Hello Readers, I decided to do two chapters in one night because I don't think the other one explained much. Well in my mind it didn't. So, here I go.
(Kendall POV)
"Oh, it's gorgeous." Rose petals littered the ground of the floor. The candles beside the bed re-lit and the fire cascaded against Logan's skin as he handed me a rose. I sniffed it as it felt my nose with it's sweet smell.
"Look Kenny, I'm sorry about our anniversary. I lost track of time and I didn't mean to forget such a special day." I smiled as he walked over to me and wrapped his hands around my waist, pulling me to his chest. " Kendall, I love you and I didn't mean to hurt your feelings" He said looking at me with sorrow filled and passion filled eyes. I wrapped my arms around his neck. I smiled. I couldn't believe he did this. I kissed him and he instantly kissed back with a burst of passion. Our tongues circled each others as we fought for dominance which he automatically won. He ran his hands down my body until he cupped my ass and I giggled.
"Okay, you're forgiven." We looked deep into each others eyes and this is the things that made me so in love with him. The way he could just look at me and make me melt. The way he could make my heart flutter without even trying. Fireworks went off in my stomach as Logan kissed me. " Logie, make love to me."
" Gladly." as I jumped and wrapped my legs around his waist. He lowered me onto the bed as our tongues danced in unison. I grabbed the back of his head deepening the kiss. I grabbed the hem of Logan's shirt and threw it elsewhere across the room. I ran my hands down Logan's sculpted chest as he shed out of his pants. Logan unbuttoned my shirt as he bit down on my pulse point. By now, I wanted Logan in me. He kissed down my chest as he played with my nipples. My cock was constricting against my jeans. " Logie, need you." I said trying to catch my breath in small gasps as he bit down on my v. . he slowly undid my pants, much to my dismay. He slipped them off.
"Commando eh?" He chuckled darkly as I felt his hot breath on my hot and aching cock. But instead he found my twitching hole. He licked at and electric volts of energy ran of my spine. It felt so good. Logan's tongue in me, swirling inside me. Fuck, I missed this so much. I yanked Logan's head in my grip and smashed my lips against his. Without warning he shoved into me and growled. I am so glad I prepped myself this morning. Gosh, I felt so full. " Logie, move" He slid out until it was just the head and slammed back into my prostate dead on.
"Logie!?"
"God, so tight" He slammed into me at an erratic pace. I couldn't breathe. The scent of sex filled my nostrils and I couldn't last much longer. I screamed as I came and Logan did quickly in pursuit.
"I love you, Logie.' " I love you too, Kenny " He quickly pulled and pulled me to him. I laid on his chest as I listened to his once erratic heartbeat slow down. " That was great." Logan said in exhaustion. I giggled " It was." His phone started ringing. I rolled my eyes and growled. Could we at least have one night of passion before they start bothering us?" Don't you dare answer that phone" I said ,giving Logan a look. " "Kenny, It could be important."
"This is' he gave me a pleading look and I groaned " Fine." He answered it and it and I huffed
Here it comes." Logan stepped out of bed " They, said, I have to come in now. & new patients came in with some pretty bad injuries." I sighed as I clutched the sheets " Logie."
"Look, I'm taking an off day tomorrow. We'll spend the day together, okay?" I poked out my lips and pouted. "
OK." Logan, smiled as kissed my forehead as he got dressed " What about a shower?" I asked in puzzlement.
" I'll take a quick one at the station. I'll see you in the morning. I love you" as he ran out the door.
"You too" I whispered to myself. Guess I'm showering alone. I walked into the bathroom and cleaned myself thoroughly, letting the soap and water cascade down my skin. I rinsed my hair and grabbed a towel drying off. I sighed as I changed into my night clothes. As I crawled back into the sheets. I just hope Logan sticks to his word as I shut my eyes letting the darkness consume me.
I awoke to the smell of breakfast. I yawned and stretched as I notice the tray on my bedside table. Breakfast in bed. Another black rose, they were very expensive. I loved them and they were my favorite. It sat beside my food along with a letter.
Dear Kendall, I'm sorry I wasn't there. They sent me to the ward to help deliver a baby but I may be here for awhile. I know you're probably mad but just meet me at the your favorite Bistro at 6 for me to make it up to you. Love You, Logie
"Dammit, Logan bailed on me again" My heart broke a little. Then again, we always have tonight. I cleaned the two story house top to bottom. Bye the time I was done it was five, so I had and hour to get ready. I rounded up and put on black dress pants that showed my ass, a flannel white shirtwith a black vans. I got to the restaurant by 6. I rushed in to the desk" Reservations for Mitchell." the guy nodded " Right this way ,Sir"
He seated me and a waitress with a spiked up red ponytail came over " Is there anything you'd like today, Mr. Mitchell." I shook my head "No, I'm just waiting on my husband. Then again, red wine would be fine." she nodded.
I waited patiently and hours went by. Where was he? He'd promised he'd be here. The place was near empty. It was already 9 o clock. A single tear ran down my face as I asked for the check and left. I drove home and just collapsed against the door crying. I was tired. He's always gone. My friends say everything's fine ,but it's not. It never is. It probably never will be be. An hour later, I heard footsteps trail themselves to our room where I sat on the bed in complete despair. Logan stepped through. "Kendall." I refused to talk to him. Logan gave me that look until I finally exploded.
"How could you?! I waited there for 4 hours. I was sitting there like a fucking idiot waiting for you. You claim you want me to forgive you. Tell me, how do I constantly forgive someone who's never there or someone who doesn't try to be there.' Logan looked shocked " I do try to be there for you."
"No ,You don't or you would have. I mean I take two steps forward and then I go four steps back with you. I can't get one day to for once feel loved by my husband instead I'm constantly picked after work. Not before ,but after. I'm tired of you constantly putting your work before me ."I screamed.
"That's not true!?" Logan argued. " It is true!/" as tears gathered in my eyes, threatening to spill.
"It's like I'm the plaque to you. You never want to be home. I mean if they call, you run to them, but when I need you here , you're nowhere to be found." Oh, OK. So we're acting like this all my fault that our marriage is all fucked up .Yeah, I said it ,It's fucked up. You constantly go on business trips all the fucking time. Not to mention,your singing career so you can't blame it all on me. You had a share in this too." I sighed. And shook my head.
"That's not fair ,Logan" Logan shrugged angrily" I don't know, is it?"
" Logan, at least I try to make time for you. For us. I know I'm constantly busy and tired after dancing ,but no matter how tired I got. All I ever did was try to please you ,but no matter what I do You do nothing different. It's not just you Lo. We are married and for the sake of this marriage, we must both make sacrifices in order to be happy."
"Well, I because I am the only one getting bitched at right now. What the hell are you sacrificing!?"
"Apparently a lot, for this marriage that's worth it."
"What's that supposed to mean? You don't want to be married?"
"Well, maybe I don't. Maybe we shouldn't have been married . Maybe there shouldn't have been an us." as tears cascaded down my face. Logan looked struck by what I said then plain looked angry. He grabbed his things.
" Logan, Logan Where are you going?"
"Out." as he slammed the door. I sank to my knees as I sobbed.
The next day ,I went into my office feeling like shit. Logan didn't come home last night. I regretted everything I said the night before. I was just worried about Logan. I sighed. I watched as Jett cussed out one of the executives but I was to depressed to care I went into my quarters and Tony, my intern was sitting on my desk. He's only been working here a year. H was edgy, spunky, wild, vibrant, and plain friendly but he didn't take no lip from nobody. He was always ready to fight. He's crazy as hell.
"i mean it ain't harassment if you liked it. I mean he wanted me to blow him right ,but I looked at went hell nah. Where was the rest of it? I mean I got bigger balls than that. He was hot ,but he wasn't packing." the gang burst out laughing. Their laughter kinda cheered me up a bit.' Tony smiled" Hey Kendall, they were requesting you in the conference room for you".I nodded. I slowly made my way to the conference room. " Look, I have a lot of meetings today and I may not be able to-" I stopped in mid- sentence as I stared at the tall brunette. He had a masculine jaw line, piercing blue eyes, and a great ass build and about '6'3. If he blinked, I swear I'd come right now. He extended his hand to me " Hi, I'm Beau Harris" I nodded ,shaking his hand " Kendall Knight" He had a rough but soft voice that was sexy as hell. Yeah, I'm gonna have problem as he looked at me seductively. Uh oh.
