After awhile of explained the situation to the lawyer, Ziva had enough. She ran up the stairs to her bathroom. Gibbs wanted to follow her, but Rachel stopped him and followed Ziva by herself. She stood in Ziva's room, Ziva is in the bathroom behind the locked door. Rachel unlocked the door carefully. As she saw Ziva, Ziva took the razor blade in her hand.

"Don't, Ziva, don't.", Rachel started "Stop. I know it's hard to talk about it." Ziva jabbed the blade in her stomach.

"Ziva, stop. Think about the good moments. The moments with Tony." Ziva breathed hardly. "think about how Tony kisses you. All the wonderful feelings you have when he kisses you. And think about what do you want to have with him. Maybe a wedding. Imagine how Tony says yes to you on your wedding and then he kisses you. Don't Ziva. Stop.", she said calmly. Ziva let the blade fell down on the floor and Rachel went to her. She put the razor blade away, so Ziva couldn't use it another time. She laid Ziva down and put a hand on her stomach to stop the heavy bleeding.

"Gibbs, we need dressing.", Rachel yelled and Gibbs came up to them. They cleaned the wound with antiseptic and took a bandage on it. Gibbs picked her up and carried her down. He laid her on the couch. He sent the lawyer home. Gibbs pressed his hand on Ziva's wound to stop the bleeding. Ziva screamed as he did this. Abby sat at Ziva's head and stroke her hair. Rachel sat next to her and tried to talk to her, but Ziva didn't listen.

"A doctor should check the wound, it could be too deep.", Rachel said and Gibbs nodded. He called Ducky and told him to come to his house. After around 30minutes the doorbell rang and Abby opened the door.

"Duckman!", she yelled as she saw him.

"Abigail", Abby leaded him in the living room where the others were.

"Jethro, since when do you have a doorbell?", Ducky asked amazed. Jethro looked at him and then at Ziva.

"Oh.", he said.

"You need to check her wound, Ducky.", Gibbs told him and showed him Ziva's wound on the stomach. He put the bandage away and Ducky was shocked as he saw it. He sat next to Ziva and palpated Ziva's stomach around the wound.

"Ziva, dear, how have you done this.", he asked. Ziva didn't answer she just screamed as he looked how deep the wound is. So Ducky asked Gibbs.

"With a razor blade.", Gibbs answered. Ducky bandaged the wound and said

"The wound isn't too deep, but if she cut that deep and longer, she will die.", Ducky said and all were shocked.

"Ziva, stop that. Please.", Abby begged.

"Since when are you doing this, Ziva?", Ducky asked.

"Somalia, Ducky.", she answered ashamed.

"Why are you cutting?", he wanted to know and Ziva looked at Gibbs. Gibbs explained the whole situation to Ducky as they drank coffee and tea in Gibbs' living room. Ziva laid next to them and waited for Tony to come home. After a bit she fell asleep. 3hours later opened Tony the door and came in. He saw Gibbs, Rachel, Abby and Ducky sitting in the living room and drinking tea and coffee. Then he saw his Ziva laying next to them sleeping. He brought his bag up and came back and sat next to Ziva and stroke her hair. After half an hour she started mumbling in Hebrew and moving her head. Tony shook her, so she could wake up. As he opened her eyes, he hugged her.

"Tony.", she said happily.

"Yea, I'm here, sweet cheeks.", he told her. She sat up next to him and he held her in his arms. They tried to find a way to protect Ziva from her fiancée.

"We can pay a ransom for her.", Ducky suggested.

"We've no money for it.", Tony said.

"I have.", Ducky replied.

"No, Ducky, I can't let you buy me. You don't know how much money that is.", Ziva protested.

"It doesn't matter, Ziva. I'll do it on one condition - you must stop cutting.", he told her and she nodded. Ziva hugged him.

"Thank you, Ducky.", she said thankfully.

"But you stop cutting.", He looked in her eyes.

"I try it.", she answered and Ducky nodded.

-2 days later-

Ducky and Gibbs tried to bring Ziva's fiancée before the court. They had find out his name which is: Raday Pazy

The appointment before court is in 2days.

Ziva sat on the couch waiting for Tony to come home from work. She heard the door opened and looked up. She saw Tony coming and he was hiding something behind his back. He came to her and kissed her.

"Hey, sweet cheeks."

"Hey, what are you hiding behind your back?", she asked smiling. Tony took his hand for and in his hand he held a big bouquet of roses. Ziva held her hand before her mouth and was speechless. Tears started rolling down her cheek. Tony smiled as he saw her reaction.

"One rose for every scar on your body.", he explained her. Ziva looked in his eyes, then she started crying for real.

"What is?", Tony asked her as she started crying.

"It's one more. I, I cut as you were in New York.", she confessed him and cried heavily. Tony was shocked and left what made Ziva even more cry. She sat on the couch and cried into the bouquet of roses. Gibbs came up from his basement and saw Ziva crying. He went to her, sat next to her and rubbed her back.

"Tell me, Ziva.", he said and she started to explain.

"-I told him I, I cut as he was in New York and then he left.", she cried. Gibbs held her and she rested her head on his shoulder. After 20minutes Tony came back in the living room and Gibbs looked mad at him, but left, so they were alone. Tony sat next to her and held her in his arms. She didn't notice him, she just cried. Then he gave her another rose and held it in front of her face, so she could see it. As she saw the rose, she looked up at Tony.

"To, To, Tony.", she cried. He put the rose he bought in the middle of the bouquet and held her face in his hands.

"Tony, I thought you were gone.", she stammered.

"I would never let you alone.", he told her and wiped her tears with his thumbs away. Ziva smiled and stopped crying. He kissed her passionately. Gibbs came in with a big case for all the roses. They put it in and put the vase on the living room table. Gibbs went back in his basement. Tony laid on the couch and Ziva laid on top of him. Her head rested on his chest and her hand next to him. He held her in his arms and kissed her. They laid there for about 2hours.

"You want to show me the last cut?", he asked her carefully. She sat up and lifted her shirt up. Carefully Tony took the bandage away and looked at the cut.

"Ziva, that is deep.", he said shocked and a tear rolled down her cheek.

"Stop. Don't cry, sweet cheeks.", Tony calmed her down. He put the bandage back on the cut and put her shirt down. Then they laid back down and Ziva fell asleep on Tony.

In the morning Gibbs came up from his basement and saw Tony and Ziva laying on the couch. He stood in the door and thought about Shannon. Then woke Tony up. He stroke Ziva's hair. Then he saw Gibbs.

"Morning", he whispered, so he didn't wake Ziva up.

"Morning", Gibbs replied and went in the kitchen to do coffee. He brought Tony, who laid still on the couch, a cup coffee. Gibbs sat down on another couch and they drank their coffee. As they finished and the cups were empty, they wanted to go to work, but Ziva still slept.

"What are we doing? I don't want to wake her up.", Tony asked Gibbs.

"Let her here. We can look after her later.", Gibbs said and Tony tried to stand up carefully. As he stood, he covered Ziva up and left a note, so she know when she wake up where the others are. They drove to the NCIS where McGee and Ellie were already waiting for them. As soon as they arrived Gibbs told them, they should grab their gear an then they all drove I the crime scene.

3hours later Ziva woke up. She yawned and saw the note Tony left.

We're at the NCIS. Stay at home. Stay strong. Love ya sweet cheeks.

She read the note. Then she stood up and made a coffee for her and drank it. She sat on the table as the doorbell rang. She stood up and opened the door. As she saw an Israeli man, she wanted to run away, but she's not that fit for it, so the man held her. He injected something in her throat and she passed out. He laughed as he carried her into his car. He drove away with her and she didn't wake up.

2hours later Tony came home. He had lunch and wanted to look after Ziva.

"Sweet cheeks, I'm home.", he yelled through the house, but he didn't get an answer. She went in the kitchen and saw something on the dining table. He looked what it is and saw a photo of Ziva. She is unconscious on the photo and laid on the floor. He noticed a tear in his face and wiped it quickly away. 'DiNozzo men don't cry!', he told himself. He called Gibbs and told him to come as fast as he could. A few minutes later Gibbs is at his house. Tony showed him the picture. Gibbs get worried.

"This bastard has her!", Tony said angrily. They drove to the NCIS and told the others what happened. Then all sat down behind their desks and searched for information about Raday Pazy.

"Gibbs, he has a cottage outside of DC.", Ellie said after forever.

"Let's go!", Gibbs yelled at them an they grabbed their guns and badges. They drove as fast as they could to the cottage Ellie found. It is near the forest and nothing else is in the near. It has only one door, so they all went through the front door, searching through the house.

"Clear" "Clear" "Clear" "Clear" "Clear", they said as they went through the 5rooms.

"She isn't here.", Tony noticed sorrily. All nodded in agreement and they drove back to the Navy Yard. they sat back down behind their desks and tried to find her. They didn't find something more the same day, so Gibbs sent them home. Gibbs went in his basement building a new boat like always and Tony, Tony just sat on the couch and starred at the beautiful roses he bought for Ziva. After a few hours he fell asleep.

In the morning he woke up by the first sunshine that came through the window. he made coffee and drove to the NCIS with Gibbs. McGee was already there and Ellie came straight behind them.

"Gibbs, Ziva's phone is active.", McGee yelled after a few hours.

"Trace it!", Gibbs barked an McGee did. He told Gibbs the coordinates and they drove to the place. They stood in a forest.

"Here's nothing.", Tony said bugged.

"I see it.", Ellie replied also bugged.

"And now?!", McGee asked and held Ziva's phone on his hand which laid in the sludge.

"We're going to find her.", Gibbs said and they went through the forest. After 3hours in the forest all wanted to go back except Gibbs.

"I think there's something.", he said and all were excited. They saw a little hut behind a few trees. They converged to it quietly.

"Okay, Second Chance.", Gibbs said and opened the front door.

They went through the front door and checked the rooms. In one room is a man with a gun in his hand. Te team came in.

"NCIS drop your weapons.", they all yelled at the same time, but the man just laughed.

"You can't shoot me, she's mine. I just took what is mine.", he said with a grin on his mouth.

"Wrong! The court decided you're not allowed to touch her till we find a solution. So we can shoot!", Gibbs explained and the man stopped grinning. He wanted to shot at Gibbs, but the others were faster. The man got 3bullets from Gibbs, 3from Tony, 2from McGee and 2from Ellie. He fell to the ground and Gibbs and McGee ran to him. Tony and Ellie checked the other rooms for Ziva. They came in the bedroom and saw her.

"Ziva", Tony was shocked as he saw her. They went to her. She laid on the bed her hands and feet tied up to each bedpost. Tony untied her arms and Ellie her feet.

"We need an ambulance.", Tony yelled as he held her face in his hands. Ellie called an ambulance and wrapped a blanket around her naked body.

"Zi, please open your eyes. Zi.", Tony begged, but she did nothing. He picked her up and carried her outside. Gibbs and McGee came too. Gibbs checked her pulse.

"It is low, but she's still breathing.", Tony said. Then they tried to come out of the forest. Tony carried Ziva. As they came out the ambulance arrived. The paramedics laid Ziva in the ambulance and Tony sat next to her. They drove to the hospital. Ziva got oxygen and an IV. They brought her in emergency room. Tony stood next to her as the doctors came in. Dr. Kepner and Dr. Hunt came to them. After what felt like forever Ziva opened finally her eyes. She looked through the room and was confused. Tony pressed her hand harder and she looked at him.

"You know who I am?", Tony asked her and she nodded.

"She has a shock.", Dr. Hunt explained. They took x-rays and saw that she has a cricked hip.

"We need Dr. Torres.", Dr. Kepner yelled and the nurses paged Dr. Torres.

"What do we have?", she asked as she came to them.

"Cricked hip.", Dr. Hunt told her. Dr. Torres reduced the hip and Ziva screamed in pain. Tony tried to calm her down, but she only stopped as Dr. Torres was finished. They brought her in a room and Tony helped her to dress the hospital gown on. Tony held her hand and she fell asleep. She didn't say a word. Tony left the room as she fell asleep and went to the others in the waiting room. As he came to them Gibbs was calling Rachel, but he hang off as he saw him.

"How's she?", Gibbs asked.

"She has a shock and sleeps now.", Tony explained.

"Have you called Rachel?", Tony asked and Gibbs nodded. They all went in to and sat down on chairs around her bed. Tony and Gibbs sat each a side of her and held her hands. After 30minutes she had a nightmare and started yelling in Hebrew and kicking with hands and feet. Tony and Gibbs held her and tried to calm her down. After a bit she calmed down and opened her eyes.

"Tony.", she said amazed and Tony smiled. They talked a few minutes and then came Rachel in.

"Would you let us alone, please?", Rachel asked and the others left. She went to Ziva.

"In the next minutes comes a doctor for a rape test.", Rachel said and Ziva nodded.

"You want to tell me what happened?", Rachel asked her calmly.

"You already know it, don't you?", Ziva answered.

"Yes, Gibbs told me, but maybe it helps when you tell me.", Rachel replied.

"I don't want.", Ziva answered quickly. Then came a doctor in and Rachel was about to go.

"Don't, Rachel could you please stay here?!", Ziva asked and Rachel stayed.

The others were in the waiting room and sat on chairs.

After 4hours Rachel came out and went to them.

"She didn't want to talk about it. We try it another time.", she said and left. The doctor came out and told them they can see her. Tony went to her and hugged her carefully.

"When can she leave?", Gibbs asked the doctor.

"In 2hours, but she should take an oxygen mask with her the next days, so when she feels dizzy and wobbly she can take the oxygen.", the doctor explained. Gibbs entered the room.

"How are you?", he asked her.

"I'm fine. When can I leave?", she asked impatiently.

"In 2hours.", Gibbs answered.

"Why? I'm fine, I can leave now!", she replied.

"Ziva, you're pulse is still low.", Gibbs told her strictly and sat down next to her. Then came another doctor in. He gave her another IV with tube feed. Ziva didn't like it very much, but she let it in because Tony and Gibbs were there and expected that she took it out. 2hours later came the doctor a final time and took the IVs out of her arm. The doctor told her to be careful and don't do sportive activities the next days and she should always have a oxygen mask with her the next days. Meanwhile Gibbs was at home and brought Ziva some clothes. She dressed the closes on and they drove home. At home Ziva fell quickly asleep.

Ziva woke up by a nightmare and sat up with tears in her eyes. Tony who slept next to her noticed it and sat up as well. He rubbed her back, but she pulled away.

"Tony, please, don't touch me.", she begged depressed. Tony let her.

"Could you please sleep in the living room?", she asked and looked at the floor.

"Only if you don't cut.", Tony replied and Ziva nodded. Tony left the room and sat down next to the door, so Ziva couldn't see him. Then came Gibbs and saw him.

"What's with her?", Gibbs asked Tony.

"She had a nightmare and want to be alone.

"And why are you here?", Gibbs wanted to know.

"I'm afraid that she cuts.", Tony said and looked up at Gibbs who nodded. Gibbs looked in the room and saw her sitting on the bed. He sighed. After awhile he went in his room. Ziva stood up from her bed and went in the bathroom. Tony noticed and stood up. He stood in the bathroom door, but Ziva didn't notice him. She took a razor blade and lifted her shirt up. She was about to cut as Tony coughed. She looked up at him with tears in he eyes.

"You promised Ducky something.", Tony told her.

"That was before he kidnapped me.", Ziva mumbled quietly. Tony went to her down on the floor and sat behind her. He wrapped his arms around her, first he struggled against him, but then she gave up. He leaned her head back on Tony's shoulder. Tony moved his hand slowly down to her hand and took the razor blade. Then he held her hands and pressed them around her, so he hugged her with her arms. They sat there for awhile and didn't move, Ziva got tired and closed her eyes. Tony smiled at her. He leaned against the wall and held Ziva. He kissed her cheek carefully, so he didn't wake her up. He picked her up and carried her to the bed. He laid her down, put her short back down and covered her up. Then he laid down next to her, wrapped his arm around her and fell asleep as well. Ziva woke up 2other times, she cuddled in Tony's arms and fell asleep again. In the morning Tony woke up by his alarm clock. He looked at Ziva who slept still in his arms. He kissed her head and stood carefully up. He went down to drink a coffee.

"Did she cut?", Gibbs asked him.

"No, I noticed it in time.", Tony said and sighed. Then came Ziva down.

"You're awake?", Tony noticed amazed.

"Yes, I woke up as you stood up.", She told him and took a cup of coffee. After they drank it, Ziva took a shower and Tony changed clothes. Then they went to work. In the bullpen Gibbs told Ziva to come with him. They went in the elevator and went down in Abby's lab. Abby turned around as she heard the 'ding' from the elevator.

"Ziiiiivaaaaa", she yelled excited, ran to her and hugged her happily.

"Hey Abby.", Ziva replied. Abby stopped hugging her and asked Gibbs

"What are you doing here?"

"Ziva stays here today.", he told Abby. He kissed Abby's cheek, Ziva's forehead whispered "be careful" in Ziva's ear and left. Gibbs came back in the bullpen.

"Where's Ziva?", Tony asked him.

"In Abby's lab.", Gibbs answered him. Tony looked confused at him as Gibbs sat down behind his desk.

"DiNozzo, are you working?", Gibbs asked grumpily and Tony did his work. Ziva sat down on a chair in Abby's lab and Abby tried to cheer her up and it worked a bit. She smiled from time to time and Abby smiled even more when Ziva she saw Ziva smiling. At lunch time Gibbs came in Abby's lab.

"Ziva take your pulse!", Gibbs told her strictly. She sighed and didn't want to, but Gibbs looked at her with his famous look, so she took her pulse. Gibbs talked to Abby about the results from their case.

"And?", Gibbs asked Ziva.

"It's fine.", she answered.

"Well then Rachel comes in a few minutes.", Gibbs said and kissed her cheek. He went with Ziva in the elevator, but Ziva didn't want to see Rachel. In the elevator Gibbs checked her pulse by his own. He sighed.

"Ziva that isn't fine. It's a far too little.", he noticed a bit shocked. He leaded her in the extra room with the couch.

"Lay down and take the oxygen.", he told her strictly.

"Gibbs, I don't need-", she started.

"Oh yes you do!", Gibbs interrupted her and handed her the oxygen mask. She take it unwillingly.

"I send Rachel to you.", he said and left. In the bullpen was already Rachel.

"She's upstairs.", Gibbs told her and Rachel went to Ziva.