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Double D was lying on his bed with a newspaper on his lap playing Sudoku. He had the end of his pen between his teeth as he was trying to solve it in his head.
Then there was a sudden knock on his door.
"Hmm? Who could be that at this time?" Double D checked his digital wrist watch as it clearly said 6:00 P.M. He shrugged and swung his legs up and off his bed and went down a flight of stairs to his front door.
"Hello?" He said just before answering the door to see the trademark black leather and red cap of Kevin.
Kevin flashed Double D a half grin and Double D eyes widen as his cheeks redden a bit.
"'Sup Double Dweeb." Kevin said and he forced himself in through the small gap between Double D as Double D stood there speechless and staring at Kevin. After realizing his little dork wasn't following him Kevin turned to Double D,
"What? You forgot that we had a date today?" Kevin said with a cocky smirk.
"D-Date?!" Double D said in shock, unaware it was just a joke. Kevin took advantage of this opportunity and swiftly put one arm on Double D's shoulders and pulled him into himself.
"Oh yeah, you promised me a strip tease and everything." Kevin decided to throw in a wink and Double D blushed before harshly taking Kevin's arm off him.
"If you're referring to the hanging out event we discussed weeks ago then yes, I did forget but it's absolutely fine if you stay anyways since I have no plans." Double D walked over to his living room couch and sat on it then patted a spot for Kevin and Kevin followed and jump down with a thump.
Kevin then pulled over his backpack he held over his shoulder and quickly unzip it and pulled out his PS3 console with two remotes.
Kevin placed the two remotes on the couch between him and Double D then he got up closer to the flat screen 64' by 36' inch TV and started setting it up while Double D decided to continue his challenging game of Sudoku.
Kevin POV
Man was it hard to control myself with Double D sitting so close next to me. I tried keeping my eyes on the screen and killing them campers but here and there my eyes would wonder onto the cute boy next to me. Does he even notice how close he is?! Occasionally his arm would make contact with my arm and the skin against skin contact felt like a jolt of electricity.
I'm a death streak from all this distraction and it was upsetting me. When the match was over i put the controllers onto the table and looked over to Double D, after a while he looked over to me and gave me a gentle smile. Man i wanted to just sweep down and take him for my own but i know i had to control myself.
"Hows that puzzle?" I ask him and he giggled softly, "It's not a 'puzzle' Kevin. It's a challenging game of Sudoku. Much more complex than a simple puzzle." He said and kept a half grin in my direction.
"Well excuuuuse me. Looks like stupid puzzle to me." I replied in a joking tone which made him giggle again. I snatched the puzzle from him and take a look at it.
"Hey! It's rude to snatch you know!" Double D said and i looked at him for a moment, "I know." then i flashed him a smug smile before examining the puzzle again. It had numbers... thats where i gave it back to Double D, "Is that what you do for fun? Man you need to get out more." I crossed my arms behind my head and rested my back onto the couch. Double D shrugged, "I'm perfectly fine here at home. I don't see the point in leaving when all the entertainment I'll ever need is right here."
"Dude, you're in a empty house. Whats so entertaining on being alone? Don't you get lonesome?" I said and i clearly hit a button because in that instant Double D's head lowered from his paper to his lap and even though i couldn't see his face completely, i could see his eyes watering but he blinked it away before looking at me and giving me an obviously fake smile,
"What would you like to have to eat? We could possibly order a pizza." He said in a weak voice.
Was he really that lonely? I wonder how long he locks himself in this house, alone. Why does he do it? I mean the Eds can definitely keep him company so why does he lock himself, away from the world...
"Why are you so detached from the world?" I ask unconsciously, i was shocked at the sound of my voice and so was Double D. His eyes were wide but then slowly lowered.
It was quiet for a long moment until Double D broke it, "I know you care, i don't know why, but i know you're intentions are in the right place..." He gulped, "...but please don't try to understand me. I appreciate the effort, i truly do, but there's some things you wouldn't understand." He said in a weak voice, it almost made me want to cry.
"..Try me." I told him. "The feeling that you're on your own because everyone seems to be apart of a different world. The feeling of feeling numb every second. The feeling of crying at night because you are so lonely and no one can possibly understand the pain." I say and Double D looks at me with another shocked look.
"I understand it you know. I grew up feeling alone because everyone seem to have their life set, they know who they are and they know what they're gonna be and here i am trying to understand myself. My mom's death left my dad with nothing but alcohol and cigarettes. My dad use to take his anger out on me until i hit puberty and the testosterone hit me like a meteor. Nazz has the closest thing to understand me and even then she doesn't fully understand me." I spew my life story onto him, leaving out most of the details. My eyes watered up in the process.
"But the most loneliest feeling is loving someone you can't love, you shouldn't love, loving them in the shadows, stealing glances in secret. It hurts and even though i know you may not be going through it, i want you to understand i can relate. I can't say we are the same but i can say i can relate." I felt arms around me as i cried, man I'm crying in front of my crush, aren't i smooth.
I felt moisture on my shoulder and i look to see Double D was crying too. "I-I just feel so lonely. T-This house isn't a home, it's a prison. I lock up all my emotions in it and everyday i have to come back to an empty house with notes that have empty promises. But i can't tell anyone because I'm weak enough, i don't want to admit that I'm weaker than what everyone thinks of me. If Eddy and Ed find out then they'll think i betrayed them by never telling them even though we try to tell each other everything. K-Kevin, thank you." He said and his tears slowed down and he pulled himself closer to me, hugging me tightly.
I grab Double D by the shoulders to make him look at me, "Thank you, i never thought that you of all people suffered from pain. It makes me feel... less lonely knowing I'm not the only one." Double D then smiled brightly as he wiped away his tears.
I stare at Double D for a moment, Why does he look so beautiful when he's crying? Man, I'm a prevert.
"Double D, I..." I was interrupted by the feeling of lips clashing into mine, my eyes widen but i realized it was Double D who was kissing me. I panicked, i push him off with enough strength to push him onto the other side of the couch.
Wh-What they hell just happened?! Did Double D just k-kissed me?
How devious am I to end the chapter here. Mwhahaha. Sorry for the extremely long wait and the fairly short chapter. Was going through my own problems but everything's good good now! Yosh! Let's do this! Please submit your Review, i love to read what you have to say and please check out some other stories I wrote, The New Fairy Tale Adventure and Teen Titans: Next Generation. They all have some yaoi in it so for you yaoi fangirls and fanboys, check it out! See ya readers!
