WARNING: This chapter contains heavy Newtmas fluf. No reader discretion is advised.
I woke up lying next to Newt laying casually on a hill a picnic blanket beneath us.
"Hey Tommy?"
"Yeah?" I replied. though It wasn't me talking. It was as if I was in a memory, but it was so life-like, yet, I had no control over my actions whatsoever.
"I love you" He said casually as if he'd told me countless times before.
Wait, what? "I love you too" I smiled. I didn't choose to say it, but it felt true. I love Newt. I thought to myself. No. Newt is just your friend. Your Boyfriend.
I knew it was true, Newt loved me, and I loved him
x-x-x
The scene changed and me and newt were studying the brain patterns of the girl's glade and what they were seeing in the simulations.
"That'll be us soon" Newt said quietly.
"I know" I said, grabbing his hand.
He smiled at me, and I smiled back. Then his eyes seemed distant. "What if- what if it dos'nt work, the simulations?"
"Then I guess they'd send all the immunes to some sort of paradise and we'd repopulate, keep the human race going."
"...Tommy You know what they have planed for me, in the simlulations,"
Dread washed over me just thinking about it. "But it wont be real."
"Yeah. He said." Then he paused. "Would you do it? If I wasn't immune, and got the flare. would you?"
"I don't know. But I wouldn't let you die a crank"
"So you would do it?" Newt asked, curious.
"I- I think I'd pull a Romeo and Juliet, how else would I be able to live with myself?"
"Gosh Tommy, you're so bloody romantic" Newt laughed
"I know" I smiled before kissing him.
x-x-x
We were lying in my dorm room one night, Newt curled up into a ball and I draped my arms around his torso and nuzzeld my face into the crook of his neck. And we just lay there until I broke the silence:
"I love you" I whispered. Then like a swich in my brain turned on I though: "That was the first time you told him"
"I love you too."
Then we lay there until slowly falling asleep.
x-x-x
I sat with newt in the office like room we were in before, but none was there.
"Newt?"
"Yeah, Tommy?"
"No matter what happens, I'll always love you. And I know I'll forget while we're in the simulations but the second I get back, I promise I'll still love you. And when I get my memory back, I'l shuck run slo-motion into your arms-like in those old movies."
Newt laughed "Yeah, alright Tommy."
"Newt?" Chancellor Paige said entering the room "We're ready."
I pulled Newt into a hug. "See you in the glade." He said.
"Yeah. See you in the glade." And then he left the room. "But it won't be the same." Memory me thought.
The first thing I did when I got out of the simulation, was run into Newt's arms and kiss him, like in the old movies.
ALL THE FLUF RIGHT NOW.
Big thanks to Haleh, who helped fluf-a-fi this chapter for me cause I'm not the best at fluf and she is a cheesy making machine.
Sadly she dose not have a fanfic account but hopefully she'll get one soon!
Also, sorry the update took so long. Been caught up in homework, but today I finished it all in class so I decided to finish this up for ya'll.
Thanks,
-Taylor