Disclaimer: I own nothing that belongs to Supernatural, Doctor Who, Sherlock or Fairy Tail, I'm just a fan and don't want to be sued. This was just a mash up that popped into my head.

I had overheard everything that they had said and I knew that Castiel had been right.

Of course was. He knew how I was feeling, he spent the most time with me since they brought me back.

I mean, I spent four months with each of them; but when I "went to bed" I never slept. They never noticed. But when I stayed with Sam, Dean and Cas, I couldn't do that. Cas would lay with me, staying by my side. I never slept, but, nevertheless he would lay with me and pet my hair, hoping it would lead me to sleep.

I would talk to him, telling him what I couldn't tell the others. But not for lack of trying

Sherlock would tune me out and John would try and give me something to help me sleep. The Doctor..he would just look at me with sad eyes and start telling me stories of his adventures with Rose; which I knew hurt him. Sam and Dean tried a little harder. Sam...well, he'd go off topic which would lead to more research. Dean just gave me booze, telling me that it would help.

Cas, being from Heaven, knew how it felt to feel out of place and not having others understand and would just let me talk about the home I had made for myself with Natsu and Lucy, my other brother and his mate. I talked about the home I had made with Laxus and the rest of the guild. Cas particularly liked the ones where I would tell him about the jobs I would go on with either Natsu's crew or Laxus'. He told me it reminded him of when he first stated hunting with the Winchesters. That he and I were special in that way. I have to say, it made me happy.

I wish that I could go back...to my other family. I mean, I love my odd little real world family...but how could I just not go back to a world full of magic? How could I forget them? There has to be a way...and I'll be damned if I can't find it.

Natsu gave me a necklace with the Fairy Tail guild logo before I left, telling me that no matter where I was or what was going on, that Fairy Tail would always protect me and come through for me. Maybe he meant something in that. Maybe...