I couldn't resist not uploading lol I'm in the middle of a game so yeah XD uhh warning very explicit

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It's officially been two days since Blaine has gotten word about Kurt. Apparently no one could figure out what had happen. Yes, he broke his arm, but why was he blind?

"What the hell do you mean? He's not blind!" Blaine yelled at one of the nurses. They were standing outside of a room that was holding Kurt.

"I'm sorry.. We are trying everything we can."

"You aren't trying hard enough." Blaine said hardly.

"Maybe he's cursed." The nurse said turning back around to enter the room.

"Cursed? Phfff, please. You believe in that crap? Kurt is not cursed. And he isn't blind. Now let me see him." Blaine pushed the nurse out of the way and had his hand on the door before someone called his name.

"Blaine? Blaine! Oh.. There you are." The King ran over to were Blaine was. "What's going on?" Blaine turned, looking annoyed. He rolled his eyes as Sebastian placed a hand on his shoulder.

"There was an accident involving Kurt." Was all he said before trying to open the door again.

"An accident?" Sebastian said, stopping Blaine from entering. He narrowed his eyes. "You... You wouldn't have anything to do with this, now Blaine?"

Blaine's face went pale. "Of course not. Why would I do that?"

"Because you don't like the kid." Sebastian said, with a hung of anger at the end.

"I never said that!" Blaine threw his hands up in the air. Sebastian pushed him against the door.

"You ever, and I mean ever, hurt him again, you won't hear the last of it." And he spun on his heels and storms off. Blaine wiped the sweat trailing down his face away. But, it wasn't sweat. Sweat doesn't fall from your eyes.

Blaine was crying.

"I.. I didn't hurt him." He yelled, his voice shaky.

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"Hey, I'm sorry. I guess I was jealous because... I really do-"

"I know. It's fine I forgive you. But the plan worked!" Thad grinned and leaned back in his chair. Blaine nodded and did the same. They were both in a contained room with Kurt, watching him. Kurt was asleep, one of the nurses gave him ambrosia and medicine. First Blaine was in there alone with him, but he called in for Thad so if Kurt had awoken, it wouldn't be as awkward.

"I mean.. I'm not in love with him." Blaine said rubbing his arms in the chill room. "I can't. You know I can't."

"Actually, you can. You just don't want to. You don't want to get hurt do you?"

"No, that's not it."

"Then what is?" Thad quirked.

"I don't want to hurt him." Blaine connected eyes with Thad, a serious look. "Cheesy as it might, I'm afraid of hurting him, so I try to stay away."

"You do hurt him with your words, Blaine. He had told me things you've said."

Blaine cautiously looked away, towards Kurt. The boys face was beautiful. Almost angelic like, Blaine was afraid it would disappear one day.

"I- he. He's from Lima." Blaine threw out.

"You know that's not the point! Love is love no matter what, Blaine. Look at The King. He's loved a guy from Columbus Castle. You know, until the guy lied that he gave him a disease." Thad smiled. "But besides the point, you can't help it if you are in love." Thad watched Blaine's face as he tried to sort it out through his head. He secretly hoped the two would come together.

"So. Let's get serious. How long do you think it will take?" Blaine's face showed a mixture between pure fear and pain.

"Honestly I don't know. How is it possible?" Thad stood up and walked over to Kurt's bedside, holding his hand tightly. "Wake up so we can talk. We need answers." Thad let go and told Blaine he'd be back in three hours, leaving him with Kurt. He then too stood up and went to grab Kurt's hand, but he stopped midway.

"I know I've been mean to you, but it's only because I don't want to hurt you." Blaine said aloud talking to Kurt sincerely. "I.. I should've been nice.. This is all my fault.. I'm the reason you can't see, for God knows how long." Blaine placed his hands over Kurt's. "Just.. Tell me something.. You like me too, right?"

After a whole minute, Blaine sighed and went to sit back in his chair. He began to cry, but not because he felt rejected. It was because he had put someone's life in danger. Someone he only knew his first and last name. He cried because Kurt didn't deserve this. The man didn't do anything to Blaine but try to be friendly.

"This is useless." He said standing up. He looked at Kurt one more time and turned to leave.

"I do."

Blaine stopped. He stopped walking, stopped moving, stopped breathing. His face was frozen between happiness and sadness. He turned quickly to see Kurt had his eyes open, pointed to the ceiling. He jumped up and grabbed Kurt's hand in his, lifting it and giving it a kiss.

"Kurt! Kurt I'm so glad you are up.. I'm.. You? You aren't angry with me?" He watched as Kurt's eyes moved up and down and then looked into his eyes, but was pretty sure he couldn't see him.

"Why would I be angry at you? You didn't cause this!" Kurt sat up and he closed his eyes. "I do." He said.

"You do... What?" Blaine asked, holding Kurt's hand tighter.

"I like you too." Kurt grinned a wide grin. Blaine smiled too, grabbing Kurt's cheeks and bringing them to his face, stopping before there lips met.

"I'm glad."

"Me too." Kurt moved forward so that his lips pressed onto Blaine's, gently. Blaine was still for a second, not believing this was happening. Then he got into rhythm with Kurt's kiss. Blaine placed one hand from Kurt's face down to rest on Kurt's leg. Kurt reached up and what he thought was Blaine's curls was his ear and he pulled it hard.

"Ow!" Blaine jumped back, caressing his ear.

"Oh Blaine! I'm so sorry." Kurt's face was full of fear.

"No.. No.. It's fine." It was quiet after that. Until Kurt told him.

"I guess I hit my head. That's why I can't see, and they don't know how long.." Kurt felt tears come down his face. "How do my eyes look Blaine?" Kurt looked in his general direction, but not directly at him.

"Oh Kurt.. Your eyes are as perfect as ever." Blaine reached to dry Kurt's tears. "You can get through this. We can."

"You care for me." Kurt said, though it sounded like more or a question than a statement. "You want me to get better?"

Blaine took his hand bak to himself. "I know things were rough when we met. But, I just didn't want to like you. I couldn't bring myself to do so."

"But why? What did I do to you?" Kurt looked back up to the ceiling, his hand patting the bed trying to find something. Blaine noticed and slid his hand in place with Kurt's.

"It's nothing you did, Kurt. It was someone of yours." Blaine tightened his grip on his hand. "A Lima... Killed my brother and father." Blaine dropped his head, trying to ward off the tears. "It was when I was fifteen, Kurt. I'm twenty-one. Six years ago, on my birthday." Blaine gasped for air, letting Kurt's Hand go holding his own arms to himself. "Kurt- they died on my birthday! Your people killed them. They took away the only two people who ever did love me! But you know.. I guess it was just a birthday present from Lima!" Blaine laughed harshly, trying to calm himself down. "I have to go now." Blaine stood up and ran out the room, slamming the door behind him.

Kurt laid there in the silence, opening and closing his eyes. He saw nothing but darkness, but heard a colorful story. He knew what Blaine was feeling. Someone from Columbus had killed his first mother, raiding the castle at night. She had been up, writing to her parents in town when she was found dead. Kurt was only two at the age, but he knew that that was his mother, and she was know longer here.

Kurt turned his head to the direction of what he assumed was the door opening.

"Look at that arm." Someone said.

"Jeff. Be nice." Nick. Kurt grinned. "How are you doing, Kurt?" Nick said sitting on the side of the bed.

"I'm fine I guess, though I forgot all about my arm." Kurt lifted his arm up his right arm that had a white plasters cast on it. Kurt slowly dropped it back on the bed.

"So... You can't see?" Jeff asked cautiously. Nick shot him a look.

"No, but I know it's not indefinite. All I see is darkness." Kurt sighed and leaned back against the pillow.

"You'll do fine. You're on bed rest for the rest of the night, then tomorrow we can see what you can do." Nick got up and checked Kurt's fever, and gave him some pain pills. "Heard anything from Blaine?" Nick asked. He grasped his hands together an stood off to the side next to Jeff who was staring intently at Kurt, following the movement of Kurt's eyes.

"Yeah.. He's been in here since this morning. I guess he thought I couldn't hear him when he started talking about me. It was pretty funny." Kurt gave a dry laugh.

"I don't think that was it?" Jeff finally asked. Kurt started to blush.

"I kissed him. He kissed back, but I pulled on his ear..." Kurt told them.

"Woah! See! Congrats!" Nick and Jeff screeched. Kurt nodded, absently missing the soft lips on his own.

"But I'm blind... Who loves blind people."

"It doesn't matter! Love is love. I just think the problem is that you won't be able to see that gorgeous face of his for a while." Jeff snorted. Kurt nodded and folded his arms.

"Tell me about his father, and brother?" Kurt asked softly. He felt the room tense up and he immediately regretted the question. He heard Nick and Jeff whisper something, too quiet to understand them.

"Uh, Kurt. We forgot we had to go do things around the castle." Jeff said hastily.

"I'll stop by later on tonight to see how you are doing." Nick said. Kurt's face showed betrayal.

"We aren't ignoring you.. We just think it's better to ask Blaine that." Jeff said before he and Nick left.

Kurt dropped his head.

"What did I become." He whispered. "Why does everyone leave me now. Just when I need them the most?" Kurt punched the bed and sat up. He tree his feet off the side of the bed and stood. He walked slowly, arms in front, trying to find the door. Only bumping into a few chairs and a wall he made it out of the door.

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"Hey Kurt, I brought you some lunch! I didn't know if you like ham or turkey so I brought both and whichever you don't want I can eat it." Blaine walked through the room flicking on the lights. "I also brought..." Blaine froze, seeing and empty bed. "Tea.. Kurt?" He placed the tray on a chair and looked around the room. He lifted the covers obviously doubting he would be there. Checked under the bed, behind a dresser, inside a small closet. Kurt was no where to be found. "Kurt? Oh... The bathroom!" He jumped over the bed and opened the bathroom door quickly.

Empty.

"God dammit.." He said. He started to panic, running out of the room and turning right down the hall. "Kurt! Kurt! Where are you?" He ran and turned a sharp left, knocking himself into someone, flipping up in the air and landed on his back.

"Oh fuck..." Blaine moaned.

"For the love of Christ, Blaine please watch where you are going. And what is with all the yelling?" Sebastian stood up off the ground wiping his clothes off.

"Ugh..." Was all Blaine said. He rolled over and turned into fetal position.

"Oh whatever..." He began to walk off, stepping over Blaine.

"Blaine?" A high pitched voice stopped the King and he turned on his heels.

Kurt was crawling on the floor towards the two men's direction. Blaine sat up rubbing his back, watching Kurt. Blaine met him half way and held him in his arms. He kissed Kurt on the side of his lips, kissing the corners.

"Kurt.. Why did you leave? I was looking everywhere for you." Blaine was holding Kurt tightly in his arms.

"I was tired of laying in that bed. And this stupid cast gets in my way!" Kurt said accepting Blaine's warm kisses. Kurt buried his head in Blaine's shoulders, sitting half way on his lap.

"Well... Look at this." Boomed Sebastian. Blaine tensed and turned around, quickly letting go of Kurt and stood up. "When did this happen?" He said pointing between Kurt on the floor and Blaine standing.

"This.. It.." Blaine stuttered.

"This morning, sir. We kissed... This morning." Kurt said, cautiously standing up, using Blaine's arms to golf him steady. He felt Blaine try to move away.

Kurt frowned.

"So, you like this Lima? What happened to all the fuss about him?" Sebastian asked Blaine.

"I... Do like him. I knew I was going to like him, but I tried so hard not to. I fussed because of what he was, not who he was. I hate where he comes from." Blaine said, dropping his head, absently grabbing hold of Kurt's hand. "But I'll be willing to.. To work through it, and help out.." Blaine felt Kurt give his hand a squeeze and he let out a small laugh.

"Oh.. Well. Come here." Sebastian grabbed Kurt's shoulder as pulled him towards him. He wave a Hand in front of his face. He held up a number with his fingers. "What number am I holding up?"

"You know he can't see-"

"Shut up Blaine. Kurt, what number am I holding up?"

"King- I don't know.." Kurt ran a hand through his hair, staring at complete blackness.

"Dammit!" He shouted punching the wall next to him. "How'd it happen?!"

"I... I hit my head?"

"Well hit it again! I can't have a blind person here! You won't know what to do!"

"Sebastian! That's enough." Blaine stood in front of Kurt, pulling out his dagger he always kept with him in his boot. He raised it, holding the tip to Sebastian's neck. He chuckled grabbing hold of the dagger with Blaine's hand still on it. He pressed the tip of the blade in his neck, pricking his skin and drawing blood.

"Oh Blaine... You wouldn't dare hurt me now would you?" He said with a harsh laugh. "How could you hurt someone you used to love?" Blaine's eyes went wide as he looked away from Sebastian and looked towards the ground.

"You.." Kurt said, backing away.

"Oh.. You didn't tell your little boyfriend how we used to fuck every night? How you used to let me ride that big cock of yours? Hmmm.. Shame.." Sebastian pushed Blaine away, dropping the dagger stained with blood on the floor. Blaine stood there fuming. Kurt started to back away, his eyes threatening to spill over.

"Fuck. You." Blaine whispered.

"Excuse me?" Sebastian said.

"Fuck you! Fuck you!" He shouted pushing him on the wall in a choke hold. "Fuck you.." He started to cry because he couldn't handle the truth.

"Oh poor baby... I'm sorry but you already did that." Sebastian slid away and walked away. Blaine slid on the ground, holding himself. Trying to escape from the horror of the real world. He was almost gone when he forgot Kurt was still there.

"Blaine?" Kurt asked. "Where are you?"

"Over here bab- Kurt." Kurt followed his voice and sat by Blaine.

"You can call me that if you want."

"Kurt?" Blaine asked looking up to Kurt. He nonchalantly wiped Kurt's tears off his face. He knew that he hurt him.

"No. Baby. I don't mind if you call me baby."

"Oh..." Blaine said before laying his head on Kurt's shoulder. They were quiet for a while until Kurt's curiosity won over.

"Was... Was what he said true Blaine?" Kurt felt Blaine take a deep breath.

"...yeah..."

"You.. Lost it to him?"

"Yes."

"When?" Kurt asked.

"When I was seven..." Blaine said quietly as his voice cracked. Kurt gasped turning to the direction Blaine was. He grabbed for Blaine's hands.

"Seven? How... I don't understand?"

"He raped me when I was a kid. He was eighteen at the time.." Blaine sniffled and held Kurt's hands tighter. "Yeah... I- I couldn't tell anyone or he'd do it more.. But he did it anyways."

"Blaine... You don't have to-" Kurt tried.

"No, i do. It's my story, you need to know me if we are going to be together." Blaine looked up to the beautiful face of Kurt. "I guess I'll tell you the story... Um. It was when my father and brother were always out of town, fighting for our lives. Sebastian wasn't the King at the time."

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"Blaine! I need your help, okay?" Sebastian asked. The little seven year old jumped off the bench and ran towards the court.

"Yes Sebastian?" He asked, pulling his shorts up.

"I need you to help me strike down these Lima dummies!" He said holding his sword up, pointing at the practice dummies in front of him.

Blaine gasped. "Oh no! How'd they get in?" He reached down for a smaller sword, holding it in his hands.

"I dont know, but we have to get rid of them, okay?" Blaine nodded and went to strike at one, making a cut in it's right shoulder. Sebastian shook his head an made a noise of disappointment. Blaine turned to look at the older boy, instantly frowning. "Blaine, your form is all wrong. Do I need to show you again?" Blaine remembered the last time Sebastian had "helped him and shook his head.

"No... I'm sorry, I'll do better. I promise!" Blaine stood like he was taught, his legs spread apart, his right one behind his left. He held his sword down below his stomach slicing up at the dummy. Sebastian still disapproved.

"Blaine look." Sebastian did the stance himself and sliced up at a different dummy, cleaning half of it's head off. "You aren't strong enough!"

"I'm sorry." Blaine said, dropping the sword. Sebastian motioned Blaine to come here, grabbing him in a hug.

"It's alright... How about we get you cleaned up?" Sebastian grabbed his hand and pulled him to a little shower area behind the castle the two always used.

"Sebastian... I... I don't need to clean up. I did last night."

"No, you do need to. You're dirty!" Starting the bath, Sebastian removed Blaine's clothing's and placed him in the tub. He let the water run as he left the area and found some soap and a wash rag. When he came back Blaine was sitting in the corner of the bath, his legs close up on his body. Sebastian got on one knee and dipped the rag and soap in the water, making small bubbles.

"Woah.." Blaine said, mesmerized by the bubbles. Sebastian smiled.

"Come here Blaine." He pulled him by the arm and washed his chest and face real good. "You know, I think you need to get a hair cut soon?" He said.

"No.. I like my curls!" Blaine said with a laugh. He relaxed as Sebastian finished. Blaine gasped slightly, pointing towards Sebastian's legs. "What's that?" Sebastian looked down and smirked, standing up.

"Oh... Um. It's a magic wand Blaine! It pleases people and my self."

"Woah... Do I have one?" Blaine stood up and looked down.

"Of course, all boys do. Now... Sit back down." Sebastian took his shirt off and Blaine remembered. "Blaine... Relax okay? I'm not going to hurt you. I'm going to take care of you. Do you trust me?"

"Yeah... Are you going to do some magic?" Blaine looked at him with puppy dog eyes. Blaine hated the answer.

ALRIGHT. I KNOW THAT WAS INAPPROPRIATE OKAY? IM SORRY BUT THAT WAS BLAINES SIDE OF THE STORY! DONT HATE ME...

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