Hello my lovelies! Lilly is back! I'm uploading this chapter that I'm sure many of you have already read. Sorry hehe! I had to improve it. So yeah, here is my edited version! Enjoy lovelies!
Eren walked slowly down the hallway next to Levi. He was taking the younger male to his next class, which was his combat training. As they walked down the empty hallway of the school Eren rubbed his hips.
(My hips hurt..)
He brushed his fingers across his lips.
(We kissed, a lot..)
He let his arm drop back to his sides.
(Was I dreaming about what just happened? Or did we.. really have sex?)
Eren's cheeks went slightly pink as he recalled what had just happened.
(That was my first time. I can't believe I just lost my virginity to a guy..)
Levi spoke softly.
"Did I hurt you?" Eren looked up at Levi. Of course it hurt, he just had a dick shoved up his-
(I'm not telling him that!)
"N-not really.." he definitely knew it was going to hurt, but he didn't think he'd be this sore. Levi stopped and faced him. He gently put his hands on the brunette's hips.
"You've been rubbing your hips a lot," his touch was so gentle, it didn't hurt at all.
"W-well I guess they're just sore from what we.. did," Eren looked away embarrassed. He was way too shy of a person to even mention the word 'sex' to anyone. Whenever someone started talking about it, he'd get all flustered and change the subject or walk away.
"You mean from the sex," Levi said bluntly. Eren's eyes widened and he turned away from him.
"Y-you say it so straightforward, but you know we shouldn't be doing it," Levi moved closer to him, his hands still on the brunette's hips.
"Well if you don't want to see me anymore, just tell me so," Eren shook his head.
"That's not what I meant. I just mean tha-" Levi quickly shut him up with a kiss. When their lips parted, the raven haired man looked at him.
"Then don't worry," Eren nodded and they both started to walk again. They turned a corner and went out two big doors. It led them to the training grounds. Levi quietly asked the younger male a question. "Do you regret it?" he looked at the older male, eyes wide, as Levi stepped over to the other instructors. Eren knew what he was telling them. He was telling them that they were both late because of 'special training' to get them off the hook.
(Do I regret it? Why would he ask such a thing?)
*Levi's point of view*
I watched the brunette intently as he rubbed his hips while we walked down the hallway.
"Did I hurt you?" Eren looked up at me.
(Damn this kid's got a hot face.)
"N-not really.." he said.
(He's lying, I can see it in his eyes.)
I stopped walking and looked over at him.
(I was pretty rough with him, though..)
I put my hand on his hips. I rubbed my thumbs gently over them, hoping to soothe the pain.
"You've been rubbing your hips a lot."
"W-well I guess they're just sore from what we.. did," the brunette turned his head away.
(He's embarrassed. Really? It's just sex.)
"You mean from the sex," I looked into Eren's eyes and found an uncertainty in them.
(Is he, regretting having sex with me?)
"Y-you say it so straightforward, but you know we shouldn't be doing it," I moved to face him again. i never had this problem before. I've had girlfriends in the past, but in those relationships I was never serious about being with the person.
(I can't have him regretting being with me after taking such a huge risk! I could lose everything, and I knew that from the start. Damn impulse! Why did I have to develop even the slightest feelings for a student!)
"Well if you don't want to see me anymore, just tell me so," I felt relieved when he shook his head.
(Thank god..)
"That's not what I meant. I just mean tha-" I quickly shut Eren up with a kiss.
(I swear, this kid is going to be the death of me.)
After the quick kiss, I pulled away and looked at him.
"Then don't worry," Eren nodded.
(This kid, he's changing me.)
We both started to walk again.
(That look in his eye before.. Does he really regret it? Does he still want to be with me? Maybe I should've waited.)
We reached the door to the training grounds and opened them.
(Maybe I should ask him.)
"Do you regret it?" I asked him just loud enough for him to hear it. Before he could reply I walked away, not wanting to hear the answer just yet.
"Hey, Captain Levi," one of the instructors said.
"Where have you been, Corporal?" another said.
"I've been doing some special training with Eren Yaeger. He came to me and requested it."
(I'm gonna let Eren think it over and talk to him tonight.)
"Alright, Captain. It's good that you're finally opening up to people."
(Damn this kid, he's definitely changing me!)
As I watched the students balance themselves for the first time on their maneuvering gear, my eyes fell upon Eren. My eyes softened as I watched Eren easily hold himself up. The relieved smile on Eren's face brought a small one onto mine.
(He's gorgeous in that gear..)
I never realized that I had been attracted to men until I met Eren. Though, I was never really attracted to women either. I always thought that the way I felt in my past relationships was how you were supposed to feel.
(But when I'm with Eren, I feel alive. It's like something inside me was born, I don't know what to call it. Is this lo-)
I noticed a taller student walk up behind Eren with a sinister smirk on his face.
(That's Jean Kirstein.)
Jean pushed him just enough to make him fall forward. My eyes shot open as I rushed forward as fast as I could to help Eren. I could see almost in slow motion Eren's arms going in front of him protectively. Eren's arms hit the ground hard and didn't provide much cushion to his head. I finally caught up to him and swiftly picked him back up and stood him up straight.
"Eren!" I said panicked.
*Normal point of view*
Eren balanced himself on the gear that was set up for him.
(I-I'm doing it! Yes!)
Eren smiled as he looked down at the gear around his waist.
(If I can pass this so easily, I'll definitely get into the top ten cadets!)
Eren's smile didn't last long. He heard a sinister laugh and felt a push. There was no way he could recover from a push like that, the force was too much to keep balance. The only thing Eren could do was brace himself. He put his arms in front of his face, but it didn't help his impact much. He hit the ground hard, really hard. His head scraped against the dirt on the ground.
"Eren!" he could hear faint yelling as someone picked him up and balanced him on the maneuvering gear.
(I know that voice, it's Levi.)
Eren opened his eyes slightly to see Levi holding him up. The look of concern on his face made Eren look around to see if anyone else was hurt. The whole world was spinning. His vision was so blurred he could barely see everyone gathering around.
"Captain..Levi?" Eren said weakly. Levi looked around.
"I need someone to hold him up while I bet that guys ass!" Levi shouted. Two students rushed to Eren's side and held him upward. All Eren could see after that was Levi dashing away.
"Levi, don't go.." he weakly reached his hand out to him, but Levi didn't stop. Eren's head began to pound. "Ugh!" he put his outstretched hand onto his head and felt something warm and wet. He looked at his hand and saw what it was.
(Blood..)
*Time pass*
(I hate hospitals. They smell like gross medicine and latex gloves.)
Eren lay back slowly onto his hospital bed as he closed his eyes.
(I hate this place, I want to see Levi.)
Eren rolled over to his side.
(Levi, he always made the dorm smell like lemons.)
A little old nurse came into the room.
"Eren Yaeger?" she said looking down at her clipboard.
"Yes?" she smiled and walked in. Her hair was gray and even from the bed, he could tell she was much shorter than him.
"I'm here to change the bandages on your head and check to see if the swelling went down."
"Alright."
In came a student he didn't know. He was really tall and blonde. He had extremely pale skin and this air of authority around him even though he looked to be about his age.
"Hello, Eren," the man said.
"Who are you?" Eren looked at him completely confused. The student just smiled a handsome smile at him. He sat down in a chair beside the hospital bed.
"My name is Erwin Smith. I'm studying to be a doctor here," Erwin took Eren's arm and checked his pulse while continuing to talk. "Do you feel any pain in your head?" the brunette laughed.
"Duh."
"Good, because if you didn't there would probably be some nerve damage in your brain," Eren gulped hard. Erwin let go of his arm and put on the stethoscope he had around his neck. He put the cold metal end to Eren's chest and moved it every few seconds. "On a scale of one to ten, how bad is the pain?"
"I'd say a nine," Erwin looked up at him.
"Usually people with this type of injury would say ten. You sure are a fighter, Eren," he took the stethoscope and put it back around his neck. "Alright, everything seems to be fine. It's just a concussion, with a nice scrape on your scalp. You should be back to normal in a week, but we'll only hold you for a couple nights."
(This guy sure is open with what could be happening. Fuck, nerve damage? There better not be any! At least he's nice about it.)
"Good," the brunette said relieved. The door clicked open and a familiar face walked in.
"I came to check on the boy," Levi said walking in.
"Alright, I was just finishing up here anyway," Erwin said standing up. The nurse finished changing his bandage and left along with him. As soon as they were gone, Levi rushed to Eren's side and filled the empty seat Erwin had just been in. He grabbed the younger male's hand and their fingers entwined together.
"Damn it Eren, you're such a fucking handful," Levi said with a relieved smile on his face. Eren gave a weak smile back.
"What happened?" Levi looked into his eyes as he explained everything.
"A student by the name of Jean Kirstein pushed you and you fell to the ground."
"Jean did it?" Eren asked not seeming surprised. Jean was always giving him a hard time.
"Why didn't you tell me you guys have a problem with each other?" the brunette squeezed Levi's hand and bit his lip in frustration.
"He's always been mean since I'm the honor student. I've topped him at everything, but I didn't think it would take him this far," Levi squeezed his hand back.
"Well you don't have to worry about him anymore," Eren's eyes widened.
"L-Levi, what did you do?!" Eren quickly sat up making his head pound. "Arghh!"
"Easy! I didn't do anything, the other instructors held me back before I could kick his ass," Eren lay back and looked at him holding his head.
"Did you get in trouble for trying?" Eren asked in a painful voice.
(Why can't this pain just go away?!)
"Of course I got in trouble, I've been suspended from classes for a couple days," a long silence followed his words before the brunette broke it.
"I-I'm so sorry, you got in trouble because of me.." Levi put his hand on Eren's cheek and stroked it with his thumb.
"It's okay, it was my choice."
