Oh my god...it's been 1 month since I last updated...sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry...lots of school works..and I have upcoming finals T.T ..guys...I'll try to update..the week after next? ...wish me luck..and..happy birthday to me...hahaha.
MK'S POV
after what I've said to Nod, I ran and ran and I don't even know where I'm going, I just found myself near the water...I hopped onto a water lily and that's when I fell to my knees, I cried everything out, I want to punish myself for saying those words to Nod, I don't even know if I'm going to regret it or not, What will happen tomorrow? Is he angry at me? I don't even know if he want to see me. I need somebody to talk to, to comfort me but I can't go to my dad because I don't want him to worry, I promised him that I'll be fine. My cries are getting worse and I need to take long gasp of air, I hugged myself tightly hoping that I'm just dreaming, but no, the pain in my chest increases. It's like the whole world shut down and I can't hear anything, just my cries, and those words that I've said kept on replaying
"N-Nod, I'm s-sorry"
"N-Nod, I'm s-sorry"
"N-Nod, I'm s-sorry"
I cried harder, and I just noticed myself repeating the word "I'm sorry" and I also noticed that somebody is hugging me, I didn't care who's that person, the hug was comforting, and I returned it, I didn't opened my eyes and the tears are like river streaming down my face.
"I hurt him, he doesn't understand. Nobody understands." I said while crying, a hand caressed my hair
"I love you"
It wasn't the response I was expecting, and the voice,...
It was his voice
NOD'S POV
after minutes of flying, I found her sitting in a lily pad, crying and repeating the word "I'm sorry" and I know that she's thinking about what happened a few moments ago. I quickly rushed to her and hugged her, and she returned it. I loved the feeling of her hug...but her cries, I can't bear to hear it.
"I hurt him, he doesn't understand. Nobody understands." she suddenly said
I don't know what to say, I want to comfort her but I don't know how to do it. Do I really understand why she's crying? Do I really know the reason why she said 'no'? Even if I don't understand, I want to assure her that I love her, I'm willing to help her get through anything.
"I love you"
The words just came out of my lips, it was unexpected but I swear it's from the deep of my heart. When she heard those words she quickly realized who the person she's with right now. She opened her eyes and looked at me, shocked and she pulled away from the hug.
"N-Nod?!"
okayyy..that was a short update..but on the month of April, I'll update like every 3 days..that is a promise(which I'll try not to break)...soooo..reviews pls?..thank you guysss...I love youuuuu :*
' -Assassin'
