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Kevin's POV
I swing my leg over my bike and start peddling off until I got glimpse of my crush... Double Dweeb... I guess it started around when we were like 10 and he saved my ass from the needle thing from his little asshole of a friend Eddy. Ever since I started noticing how cute the dork can be but me being a jock and all... we just can't be... Plus he's always with his annoying friends of his.
I wish I can just go up to him and like talk or something. Get closer to him and maybe... At that I was cut out of my daydreaming when I saw I was gonna ram into someone.
"Yo, Move-" it was already to late. It wasn't much of a impact, we both slid some and I tumbled off my bike and onto the green of someone's lawn. My immediately instinct was my bike, I had it for a long time so yeah.
"Damn! Fuck my bike!" I whispered under my voice when I looked to see who I crashed into. It was... gulp... Double Dork. Eddy and Ed gave me a weird out look and I couldn't just apologize to Double D nicely. Otherwise Eddy would probably know whats going on,
"I said Move! Now look at my bike!" After Double D adjusted his beanie he looked up at me with large eyes and I almost fainted from the cuteness, "I'm so sorry Kevin." he said and his cute puppy eyes were looking into mine with sincerity. Damn it! Too cute! Must, hold, back!
I spoke again, this time my voice was softer than usual, "Uh, no prob Double Dork..." I immediately hopped onto my back again and sped off.
Damn it! Dumb feelings! He was soo cute! UGH! After figuring out my feelings for him I tried my best to push them away and ignore them but recently I've given up the fight and thought to go with the flow now I find myself thinking bout the dork more than usual and sometimes even sexually. My wet dreams only got wetter after accepting my feelings for Double D. Not that I'm complaining but I much rather have reality over dream any day.
I went over my table for breakfast and ate there in silence with a few others talking about sports and stuff until Nazz came and sat next to me then came a bit closer to whisper in me ear,
"So, have you confessed to Double D yet?" She said and have a slight grin on her face. Of course I told her, she's my best bro-er- sis. I told her as soon as it happened cause I was knew to this whole liking a guy thing. She was completely accepting and ever since she been on my back bout confessing. I shook my head "No" to her and her grin went down a bit,
"You know you can't keep these things locked up forever. Eventually you gotta tell him." She said low enough for just me to hear.
"I'll tell him when we're graduating and getting those rolls of paper. That way if he hates me he'll never have to see me again." I thought it was a great plan myself. On the other hand if he does have the same feelings for me then we can spend the whole summer before college having hot doggy sex in my bedroom. Too bad we're only juniors and the year just started a month ago.
"You're such a pussy." Nazz said and pouted a bit. I look over to hear fully to say something back but then I noticed the little dork was leaving the cafeteria, something in me decided to follow him.
Maybe this time I'll talk to him and who knows maybe he'll fall head over heels over the sound of my masculine voice. I mean the ladies love it, why not the dork?
I kept myself a good ten feet away and made sure I was silent as I followed him. He reached his locker and even at this distance I could see the large black writing on his locker, I got a few feet closer and noticed it said something like "fag".
My body was in heat and I clenched my first as I tried to be as quiet as I can. My mind was roaring with anger, Who the hell is messing with MY dork!? Let me find out and I swear they're getting a fucking beating! That's it, I'm not letting this shit happen! Something came over my body and I smoothly walked closer and closer to Double Dweeb. His head flinched as he turned to look at me, I decided to lean against the locker across the hall from him. The innocent look he was giving me was making me blush so I hid in the dim shadow of the hallway. It was silent for just a second until I remembered why I came over here in the first place,
"Why do you put up with it everyday." My voice was surprisingly calm and cool, Yeeaah! That outta make his pants drop! I mentally patted my own back. He looked at me in the eyes and I felt my heart beat harder and fast for a second, the innocent look he was giving me makes me wanna jump him right here and now! Calm down dude, rape is not the way you wanna go with this. I mentally nodded, agreeing with my thoughts. Double Dweeb had said something, assuming it was his "Beg your pardon?" thing he always says whenever I talk to him.
I repeated myself and added, "Oh c'mon Double D, don't act all coy. It's obvious you're in pain." Or something like that, probably something cooler like "Double D... I just can't see you being hurt anymore... Let me heal your pain with my love, Double D." God, I'm so awesome, even MY pants would drop after hearing that.
I realized his cute innocent look had shifted into a menacing deathstare and he spoke,
"Why would YOU care?! You're the ass who invented "Double Dweeb" and "Double Dork". Tch, I'll never love you, you're a cold-hearted bastard." Or something like that (I should really pay more attention) cause I felt my heart being ripped to shreds and the bell rang then the hallway was stuffed with other teenagers getting to class, when they were gone so was Double D.
I slump over to my first period class to hear the teacher bitching about how late I was. I ignore him and went over to my seat next to Nazz, "How it go? I saw you chasing after Double D." she said in the same voice she used earlier in the cafeteria.
"Not good. He's being bullied and I butted in asking questions. I just wanted to help him, you know, be a friend to him and he totally lashed out at me saying I was basically the one who started the bullying." I can still feel the little throb of pain my heart gave remembering the last thing he said.
Good going Kev. You ruined your chances of being with him before you even got the chance to be his friend. I felt horrible at that. Nazz only said, "Damn..." I nodded back at her.
Me and Nazz walked to lunch together and we sat where we usualy sit. I couldn't help but look over to the Eds' table and look at Double D. He was laughing with his friends as Eddy was mimicking someone, probably a teacher they all hated. Double D's smile was wide and you can see his bright white teeth from miles away, the neat freak sure kept his body clean... His had a very small, almost unnoticeable gap between his two front teeth and it looked adorable with his smile.
With all his joy and laughing you wouldn't be able to guess that he's completely different alone. No one saw the Double D I saw earlier. The one that looks so pale and weak and on the verge of breaking down in tears. No one saw those pale pink lips that is usually in a some kind of grin, whether it was small and humble or big and bright, in a frown that looks so... depressing. No one heard his voice in true anger, sure almost everyone heard his voice of disapproval whenever Ed and Eddy took things too far but no one heard his voice in true hatred like I have. He must really love his friends a lot if he's willing to go through all that pain just to make sure they don't worry.
Love... That one word I just used echoed inside my head and I really felt a pain of jealousy course through me. I really want to help him, in any way I can. It's not cause of the favor he did for me years back, I don't feel like I must repay him. No, I want to help him because...
Because maybe it'll get him to love me...
"Damn it" I said in a low whisper and Nazz obviously heard cause she instantly looked over from her tray of food to me.
"Hurts that much, huh?" She said and I nodded but kept my eyes low to my own tray.
"You have no clue..." I told her then the bell rang.
After lunch I had class but left early to go to Double D's class. I don't mean to sound like a stalker or anything but even though we have no classes together I kinda saw his schedule at the beginning of the year and memorized each and every class he had. I got to his class a good three minutes before the bell rings and then we'll have to go to the last class of the day.
For those three minutes I planned out how it'll go when I see him, I'll tell him I want to help him with stuff I can always teach him how to fight after school and stuff, he'll probably agree to going when I tell him it's a lot about science and then after school I'll see him and bring him over to my place and we can start going at it … er I mean I can start teaching him fighting techniques not go at it in that sense...
The bell rang I tried playing it cool with my black leather jacket my my red hat turned back. When he came out he looked at me directly in the eyes and took a quick left but I wasn't gonna let him get away that easily so I grab his shoulder and made him turn to me.
Whoa, he's really close
Double D's face was just about six inches away from mine and he was slightly shorter than. His eyes were giving me yet another deathstare and he spoke, "What do you want?" attitude clear in his voice.
"We weren't done talking." I said to him in a monotone voice and he snapped back quickly, "We weren't talking in the first place."
Damn it, why is he so mad?
"Awe, look the little faggot has a boyfriend." Someone said to Double D and I turn my head towards them, face still even though my thoughts were racing,
We look like boyfriend! Yes! Wait... did they just call Double D a ...f-
I don't like that word therefore I won't continue it. These guys were jocks and I knew who they were but at that moment to me all they looked like was targets. So I go up to the leading man, the dumb one to say that word in the first place and I deck him square in the nose so hard he flew back but the other two caught him. I look over real quick to check up on Double D and he looked pretty shocked. I know he's against violence so luckily for these guys I'll leave it here... until I catch them again of course.
"Shut, the fuck, up." I said and I threw a unconscious threat that my mouth usually sputters after I'm real pissed, which I am as of now. I turn and go to Double D, still raging with anger in me but I try to calm myself down cause he kinda looks frighten.
"Look, Double Dweeb, whether you like it or not I'm gonna be your b-" Shit I almost said boyfriend. I stop myself real quick and Double D is now looking at me with a questioningly look and I found a word I can use instead of boyfriend, "bodyguard!." Nice, fits the description if you ask me. Double D then snapped back to being pissed as hell and gave me the pissed-as-fuck deathstare yet again, "Fuck off, Kevin." He said and instantly walked off to his next class.
Wait, what just happened? Double D just cursed! And at me! Damn, when did he suddenly decided to grow a pair?! Though his angry look was kinda hot and cute in a way and the way he walks when he's piss Mmm.
But still! That was kinda insane. I'm really losing my touch. I look over to the three with a deathstare and they all coward away.
Fuck this! I'm leaving school early!
Hola! It's-a-me Mario! ← No it ain't. Anyhow~, I kinda suck at writing more than 2,000 words per day so sorry but the chapters are gonna be pretty short. I know this chapter is kinda redundant since most of these events you already read in chapter one but I just thought it'll be nice to know what was going through Kevin's head as well. If you like please let me know in the reviews below If you have an opinion also let me know. Thanks for the reviews I've got they were delicious fuel for my writing fire. I'm glad you all liked my first chapter and hope you all like this chapter. Again, REVIEW! I do read them all so yeah. Post em reviews
