Chapter 3

I was right, because in that same instant he bite me and I blacked out from the burning fire.

I woke up in a few hours or at least it seemed like it. Gr… Yup… I'm still human. Why does he keep doing it? But I guess I know the answer to this question. My blood is too appealing or something like that. As always there is machine next to me, that is pumping new blood in me. Ha, he doesn't want me to die, but as usual I don't care. I sat up and pulled the needles out of my arm. So, where did he left my next fix? Oh, it's a stupid question, there it is, prepared already – the same as ever. I inhaled it all in one go. Oh… Much Better… Hmm, there's something different.

Then I heard a knock on the door and ran to answer it.

"Hey Jake! What's up?"

"Bells, why do you keep hurting yourself? Charlie is so worried. He keeps searching for you and doesn't believe that you are in some psychiatric clinic in Florida. Bells, please, you have to…"

Jacob was starting to spin and may head felt, like it weighed a planet. Fuck!

EPOV

It's been almost 80 years since I last saw Carlisle, but I can't go back. He would be so disappointed in me, that I gave in to the monster inside me.

I need to hunt. I was heading out, locking the door. Basically I didn't care about those things Alice had put in here, but I know, if something would go missing from here she would rip my head off. She knows I could live even in cardboard box if I wanted, but she wouldn't even hear about that. So here I am. Living in the most awful district of the Phoenix, where most of the buildings are so run down, that it's dangerous to step inside them, but I have a penthouse in hear.

I was so lost in thought, that I didn't notice her, until she slammed in me with her whole body. I instinctively wrapped my hands around her. She lifted her gaze and I saw chocolate brown eyes of a goddess.

"Please save me from them, please…"

Only then I heard men voices shouting and seeking someone. It sounded like they were heading up here. The goddess in my arms started to cry and collapsed in my arms. I quickly picked her up bridal style and took her to my apartment.

She looked so lost and frightened. I needed to calm her down, but first there was the issue of those men.

"Stay!" I said in a most soothing voice I could manage and ran outside in vampire speed. As I locked the door, again, the men I heard before appeared. They stepped in front of me and said:

"Where is she?" asked the first one.

"Who is she? I haven't seen a living soul since I came outside." I answered in tone full of menace.

"Ehm… We, we, we are sorry, that we disturbed you, sir. " You better be or I'll rip your head off.

"Then I think, that you should leave, because knowing my neighbors, there is distinct possibility, that alive outside you won't get, if you make so much noise."

They quickly departed, but I didn't make a move until I heard, that they had left the building. I stood there for a few seconds more, preparing myself for those brown eyes. They are so beautiful, they reminded me of her… No, I won't let myself to think about her. It's been 80 years, but every time I remember her it's like my wounds have been ripped open again.

As I stepped inside I heard her murmuring something. I came closer.

"Make it stop, please! Kill me, I can't take it anymore!" she screamed. I gasped and cradled her in my arms. As soon as I did that, the sweetest scent overwhelmed me and I fought for control. My thoughts centered only on her, everything else disappeared. She screamed on more time. That brought me back to reality and I noticed that she had blacked out.

I gently lifted her small frame and took her to my bed. Even here Alice had gone overboard, because it was huge. As if I ever slept, but now I was thankful to her. Maybe she had predicted that someday I would need it? When she was in bed I noticed bite marks on her, but not from some animal. They were vampire bite marks and were all over my angels body: her neck, wrists, tights and breasts. How was she still human? I was 100% sure that she still was, because I could smell her delicious blood. Wait a minute. There was something I hadn't noticed before. Was may angle, my brown eyed angel a junkie?

JPOV

"Yes Charlie. Renee said she's in some hospital in Florida. "

"No Charlie. She won't tell me either were exactly it is. You know that I care for her and would do anything to find her too."

"Ok, take care. I promise, I will fix this somehow! Bye"

God, I hate lying to Charlie. If he found out this somehow, he would never forgive me, but I promised to Bella.

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