Hellooooo! Its me again...
Wow... 4 updates in only 2 days... that means 2 parts each day...
this thing really does get more updated then my homework...
well do enjoy part 4...
and no, i still do not own the anime, manga or any of the charecters... i think i would know if i had!
How does it feel to be left in a world, with nothing?
Surely you have something you can do with your life?
But if that spark of joy you love disappear, what do you do?
When you become to source of someone's pain, what then?
Lets face it, life is tough. Sometimes you win, other times you lose. Sometimes you are left with nothing, and other times you are left with a whole lot of stuff you really dont need. You wish for things to come true, and if you're lucky you get what you wish for. You have to play your part in god's or the devil's roleplay. You gotta play by the rules, and let nature have its way in your life and in others. Predator and pray, thats just the way humans are made.
And ofcause after a thunder, must come the rain, after a beautiful carma, must come the pain.
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A set of two pink eyes opened. Sebastian's eyes turning more pink then the normal red. It could be no other the Sebastian. Well yeah, maybe claude, but he's not here right now. Makes one wonder, where he is? or not. Yet Sebastian's pink eyes could only mean one thing, Ciel had yet again given the raven black demon an order. An order Sebastian couldn't deny.
"Yes my lord" Sebastian voice sounded through the room like a thunder.
"Good, now goo!" Ciel yelled out in the entire room, trying to overdose Sebastian's powerful seducing voice. He sounded more seducing then any other Ciel had ever spoken with.
And with a sigh, Sebastian left the room. What sick things had Ciel made him do. Sebastian didn't seem worried at all. He was more, pleased. That night, Ciel didnt sleep. He had asked Sebastian to spend the night watching over him. Something Sebastian would never had done if he wasn't ordered. After all the time when the dark laid across the world, was the only time Sebastian could come out in the light.
"My lord, do you wish to have some tea? perhaps it will make it easy to sleep?" Sebastian said, and folded his hands together.
"No" Ciel simply said. straight and without any doubt in his words.
Sebastian couldn't help but to think Ciel looked rather cute and peaceful in his bed, even though he couldn't sleep. Peace comes to does who want it, and does who want it will have to wait for it to come. Sebastian had always had a thing for Ciel, and his soul. Not only was Ciel's soul beautiiful but so was Ciel himself.
"What is on your mind, my lord?" Sebastian asked, finally after a while of silence.
"You... I am trying to figure it all out" Ciel said with a sigh and finally sat up in his bed.
"Oh but young master... Do not waste your useful time, it is harder then it seems"
"Well then it must be impossible, because it already seemed hard from the start" Ciel said and looked up at the raven black butler who had come all the way over to the bed, and was now kneeling down beside the bed.
It wasn't a lie to say that the two of them had unsettled feelings for each other, and secrets untold. It was surely not a lie that Sebastian seemed somehow different after his break with Grell. In order to get Grell out of his life, he had to do it. in result, his mind was even harder to make up, and for some reason it had thoughts and feelings on its own.
"Just keep walking, red-head" Will said with a simple smirk on his lips.
"Excuse you, that is no way of speaking to a lady!" Grell growled out his words as he looked around, "Where are we going anyway, Will?" He said and looked at the other reaper who had also stopped.
"You'll see, you will love it" Will said. Was Will really trying to be nice, or was this a plot? could he be onto something?
"Just tell me..." Grell said and leaned against a tree. Grell had changed so awfully much since his break with Sebastian. Just the fact that Grell was able to tease and play around with Sebastian, was enough to have Grell smiling for the rest of the week. But it had been two months, and Grell was changing. Maybe even faster then he would wanna change.
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"Alright alright. Im normally not one to care but..." Will started, but was very fast interrupted by the rude side of Grell.
"You're right, you aint" Grell rolled his eyes, while Will was lustfully watching. Grell had changed a new shade of his beloved red color. It now looked more pink, then red. It was like, if you laid a red color out in the sun, the sun would bleach the red color. Not only Grell's color had changed, but his attitude had too. He was like a new person. The Grell who had before been so happy and jokely, with laughs and teases, had now become a more arogant reaper with an attitude that said he didnt really care about anything.
"You are the red reaper, and a reaper mainly, act like one and follow along. We do not have time for you to dwell on your lost love and broken heart!" Will said. He was speaking with a more forceful voice now. "I really do not care rather who you love, nor do i care if you have a broken heart, but it is clearly doing something to you, and the way you work. so we, are going to fix it" Will said and forced the red now pink reaper with him. Grell was standing there, not knowing what to say. With wide eyes and his mind somewhere else, he went along with Will without a single complain.
Grell had noticed he had become distant, and his color had been fading to a more ugly shade. It was like a nightmare, that he wasn't able to smile or laugh. He could just do it anyway and make fun of Will, but what would it do of good, if Sebastian wasn't there?
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((Ciel's POV))
Later that night Ciel had again woken up. He had fallen asleep, but was awake again? this just wasn't fair. He sat up and looked around, to find Sebastian laying beside him.
"Awake again, my lord?" Sebastian said in a husky voice. Sebastian had done a good job making Ciel tired, because Surely Ciel had been tired, after what Sebastian had done. It was nice. It wouldn't have been the first time Sebastian had touched Ciel that way to simply please and relax himself.
"Yeaah... I dont know why i can't sleep" Ciel sighed and ran his hand through his once again messy hair. He was naked, and so was Sebastian. They were laying side by side, and Ciel knew Sebastian had been watching him sleep.
"Then we will have to fix that, My lord" Sebastian said and sat up aswell, just to reach over and turn Ciel's face towards himself. With only an inch between their lips, Ciel had already closed his eyes. Ciel was not scared of the demon nor what the demon did to him or his body. He was simply worried about the demon, and the demon's thoughts and feelings. What was Sebastian thinking? was he feeling pity for Ciel? was he torn between two lovers? Ciel would like to know what was going on in Sebastian's pretty head.
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With both Ciel and Sebastian being interrupted while kissing, they both broke apart from the kiss. Sebastian let out a sigh as he right away got out of Ciel's bed and got dressed rather quick.
"Do you really have to open at this time?" Ciel asked, while watching Sebastian getting dressed just to open the door. It might not even have been anything important by the door. A simple begger looking for money? Couldn't be, since the Phantomhive Manor was sealed off with a fence.
"It would be impolite not to, my lord" Sebastian said and laid a soft kiss on Ciel's forehead before heading out of the room.
Who could be coming so unexpected so late? Sebastian thought to himself as he walked down the stares down to the front door. It was not hard to hear the large door bells, because it was rather loud, and a bloody annoying sound.
As soon as Sebastian opened the door, his eyes met something, or rather somebody he would never have expected to see coming. And surely not so late.
"Will..." Sebastian said with a sigh, "What do you want?" Sebastian was clearly not pleased. But what he didnt spot was the little scared red head behind Will. Grell had seen this coming. He could never look Sebastian in the eyes after so long. But Grell would be lying to himself if he said he didnt miss Sebastian.
"Sebastian... I have a little thing, that you can use your useless time on..." Will said and with only two hand moves, Grell was pushed into Sebastian. Grell's eyes had become wide. He was fine in the back because it was dark. Now the light from the Manor was shining on him. Grell looked up at Sebastian, and tried to force a smile. It was too late. There was no helping it anymore. Grell was lost, and only one person could bring him back.
"What is the meaning of this, William" Sebastian had yelled out, after he had seen the red reaper being pushed towards him.
"Fix him Sebastian.. Now" Will had said and turned his back towards the demon and the red reaper.
"Fix him? what do you mean?"Sebastian answered in a growl.
"Im not broken, you know.. sweety, i am right here" Grell said, a little more sad then when he came. Who had said Grell needed fixing? Grell needed this deal to dissapere.
"Shut up Grell!" Both Will and Sebastian yelled at once, leaving Grell with wide eyes open and shocked, while the two were fighting, yelling over why Grell was there, over the deal, over what Sebastian had to do and what he didnt have to do.
"S-Sebby?" Grell said in what sounded like a whisper, making Sebastian finally look back at the red reaper. Right then, he noticed something he had not noticed before. The normal so red reaper, had turned into a new shade of pink. Grell's smile had clearly dissapered and been gone for quiet a while now. He looked sort of tired, of what, Sebastian couldn't tell, but he could see that Grell could aswell just lay down and sleep on the floor right away.
"Will, you can leave now..." Sebastian said in an annoyed voice, when he finally found the power to look away from the newly changed red reaper.
As Will started walking away, Grell thought this moment was meant for him to follow behind, but that's not what was gonna happen. An arm stopped the red reaper from walking any futher away from the light then Sebastian could get, and Grell could now look up to meet a pair of red eyes. The most beautiful red Grell had ever seen.
"Not you... Come inside" Sebastian said, and gave Grell a light push back, towards the doorway.
Oh... its me again... hi...
And yes, i did just end part 4 like that...
you will have to wait for the next part to see what Sebastian is gonna do to get the old Grell back.. MUHAHAHAHAHHAHA
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