Skylar's POV
Well whatever hit me wasn't as powerful. That's what Regina said when I woke up about ten minutes ago. She said it was most likely from Pan, no she actually said it was from Pan.
"Are you feeling better now?" Snow sympathized.
"Yeah, kind of like nothing ever happened." I said. Snow, Emma, and I are really close because I told them everything that happened between me and Neverland.
"It's ok." Snow stated.
"Here's some water" Emma said handing me a coconut half filled with water.
"Thank you" I said. I was leaning against a tree trunk with my white oversized knit cardigan wrapped tightly around my thin body. I wish I would have worn warmer clothes.
All I had on was white tights, brown-leather worn looking oxfords, a floral dress (with a brown belt), and my warm white,matching, cardigan.
While I was looking around in nature the others were thinking of suggestions for what the answer to the map were.
"Why didn't you want to say the s word earlier?" I ask.
"Well I don't know, I guess I'm just unfamiliar with it." Emma said as I got and sat on a log next to Killian.
"Yeah I guess that happens" I stated
"Well I think it's best if everyone just gets some sleep. We can take shifts of who's taking watch. I'll go first." Charming says. Everyone agrees to tired to argue.
I go back to the tree is was leaning on earlier and curl up like a ball at the bottom of it. I quickly fall asleep due to my loss of energy.
I wake up to us traveling again.
I grabbed my bow and arrows, my daggers were already on my belt and in my boots, and walked with the rest of the group.
I was as happy as you can get while being in Neverland because I didn't have another nightmare about my past again.
I was walking with Hook having small talk with him when we decided to take a break. I found some edible berries off to the side of our resting point and went to go pick them.
After I had a couple in my pocket someone grabbed me from behind putting a hand on my mouth not allowing me to speak.
I stayed in my kidnappers arms while they turned me around. Pan.
"Hello Skylar, love." Pan whispered in my ear. Our faces were centimeters apart.
"Let go of me"I growled out while struggling against him. My back hit the hard solid bark of the tree I was pushed on.
"Why so angry love?" Pan asked again curiously leaning his face towards mine again.
"Don't call me love Pan" I said looking down covering my face with my hands that were covered completely by my sleeves.
"Hey look up. Look at me" pan says softly in my ear. Pan always talks very softly and sweetly to me that you wouldn't think he was a demon. But I know better.
"Get away from me" I mumbled and break free from his grasp.
He grabbed my wrist stopping me from leaving.
"You will come back to me Skylar, I promise you that." Pan says with complete determination in his voice.
He pulls me in quickly and gives me a quick kiss on the cheek before disappearing.
I know this may sound stupid and juvenile but I still love him. Just because he's done some bad things you can't forget the good ones right?
But he's done a lot of bad things, some things I haven't witnessed. He's still doing them. I can't overlook that nor can I overlook that he and the lost boys betrayed me.
They took away my happiness for their gain and I don't know if we can see eye to eye again willingly.
Plus they also have Henry and he's like my little brother.
I picked a couple more berries and walked back to our resting point seeing everyone ready to move again. As I walked with my weapons strapped on me I munched on some berries.
My mind kept wandering back to pan and my conversation, well our meeting. During the resting time David and Hook wanted to find something called the sexton believing it to help us get Henry back.
While they went off and did that Emma, Snow, Regina, and I came up with a good plan of catching a lost boy.
Snow came up with how we should get/make our materials while Emma including some more 21 century details. I provided information on how the lost boy/boys would be hunting and Regina supplied the magic needed.
Snow and I were making the nets while Emma and Regina went and got vine.
~time skip~
Finally a lost boy came along. Snow shot her arrow that trapped him while me and Emma grabbed him and pushed him against a tree.
I knew this lost boy, his name was Devin. We used to hunt together. While I was daydreaming and feeling sick the others were arguing I backed up and hit another tree. Emma held snow back while Regina tore out Devin's heart out.
Tears flew down my back as they started to control him and give them a mirror. All while this was happening I was sobbing and my vision blurred. To many memories flooded my brain. The good ones then the bad.
The three women were oblivious to me crying. I was about to collapse from sadness and my brain overworking that I didn't notice someone pick me up bridal style until Snow, Regina, and Emma were out of site.
I didn't know why I was crying so hard but I know it's unhealthily to hold them in so I just let them flow. After of couple minutes of me full out crying I stopped and the person carrying settled me down under a tree.
I already knew that the person carrying me was pan due to his fire and woody scent. The question stuck on my mind was why wasn't I struggling?
"Why were you crying love? What happened? Who said something to you?" Peter angrily asked.
I think back to the time Pan got really mad at a lost boy for accidentally cutting my arm during a practice sword fight.
"I was just remembering some bad things." I stated softly not looking at him.
"No more tears alright" Peter said lifting my chin to look at him. He was inches away from me, hovering himself over my small frame.
"Okay Peter" I say just as quietly as before. Believe it or not pan knows exactly when I need comforting and how I need it when no one else does.
And right now I needed it badly that I'm willing to overlook everything that's going on.
But I can't do that. I quickly get up and push myself away from him. What was I thinking? I ran away far trying to find my way back to the others. Pan's voice is echoing behind me.
Sorry this is so late. I hope you like it. Until next time!
