds like fun. And now the fans want to as you Jon, is you sister hot?"

I laughed as I imagined Jon's face. He was always so over protective about me and now he was being asked if I was hot. It just cracked me up thinking about it.

Jon then stuttered out "Umm… I don't really know considering I've never looked at her in any other way other than a brotherly way so I'll ask my band mates to decide on that one."

I was laughing so much but I stopped to hear what the others would say.

Magnus said "Um she's kind of like a sister to me too so I'm not completely sure how to answer that either. But I suppose she probably is if only she added on more glitter to her outfits."

Ragnor said "Mine's pretty much the same as Magnus really except the glitter part. I don't think that the glitter is particularly suits her. "

Will was obviously considering his chances and he eventually said "I suppose she is pretty hot looking, she's not like an average looking girl like with makeup caking her face and she doesn't wear short skirts or dresses just to impress people but if you look at her properly she's probably fairly hot."

Jon asked sounding slightly protective over me "Do you like my sister there Will?"

Will said defensively "No, I was answering the question like Magnus and Ragnor did."

Jon laughed and teased "Are you sure Will?"

Will was probably blushing now as he said "I'm sure that I don't want to date your sister."

I wondered how this was suddenly about me again.

"Another question has now come up. It says to Jonathan is your sister a good singer like you and if so will she be recording any songs to go on your albums in the future?"

Jon answered with "Yeah my sis is amazing at singing and you'll have to ask her about the recording because she has done a few cover songs with us but they were only practices really."

"Well now folks that's all we have time for with the boys for now."

The boys all said "Bye to everyone who's listening."

Jon then added "And Fireball get online to MSN now I want to talk to you as soon as we get back."

I laughed and logged onto my msn account and after about half an hour a conversation popped up between me, Jon, Magnus and Will.

JonFrayRules: Hey Fireball, you like the show?

SparklyBane: Yeah Clary did ya like it?

Willtheawsomebassplayer: Give the girl time to answer guys!

Me: Yeah guys give me some time to answer! And yeah it was awesome and don't worry Will I won't tell anyone ;)

JonFrayRules: Did you like our song we wrote for you? And lol Will, been caught out now.

SparklyBane: Caught you there Will.

Willtheawsomebassplayer: Shut it guys. And I don't like you like that Clary!

Me: Yeah it was so good that I might have to laugh tomorrow when the sluts say that they want to marry one of you. And to Will that's good because no offense but you're basically my brother.

JonFrayRules: As if Will! And thanks Clary."

Me: No problem BB, you have your ninja certificates yet?

JonFrayRules: Not yet but they will come one day I swear.

SparklyBane: As if Johnny Boy, anyway we all need to get to bed for tomorrow we have college and poor Clary has school so night everyone.

Willtheawsomebassplayer: Night guys!

JonFrayRules: Night Clary and the others.

Me: Night.

I signed off and took Maggie's advice and went to bed.

The next day (Monday): At the end of the school day

School has been so hectic today. Everyone is talking about who this 'Delilah' girl that The Shadowhunters based their song off or how cute it was that Jonathan Fray cared for his little sister and if she would ever record songs with them. Also I have had an 'accidental' punch in the shoulder by one of Caleb's friends called Sebastian Verlac on the way to biology. I can feel a bruise swelling up already but I took no notice of it because after living with Valentine for a while you get used to the pain that rushes through your body when you hit or get beaten up by someone or something.

What made my life funnier was that no one except Izzy and Si had made the connection between me and Jon yet. I mean how stupid are they? He even announced my name live on a radio station. But apparently no one had thought that small, innocent, weak looking; ugly, fostered Clary Fray was at all related to big, beautiful, lead singer Jonathan Fray.

Now I had to go to Izzy's house and meet her family. How fun does that sound? Yeah not very is the answer because I am fairly socially awkward and also I have to pretend to be nice to Jace Herondale.

I waited with Izzy and Simon again for Jace and Becca to come over to us.

Izzy was watching them and she finally said "Why can't Jace ever get a decent girlfriend?"

I looked at them and saw that Jace was snogging Tris.

Not a very pleasant sight. Especially as I have to sit next to Jace in a load of classes and I have to actually live with Tris.

I turned away from that sight and said "All of a sudden I feel very sick and like I want to throw up."

Simon laughed and Izzy smiled and yelled at Jace "Hey Herondale; get a fucking room if you want to snog someone's face off!"

I smiled and Jace and Tris broke apart and Jace yelled back to Izzy "Why is your mind to innocent and pure?"

Tris then said "I doubt that."

Izzy's eyes filled with tears and she opened her car door and slammed it behind her before locking the doors leaving her in the car alone.

I looked back at Tris and snapped "Well done Tris!"

Tris glared at me and said "Not my fault she fucks a load of boys. She only does it to get attention from other people because she's a nobody without the attention."

I wanted to punch Tris in the face when she said that. Jace joined that list when he laughed at her comment so I said "Like you haven't done the same Beatrice!"

Tris snarled at me and stormed over to me and tried to tower over me as she stood a few inches away from me.

She then snarled "I told you that I'll punch you if you called me that Clarissa!"

I narrowed my eyes and I said "And I said that I'd like to see you try."

Tris growled and swung her fist at me.

I grinned and simply ducked and brought one of mine into her stomach.

She gasped before doubling over which let me knock her legs out from underneath her so she was sprawled across the floor.

I stood over her and said "If you take away your killer high heeled shoes, your slutty clothes, and that makeup and you mess up your perfect hair and tan. Then who are you? Izzy may have done them things to get attention but what about you? You bully and look over other people who are normal, you fight them and dress yourself differently to prove you're not one of them but underneath all of that fake stuff are you really that different from everyone else? You need to accept people for who they really are because nine out of ten times they have a reason for acting like they do. But you popular people are fake, nothing more nothing less, just completely fake."

Tris looked up at me and said "Why should I listen to you? You're all nerdy and goth like with the skulls and books."

I lent close to her ear and I said "You don't know the first thing about me Beatrice Prior, all you know is that I'm fostered and that I have no interest in being a slut. Other than that you have no idea about who I really am."

I stood up straight and I walked to the other side of the car and I said softly to Izzy "Izzy its okay, no one's going to laugh at you now. Just unlock the car and let me in and we can go back to your house okay?"

Slowly Izzy pressed the unlock button and the doors all clicked again so I moved around to the passenger seat and opened the door and climbing in.

Izzy sniffled and asked slightly muffled "Is Jace in here yet?"

The door then opened and Jace climbed into the back and said "Now I am."

Izzy looked at me through her fingers and asked "Is anyone watching?"

I said softly "Not that many, you can ignore all of those people though."

Izzy slowly removed her hands from her face which looked a bit of a mess because she had tears of mascara streaming down her cheeks and she asked "Do you have a tissue Clary?"

I nodded and handed her a pack of them.

Izzy smiled and said "You're a good friend Clary."

I smiled but said nothing as I was rummaging around in Izzy's bag for some spare mascara for her to put on.

Jace then said "Where did you learn to be so violent Red?"

I looked back and said "Did it surprise you?"

Jace frowned and said "Well I definitely didn't expect you to be able to punch people that hard, even though it probably wasn't really."

I asked him angrily at his judgement "Do you really want to find out?"

Jace answered hurriedly "No but…"

I shot him a glare which shut him up instantly as I handed Izzy some mascara.

We sat there in silence as Izzy put her makeup back on and she then said "Okay let's go."

I smiled and said "Take it away my friend."

Izzy sped off and we finally stopped outside a massive house. It was practically twice the size of the Prior house.

I studied it and I asked "Is this your house?"

Izzy smiled and said "Yep, it's my lovely house with my not so lovely relatives inside of it." She pulled up into the drive and parked the car.

We all clambered out of the black car and I looked around at the small marigolds decorating the front garden.

We all entered the house and whilst Izzy and Jace were yelling to their mum I looked around the hallway and took in all of the photos lining the walls.

Some were of Izzy and a similar looking boy but with bright ink blue eyes. A few had Jace in it and others had a small boy about who had the dark hair but he had very dark brown eyes instead. Some had a man with the hair and Izzy's eyes and a woman with dark hair and the oldest looking boy's eyes.

They all looked genially happy and like they cared about each other in every photo there was on the wall.

Jace saw me looking and said "Our mum likes to embarrass all of us with these photos."

I looked at him quickly and I said "My birth mother did the same except she had a whole wall made into a collage of them."

I heard footsteps come down the stairs and the woman appeared.

She smiled down at Izzy and Jace before wrapping them in a hug and asked Izzy "Is that your friend Isabelle?"

Izzy grinned and came over to me with her mum following her and she said "Yes mum this is Clarissa Fray, Clary this is my mu Maryse Lightwood."

I smiled and said "Hey Mrs-"

"Please call me Maryse Clary." She said cutting across me.

I smiled and said "Okay and you can call me Clary if you want."

Maryse smiled and said "Okay then Clary, I suppose that I'll introduce you to the family shall I?"

Maryse then disappeared into the room at the end or the hallway and we all followed her.

Jace then jumped on the couch next to a tall dark haired boy with blue eyes who looked up at me and asked "Are you Iz's friend?"

I nodded and glanced quickly at Izzy to silently ask her 'Did you tell everyone about me?'

The boy then held out his hand to me and said "I'm Alexander Lightwood. But I prefer Alec if you don't mind."

I took his hand whilst saying "Clarissa Fray but I prefer Clary if you don't mind yourself Alec."

Alec studied me almost wearily and he asked "Well Clary, you live with the Priors right?"

I nodded and said "At the moment yes."

Alec sneered "They're all dicks or sluts mostly."

I grinned and said "At last, someone actually agrees with me."

Alec raised his eyebrows at me but said nothing.

A small voice from behind me then said "Are you Clarissa Fray?"

I looked around and saw the younger boy staring at me through some glasses and clutching a comic book to his chest.

I answered carefully "Yes."

The boy took a step towards me and he said "I'm Max."

I smiled at him and said "Nice to meet you Max."

Max walked to the couch and sat next to Jace and laughed at Jace's joke.

I studied the book he was holding and I asked quietly "Is that a manga comic book you have there?"

Max looked at me and nodded before shyly saying "Do you read them too?"

I said "I used to love them so I have the whole collection of them."

Max's eyes lit up and he asked me "Have you read all of them?"

I shrugged and said "Most of them."

Jace and Alec were staring at me as though wondering what I'd look like as a kid reading manga and other stuff.

I thought back and said "L from Death Note."

Max grinned and he exclaimed excitedly "Me too. He's pretty awesome isn't he?"

I nodded and said "Agreed."

Izzy then said "Hey Clary we're going upstairs now."

I nodded and said to Max "It's nice to meet you Max."

Max grinned and said "I like your hair by the way, it's very pretty."

I smiled and said "Thanks Max."

I then was dragged from the room by Izzy as she said to Max "Say bye to Clary Max, she's going to come to my room and you can talk to her at dinner."

Max sighed and nodded and went to read his book and I smiled politely at Jace and Alec before disappearing up the stairs by Izzy dragging me.

Izzy showed me around the house and then led me into her room which was purple with gold sponge marks all over the walls and clothes strewn all over the floor.

I saw two dogs curled up on her bed and they saw Izzy and she fussed them fondly, laughing as they licked her hands. They both spotted me and attacked me with sniffs and kisses too.

I fussed them both too and they soon went back to sleep on Izzy's bed again.

Izzy smiled apologetically at me and said "Sorry about them two, they're always like that."

I laughed and said "No problem, my dog is the same."

Izzy grinned and we both talked about other stuff like clothes and TV shows.

Maryse soon called up the stairs "Dinner's ready!"

We both went downstairs and everyone was at the table waiting for us.

Me and Izzy then slid into the two spare seats. She was next to her mum and Alec and I was next to Max and Jace.

The oldest man then smiled at me and said "Hello, you must be Clary. I'm Robert."

I smiled and said back "Hello."

I ate most of the dinner before feeling faint and sick again and left the rest.

Maryse asked me when she saw my quarter full plate "Have you had enough dear?"

I looked up and said "Yeah thanks, it was really nice too."

Maryse smiled at me and said "Anytime Clary."

Robert then asked me "You live with the Priors right?"

I nodded and asked "Are you going to tell me how much of them are actually idiots and they just look pretty and fake?"

Robert smiled looking slightly ashamed and said "Well along the lines probably yes."

I smiled and said "It doesn't offend me if you think that. They are exactly that really."

Robert smiled and said "You don't count yourself as one of them then?"

I considered it before saying "Not really. I've been in quite a few foster homes so I haven't really had a proper home since I was seven."

Most people avoided my gaze or gave me a look of sympathy when I said that.

Max asked me "How many homes have you actually been in?"

I looked at him and said "Quite a few."

Max pestered me by asking "The exact number please?"

I looked away and I asked "Do you count my mum's house as one?"

Max nodded eagerly so I looked at the table and I said "I've been in eight homes already counting the on I'm in now."

Alec looked at me and asked "Why eight? Why do you have so many?"

I shrugged and said "Most people take girls for granted and I rebelled against their rules for girls so they either kicked me out or they were arrested."

Alec asked me confusedly "Why were they arrested?"

I looked up and I answered "The answer to that question is not something I like to repeat out loud let alone at a dinner table."

Max looked at me confused and he asked "Is it because I'm too young?"

I shook my head and said "No, I just don't think that it's very appropriate to announce whilst at a dinner table just after we've had food."

Max nodded and went back to his plate of food.

Alec was staring at me curiously and so was Jace.

Whereas Izzy, Maryse and Robert had probably guessed what had happened and they were giving me a look of sympathy.

My phone then blasted out the Doctor Who theme tune and I knew that it was automatically my brother.

I pulled my phone out and I glanced down at my text it read 'Hey Fireball. We need your opinion on something. Get back to me as soon as possible'

I frowned at the phone but I quickly shut the phone down so it didn't look that suspicious.

Max then asked "Do you have any siblings Clary?"

I nodded and said "An older brother, he's at college now."

Max asked me "What's his name?"

I answered honestly "Jonathan."

Jace's eyes grew wide and he asked "Jonathan? As in Jonathan Fray from The Shadowhunters?"

I raised my eyebrow at him and said "Yes that is my brother's band."

"And you're his sister? As in you share the same mum and dad?"

I looked at him strangely and said "Yes we are brother and sister and we both have the same mum and dad."

Jace gave me a confused look and Izzy grinned and Jace said to her "You knew that they were related?"

Izzy grinned and said "Yep, that's why I was laughing so much in that P.E lesson because all of the sluts at school were saying that they were going to marry Jonathan Fray which happens to be my best friend's brother."

Jace glared at me and asked fake offended "You never told me?"

I smiled and said "Nope. Also does that explain when you asked me if I wanted to marry him that's why I said no? I'm not a keen fan of incest you know."

Izzy laughed and so did everyone else except Jace.

Jace just said "Is that why you look so amused when your sister and her group all say they want to marry him and his band mates?"

I grinned and said "Yep, especially Magnus as he's gay- oh wait no wait a second."

I scrolled through mine and his text messages and found the right one "He claims that he is a freewheeling bisexual." I corrected myself.

Max asked me "What does freewheeling mean?"

Everyone laughed and I even had to try not to laugh as I said "Um don't worry Max, you'll find out soon enough."

Max smiled and said "Is it like Jace and he moves from one person to another? Except he does it with both boys and girls."

I admitted "Yeah pretty much."

Jace glared at me and said "Thanks Clary, now he's going to announce to his friends tomorrow that I'm freewheeling."

I shrugged and said "Well its true isn't it?"

Jace scowled but didn't say anything to me.

I then got another text by Jon reading 'When I said as soon as possible, I do actually mean as soon as possible Fireball!'

I sighed and texted back 'I'm with a friend.'

He instantly texted back 'Damn you ninja, we need your help.'

'What for?'

'Well ring me and I'll tell you.'

'Nah, too much effort.'

I could almost tell that Jon would sigh at that so I put my phone away and saw that everyone was looking at me and Izzy asked "Who was that texting you?"

"My brother. Why?" I answered feeling slightly uncomfortable with everyone's stares on me.

Izzy smiled and said "Just curious."

I was about to say something when my phone started to ring again so I got it out and saw that Jon was calling me I answered and asked "What?"

"Hello to you to sis." Jon's voice said happily.

"I'm at my friend's house, even better I'm at the dinner table."

Jon scolded me "No answering your phone at the table Clarissa."

I sighed and said "You rung me Jonathan and you would have done something dramatic if I hadn't picked up. What do you want?"

Jon said back "Touché and I need your help."

"What with now?"

"I need you to draw the band a logo."

I rolled my eyes and asked "You rung me just to tell me that I have to draw your logo?"

Jon thought about it before saying "Yep, pretty much."

I sighed and said "Fine, I'll see what I can do okay?"

"Yes! Thanks Ninja Fireball. You're the best sister in the world."

I sighed and said "Whatever Jon, is that all?"

"You could cook for us but I think that that might be too much to ask for right?"

"Yeah, I can't go to Florida everyday just to cook for you Jonathan." I said which made Izzy smile and Jace try not to laugh.

Jon asked me "Can I talk to your friends?"

"No! You're not talking to my friends Jonathan Fray."

"Please?"

"No!"

"Pwetty pwease?"

"Why so you can chat them up? I don't think so Jonathan. So no."

"I'll set you up with Will if you let me talk to them."

"Urgh why would I want that to happen? And No!"

"Okay wots of huggles and kissys for Cwaissa!"

I rolled my eyes and said "Whatever, bye!"

He just got in a faint "Bye NF!"

I rolled my eyes and slid my phone into my pocket and Maryse smiled and said "So you're going to draw their logo then?"

I nodded and said "I owe him for a lot of things and also music is his 'artistic' side where as mine is drawing."

Maryse smiled and said "Well music is art in word form I suppose. Who's in his band then?"

I told her "Um well there's my brother who's the lead singer and he can play the piano and the guitar too. Magnus who plays the guitar all the time. Will who plays the bass guitar and Ragnor who plays the drum."

Maryse smiled and said "They had an interview on the radio didn't they?"

I nodded and said "Yeah um Kerrang it was."

Jace said "Didn't Jon say that you recorded some songs with him?"

I nodded and said "In the summer holidays before I moved back to New York we stayed at Magnus' house for a while and he has his own small recording studio where they used to practise their songs and I helped them write and record a few of them with them."

Jace gawped at me along with Alec whereas Robert and Maryse were cleaning the table and Izzy and Max were grinning at me.

I raised my eyebrows and asked "Could you please stop staring at me like that, it's kind of weird and starting to freak me out slightly."

Izzy said "Yeah Jace otherwise she'll find out your big secret."

Jace snapped out and said "You dare Isabelle Lightwood and I'll make your life at school even worse than it already is."

Izzy snapped back "Haven't you already tried to do the worst?"

Jace looked half shocked and half hurt as Izzy stood up and said "Come on Clary, I better drop you off home."

I jumped out of my chair and said "Bye guys."

I poked my head into the kitchen and said to Maryse and Robert "I've got to go now and thank you for dinner."

Maryse smiled and said "Not a problem Clary. Your welcome here at any time."

I smiled politely and I followed Izzy out of the house and into the car.

Izzy sped off into the darkness and I said "What did the sluts actually do to you Iz?"

Izzy's hand jerked to one side throwing both of us to the left hand side but she quickly pushed back to the right so we kept in our lane.

Izzy said quietly "I used to be half of their friends but I ended up in bed with one of Kaelie's boyfriends and she spread rumours around about me like how I slept with every boy in my path and how my brother was gay and my little brother is nerdy and my family are kind of broken. I ended up being down casted as everyone believed all of them rumours even Jace and Alec did at some point so I had no friends even the new people heard about me and kept their distance except you Clary. You have been the only person to come up to me since that day five years ago and you're the only one who has bothered talking and trying to be someone I can trust. There's something different about you Clary, I don't know what it is except that it's something that you have been taught and you still think of it."

I felt really sorry for her but I know how it felt to have everyone give you looks of sympathy and it can be really annoying so I knew better than to say I'm sorry or something like that.

Izzy then asked "When you said earlier to Alec about your families being arrested and you said that it's not something to repeat at a dinner table what did you mean?"

I looked out the window at the big city and I answered "I told you that they thought that girls should be underneath boys. A few of them were violent and abusive, verbally and physically. Most think that physical is the worst type of abuse but when you've had most types of it then you realise that verbal is pretty horrible too."

Izzy glanced at me and asked "Did you ever live with your dad?"

I nodded and said "From seven to twelve years old I lived with him. He never knew me so he only loved Jon really. After a while he abused me and I saw him hurt and rape other young girls, I never said a word to anyone because my father told me that he would kill me if I said anything. When I was twelve I had been beaten up too much and I had to stay away from school to hide all of my bruises. I then had an idea that I could get my father done for abusing me and the other girls. I ran away whilst my father and Jon went out the next day and I ran into the city and to the police station. I told them everything and they told me that they could arrest him if I was willing to stand up and say my part for the court. I had agreed because I had thought that no foster home could be worse than that right? In court they proved him guilty and they told me that I and Jon had to live with other people now. But as we left I saw my father and the last thing he ever said to me was 'I will get you for that Clarissa Adele Morgenstern, I will be the end of you one day. And to love is to destroy and to be loved is to be destroyed.' He had said the last part to me so many times that it haunts me now but so does the rest because he will be out one day, but I will never know when until they ring me to tell me that."

Izzy asked "Is that how you got the scar across your back?"

I looked at her and said "No that was the last person who got arrested which was my last home a man named Eric. He did that with his belt. He did that while I was half unconscious though so I couldn't fight back and Jon was out that night."

Izzy looked at me and asked "Did Jon stop a lot of it then? You said you owed him a lot."

I nodded and said "He was the only one other than my mother to be able to calm Valentine down and then all the others took a liking to him too."

Izzy nodded and announced "We're at your house."

I smiled and said "Thanks for dinner and bringing me back."

Izzy grinned and said "Any time."

I smiled and watched her drive off until the dark swallowed her whole and I then went inside and went to my room without even saying anything to Natalie or Andrew.

When I pushed my door open I saw that nothing had changed which I was glad about and I shut my door before anyone even knew I was in.

I locked the door and then collapsed on my bed and then I winced as I landed on my bruised shoulder.

I got up again and looked at it in the mirror.

Dammit going to be a nice big blue one too. Nice and painful.

I got ready for bed and I soon started to draw the Lightwoods at the table. They all looked amazingly pretty which wasn't really fair considering that I wasn't even nice looking; I was just well just me I suppose.

I crawled into my bed after I had finished my drawings and read the last chapter of Last Stand of Dead Men.

I almost went straight into a dark sleep where no dreams lived. Just sleep.

Jace's point of view

After Clary had left with Izzy after dinner I was partly glad but sort of disappointed too.

Before Clary had left she had glared at me for saying what I said to Izzy and I know that it was harsh but i need to be like that to be popular.

I don't know why I have to be popular but I feel like I had to be to hide my inner self.

The real me is much less harsh and no emotion feeling and more almost sensitive and caring but no one saw that side of me except my foster family.

My real mum died at my birth and my dad died before I was born so I was brought up in foster homes too. Except Clary looked almost haunted by each foster home she'd been in. I think that she feels lonely and that she wants to have someone to be like her without a perfect family like the Lightwoods or all of the sluts families are.

When Clary talked about her dad especially she looked almost scared and young as if she was only a twelve year old again. She also spoke of her brother highly as if he was the best person in the world and he never did anything wrong or bad.

Alec then snapped me out of my thoughts by saying "Who are you sleeping with now then?"

I answered "Tris Prior."

Alec sighed and said "You have a rubbish taste in girls."

I snapped back "You don't have a taste in them at all."

Alec glared at me and said "I can still tell you if a girl is hot or not can't I?"

I looked at him angrily and said "Tris is hot."

"Jace when are you going to stop messing with girls and finally get a proper girlfriend?"

I sighed and said "No girl interests me in that way Alec and the fun is when you mess with them actually."

Alec now sighed and said "I don't know why I bother trying to make you see sense Jace. You're just impossible to change, especially since Kaelie."

I asked him "What do you mean?"

Alec snapped "Well after she screwed with your head, you then started just getting random girls and having sex with them before ditching them for another girl Jace!"

I glared at him but Alec just said "You don't understand Jace; you've gone too far to go back to being the Jace Herondale I knew."

He then got up and left me sitting at the table staring at the table.

It's true, I tried to have a girlfriend properly (Which turned out to be Kaelie) but she then screwed with me and had sex with me and dumped me the next day and started snogging another boy ten minutes later. Now I just have the need to do that to other girls.

I left the table and went to my room and tried to do my calculus homework but it didn't make sense to me because I was too busy watching Clary work in with her friend and trying to get Tris to go out with me for a while actually in the lesson so I don't think that I can actually do this homework again.

Max also struggled with maths and art like me. It just doesn't make sense to our brains.

Max's teacher told my mum that he'd get a high school student to help him with maths.

I wondered if they would choose Caleb or Tris or someone like that.

I soon lie on my bed and almost fell asleep instantly.

I went back into the same dream I've had since I met Clary and now it's even worse because she looks more and more beautiful each time and then the next day I see that she is just that beautiful but she hides it away from people to keep herself away from attention.

AN: Okay guys that's the end for all of you now. Please review and I'll hopefully upload the next chapter soon. Anyway until next time people it a bye from me.