Psssssst... guess what... I STILL DONT OWN BLACK BUTLER, OR THE CHARECTERS, I WISH I DID BUT I DONT!
Please enjoy part 3...

Wooow this gets updated more then my homework... Ops...

Btw, this part, goes really great with the song "How To Save A Life" by The Fray. (Just so you know, wink wink)


Some things never last forever, surely not the thing you secretly want to keep forever.
Words can ruin more things then actions can, and actions can hurt a person more then you really would want them to.

Why is it that humans say things that can hurt other people? Why do people do things that can get them or people around them hurt? Everybody has a sore spot on their inside. Some people have sore spots for people, others for things. Some people even have sore spot for themselves. Why is that to get power and respect, humans have to do a curtain amount of things to get it. Do you honestly think that that you would pull it off? while the other might be more hurting them you are? Do you wana take the chance to find, the sore spot of another being?...

Sebastian sat down on the couch with a sigh. What a mess he could finally be when everything was silent in the manor. It's been two months now. Could it be that Sebastian was finally seriously starting to miss the red reaper? No this could not be it. Two months. Sebastian growled to himself and looked out of the window, into the darkness. The darkness had started covering the land only one hour ago, and now everything was finally dark, while thoughts were dropping like bombs in Sebastian's head, for the first time ever, the main thought was...
i wonder what Grell is doing...


"You know very well that running won't do... Come on Grell, im tired of playing, Lets just finish this" a serious voice echoed through the alleyway. Grell who had been running from Will for a while now. For about 3 weeks to be very specific. Paperwork? No thanks! Grell was too much out of his mind, and was now sitting there, behind a dumpster.

How low a lady could get, Grell thought to himself as he let out a silent sigh. He had been holding his breath three times now, each time because Will walked by. He wouldn't wanna run from Will, but Will was rude, and rough, and not what Grell was looking for at the moment. Stupid Will, who didnt think about checking the dumpster. It's all good. What he doesn't know, won't...

"What are you doing here demon... this is not a matter concerning you..." Will said. Demon? what demon? Grell tried to peep a little bit out, but all he could see was Will, standing there looking at something, or someone.
"I know, im looking for someone..." a voice answered and then, Grell knew who it was. He hid back behind the dumpster with wide eyes. Sebastian was there. He wasn't suppose to be. How could Grell leave him alone, if he was in the way?
"A demon looking for reaper? what for? how ridiculous" Will snicker to mock the demon.
"Oh you got me... I simply found it funny to watch you look for a reaper long gone" Sebastian said in a mocking voice, and pointed the way back downtown, "He went that way, you will have no luck finding him here, so run along" Sebastian said with a smirk, and had finally found his way pass the serious reaper. Will rolled his eyes and went along as the raven black demon had said.

It was only a matter of seconds before Will was finally gone, and Sebastian was left alone, with the red reaper hiding.
"You can come out now, Grell" Sebastian sighed and turned to the alleyway Grell was hiding in. It was annoying how Sebastian had to save the red reaper, who could just have run along with Will. But he didn't have to, did he? It was his own choice, wasn't it?

"Oh alright alright, what do you want?" Grell finally said with a sigh as he stood up and walked out from the alleyway. It had taken time, and a whole lot of power to not jump on Sebastian the second Grell saw him.
"Where have you been?" Sebastian asked in a calm voice, yet shocked on the inside.
"Gone? Did you forget our deal, Sebastian?"
"I did not, but i did not expect you to keep that promise"
"I always do, dont i?" Grell said, trying his best to do his normal freaky smile he always did, waving his arms around, like he would normally do. It took so much of himself to stay like this. He kept to the shadows, because he still remember...

"I see something is wrong, not only by the the fact that you haven't been around for quite some weeks now, but also by your beauty of red color fading slowly..."

How awful. Grell wouldn't want Sebastian to notice what undertaker could spot so easily.
"But in all honesty, i can not stay away if you're here, now, can i?" Grell said and turned his back on the demon, while walking away. While walking away, Grell's inside was screaming and crying to be allowed back into the warm arms of his demon again. There was an empty spot, and nobody noticed.
"Yes, ofcause... My apologies" Sebastian said but whispered the apology. The reaper seemed fine. Totally moving on while Sebastian himself was...
Sebastian was shocking as he stood there in same spot, watching the red reaper leave, and still stood there when Grell could finally not be seen anymore
So it is forever after all... I see... Sebastian said and closed his eyes.


No! Go back, No.. i don't want to! NO! please... go back! Grell's head was going crazy, and he was going out of his mind. How could he just leave like what, and pretend he was fine, when he was screaming for Sebastian's love on the inside. He wouldn't want Sebastian to see what a mess he was, nor how helpless he could be now that he knew Sebastian truly didnt care. But what did Sebastian care for? Ciel? Ciel's soul? He wouldn't want Sebastian to tell him directly that he didn't care, that would be painful.

"My poor Sebby..." Grell sighed as he finally had been walking for some time. He was now leaning against a wall, looking more lost then he had been before Sebastian had come. He was already a mess, and seeing Sebastian surely didn't make it better. It had been so sudden, and Grell could have sweared he felt his heart drop down in his stomach like a ball of ice.
"My sweet Sebas-chan... Why must you toture me like..." Grell started, but was quickly interrupted by another manly voice. A more serious voice.
"Speaking of Sebastian... that demon really do need to learn his place"
"Will..." Grell said with a sigh again and pushed himself away from the wall. It was nothing new. He knew he couldn't run away from Will forever, but it was great as long as it lasted.