Hello, I'm back but this is not a chapter. I just got another guest review and I decided to post this. I know I hadn't touched this in a while and I probably won't until the middle of July maybe, I really don't know. I have been trying to pay attention to a lot of my others. I've been trying to do a chapter for each story every week. I flip flop from story to story. I can't help it. I mean, I've been trying to put a lot of effort into my others before I get back to my original vision which is this story. There is gonna be a lot of drama in the next few chapters and I was just trying to sort everything out. I'm continuing this story, without a doubt I am ,but I'm just gonna be kind of dead for a while. My other Kogan and Bethan fics are a lot more time consuming and a lot more of an emotional attachment to me right now instead of this one. I mean, I'm trying to get some advice from other great Kogan writers and I'm just trying to make the story better. Plus, a lot of crazy shit has been happening right now, such as death in the family and it makes it really hard to make my deadlines.
I mean, it's been so fucking hard and a lot of it makes me not a chapter at times. Ya know, and I'm trying to develop Kendall's character and everything, so I've been on a huge mind block because in the end I might not breaking them up. I want Logan to be the bigger man and be different, realizing his mistakes as well as Kendall's so their marriage can become stronger along the way, so it's no ones fault I hadn't been updating. As for the guest reader, I'm not mad. It's reviewers like you that make me not want to quit this story. I'm not offended in the slightest, I mean I love the way how you just take the time to interpret some things and let me know the full truth of what you think. That's all a writer could ask for. I sometimes look at your reviews and laugh cause they have such a strange way of describing and makes me question if you're a guy or a girl., and then you go and apologize. It's strangely funny because I'm not the type to judge people on their opinion so I would treat your opinion no different, so don't blame yourself, I've just been going through some things as all. I thank you for being honest, but since you did I'll try my best to start posting again. Don't know when but I will try. Anyway, I just wanted to get those points across to at least let y'all know what's going on. Anyway, I'll try to get back to you all soon so don't forget me. Thank you for your time. Goodbye. Love ya.
