Hotel, NYC~ Oh my god. Please tell me that I read that wrong. I can't b-be-. Panic washed over my body and I was finding it harder and harder to breathe. I had just resigned with TNA and I was due to a title match against Angelina soon! Jesus why now? Then another thought hit me. Jeff. How was I going to tell him? Maybe I didn't have too and everything would just work itself out. No what am I saying?! Of course I had to tell him but how could I? This was probably the last thing he wanted and we'd only been together for 2 monthes! My life was officially screwed. Like 100%. Besides Jeff what about Sting and Hogan? The knockouts division was a tad short on talent since Velvet and Winter left and Rosita and Sarita were both out on injury! I tried to calm down but I couldn't. Fuck, fuck, fuck... My heart nearly stopped tho as I heard the door to my room open then close. Jeff was back.
"Baby? Where are you?" I heard him call. I realized that I still had the test in my hands so I quickly threw it out of the open window that was behind me just as he walked into the room. I couldn't tell him yet. I smiled and waved slowly pretending everything was perfectly alright.
"Here I am. You surprised me." Jeff gave me a curious look.
"I can see that. Uh what did you just throw out of the window?" He asked me pointing to the open window.
"Spider." I said a bit to quickly and he didn't seem to entirley believe me but didn't say anything more.
Jeff walked over to me and I let him wrap his arms around my neck and I wrapped mine around his waist, resting my head on his chest.
"Guess what?" Jeff said close to my ear.
"Hmm?"
"I just came from Sting and Hogans office and they said that after Bound for Glory, they're putting me back with the THA Championship. I'm gunna be TNA's top face again with the gold around my waist!" I froze briefly but quickly shoved that away and hugged him tighter giving him a kiss on the cheek.
"I'm so happy for you! Thats great news!" Jeff laughed and gave me a quick kiss.
"Yeah. Matt was happy for me too. And your getting your title shot soon. Both of us are doing okay!" If only that was true. I nodded slightly and looked away. Guilt was threatening to eat me alive. Oh god dammit! Jeff was going to be TNA World champ again and now I really couldn't tell him! He loved his career and I knew that he didn't need any distractions. Suddenly I felt very overwhelmed and neede to get out of there before I had my meltdown in front of him.
"I have to go and get a candy bar. Be back in awhile!" I said quickly then before he could reply I ran out of the room and to the elevator. I heard him yell my name but I kept going. It was pouring rain outside complete with thunder and lightning however that didn't stop me. I ran to the side alley on the hotel and just sank down to the ground with my back against the wall. I was soaking wet and it wasn't a warm rain whatsoever. I sat there cryingor I don't know how long, the rain not letting up. I could hear the sounds of the city all around me and I realized that even tho my life was going up in flames the world kept right on going at full speed. Coldess sank into my bones and I hugged my knees up close to my body trying to stay a little bit warm. Next thing I knew Jeff was crouching down in front of me water dripping down his face and purple and black hair. I said nothing as he placed his hands onto my arms. His face was full of concern as he looked at me and I couldn't handle it so I broke the eye contact.
"Mikayla, baby, what the hell is going on? Why'd you take off like that?" He asked me worry clear in his voice. I didn't want him to worry about me. I ffelt bad enough as it was.
"Nothing. I'm fine." I said.
"No. Your not. Kay don't fuckin lie to me alright. Just tell me what's wrong. Please" Jeff said sternly and he cupped my cheek forcing me to look at him. A few more tears rolled down my cheeks and his gaze softened some.
"Please..." He pleaded. I had to tell him. I didn't want to make him feel like this. Like I did.
"I'mpregnantandIdon'tknowifit'syours!" I said really fast. Jeff raised an eyebrow at me.
"Wanna run that by me again sweetheart? And slower this time?" I shook my head no at him. It was hard enough saying that the first time.
"I promise it'll be okay." Jeff told me.
"Thats what you say now. That'll change after you hear it." I mumbled.
"I swear to you Mikayla that whatever it is we'll be okay." I took a deep breath.
"I'm pregnant and I-I... don't know if it's yours." Silence. Complete silence. I closed my eyes and his my head into my legs and arms. Yep I was screwed. Literally and figuritivley. He hated me now and he had every right to. I risked a glance at him and wished that I hadn't. Jeff was staring at the ground his eyes kinda glazed over in what looked like a haze of shock and anger.
"Sooo... you cheated then got knocked up huh?" He asked me his voice deathly quiet. My heart started pounding frantically in my chest. Shit he had it all wrong!
"No no no! Wait a sec Jeff! I didn't cheat on you!" He glared at me.
"No? Then how the hell do you explain this?!" He snapped at me.
"I'm two months pregnant." I started.
"And?"
"And me and you have been together for two months. However if you recall I hooked up with Alex (Shelley) a week before me and you did. So I never cheated on you! Thats how I can explain it Jeffrey!" Breathe deep breath, in and out. Just relax. Jeff's expression changed into one of understanding and his eyes lost the icey look.
"Why didn't you just tell me that Kay? Why'd you run away? Did you think I would leave you?" Well...
"Something like that..." Jeff sighed then pushed some of my wet hair out of my face.
"Why would you think that baby? Do you really think I would just up and leave you because of this?"
"Most guys would. And besides that what guy would stick around with a chick who might be knocked up by another man? Not to mention that your gunna be champ again and I didn't want this to fuck that up for you." Another tear fell and he gently brushed it away with him thumb, his touch feeling a little comforting at the moment.
"Kay look at me" I did reluctantly.

"Listen, I can say that I'm not thrilled that Shelley may be the father but I'm not going anywhere. Even if he is the dad I'm gunna be by your side thru out the whole thing." A small smile found it's way onto my face as I looked at him.

"But what about your championship? Jeff you love that more then anything!" Jeff shook his head at me.
"The title will always be there waiting for me but you I'm not so sure. Something could happen and I don't wanna lose you Kay. You mean everything to me and I love you no matter what. Ya got me?" Releif flooded thru me and I nodded my head at him. He pulled me up to me feet and pinned me up against the wall with his body, his face close to mine.
"I'm sorry." I whispered wrappingmy arms around his neck. "I didn't want to hurt you. Really." He gave me a soft smile and placed his hands on my hips.
"It's okay sweetheart. Just next time don't leave alright?" I nodded and leaned in to kiss him. He kissed me back furtivley and I ran my hands thru his wet hair gasping slightly when he licked my lip. I let him in allowing him to deepen the kiss. We continued on making out for another 4 or 5 minutes before breaking apart for air but still keeping our forheads touching. Jeff stared into my eyes and I gave him another small kiss.
"Thanks." I said.
"No problem. Now what do you say to going back up to the room and getting into some dry clothes huh? Then maybe I'll go and buy you that candy bar you wanted earlier." I giggled.
"Sounds good. But how about we don't change at all..." He raised an eyebrow at me.
"You want to stay in soaking wet clothes?"
"No Jeffers. I don't want to be in any clothes at all. Sam e for you. The candy bar can wait til after." Jeff smirked at me and then kissed me again.
"Well then why are we still standing out here in the rain?" I laughed at him and we practically ran back up to our room. ;)