Hellooo... Another part... Welcome to part 5...

Its not the end of the story, clearly, so please enjoy it

I DO NOT OWN THE BLACK BUTLER SERIES OR THE CHARECTERS IN IT!
All i own is this story plot :3

Love really is a crazy thing, yet so beautiful in so many different ways.
It's hard not to love, and it feels awful not to be loved.
So what happens if two people end up ignoring each other, because of love?

Its hard, you stop eating, stop sleeping, you're losing the beautiful color you used to have on your face. It's like a fire that stopped burning, and everything feel likes nothing. Everything is worthless if you feel worthless. Though i will tell you, It's not that bad.

If you ever really in need, think of two people, who used to be close enough to have some kind of bond. Call it love, call it hate. Whatever you wanna call it, Sebastian and Grell had that. Felling can't be controled, but what happens when you become the enemy in your own private life? When everything you used to know so well, suddenly seems to unreal to you.

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Grell looked around in the beautiful golden looking room. It seemed so unreal, like from a fairy tale. Like Romeo and Juliet. The only negative point in this room, was the light. The light was shining so bright from the diamond lamp in the ceilling, seeing through every inch of Grell's body and soul. It was like a secret coming out. Like letting go.
"Grell..." Sebastian's voice sounded behind Grell. Sebastian had been standing behind him all this time, but Grell was for once too busy to notice it.

"I- Im really sorry Sebastian, I never meant for Will to take me here, I do not wanna break our deal, since i know important a deal is for a demon" Grell said quickly, he somehow felt like he had to explain himself, but it seemed like Sebastian wanted something else.
"So you do really not want to see me anymore. Are you fine without me near?"
"What? No i miss you, im not..." Grell started but got interrupted by Sebastian.
"The same without me?" Sebastian ended the sentence rather quickly.

These words coming out from Sebastian's mouth made Grell go shocked. This love he had for Sebastian had intill lately been nothing but a tease, so make Sebastian feel umcomfortable, but Grell quickly found out that he had deeper and more true feelings for the raven black haired demon.

"Im very very sorry Sebastian" Grell said and closed his eyes as he finally looked away from the demon.
"Why are you sorry? You're color has faded, Grell..." Sebastian said, as he stepped closer to the reaper. No matter how close Sebastian came, Grell was not looking up. These yet so green eyes of Grells was covered but nothing but pain.
"I do need you near, but i can not do it, i only end up annoying you" grell said, and it almost sounded like he was crying when he said it.
"I did not mean it, Grell.. I was angry" Sebastian simply stated. Grell was truly not as annoying as Sebastian (or Ciel for that matter) felt at times. Sure, Grell could come at the worst times, make jokes that could piss people off, flirt with Sebastian at the worst times, but it was Grell. It was the red reaper so many loved even though he was like that.
"The deal..?"
"No.. that you are pathetic, and annoying"
"But i am... " Grell said and finally turned his face back to the the demon. Sebastian had by now come all close. They were only inches apart, and it was like they could feel each others breath. With a simple move, Sebastian put his lips together with Grells, and together had a kiss. It felt like the whole world had suddenly turned to the better and Grell suddenly felt like he could fly. He had a deal with the demon that he would stay away, but if Sebastian came back by himself, did that break the deal?
Anyway, Grell was too busy to think of that right now, because Sebastian was now kissing him. Sebastian simply had no problem with it. It was like kissing Ciel. Hmm... Ciel.

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((Ciel's POV))

Ciel could feel there was something wrong, when Sebastian didn't come back right away. He didn't know what happened, but how dared Sebastian not come back, when he knew his master was tired and couldn't sleep. He sighed as he stood up from the bed, and cook some clothes on. He didn't fully dress up, since he would surely come back to bed.

Quickly out of the door. When he was walking down the hallway, he could hear Sebastian talk, with a voice that sounded strangely familier. There was no doubt, and just the thought about it, made Ciel stop where he was. It was Grell, but what was Grell doing here?

Ciel couldn't stop himself. He wouldn't want Sebastian or Grell to know he was peeking on them, but he had to. He didn't wanna run into something dangerous. What tortures could Grell be doing to Sebastian. He took a deep breath and peeked though the corner of the open doorway, and his eyes went wide right away. A stumple backwards in shock and Ciel could only cover his mouth with his hand. What had he just seen. Sebastian was kissing Grell, or Grell was kissing Sebastian. Ciel wasn't sure which one was more true, but either way, they were kissing, and...

You are only suppose to kiss me... Ciel thought to himself as suddenly a tear fell from his eyes. Ciel had never been one to cry, but he did. He had already stopped smiling after his parents died, but, now the one he thought was most important to him, and who he thought he was most important to, had deceived him this way. Ciel knew something was up. He knew Sebastian well enough. Also Ciel had probably been the only one to read the signs coming from Sebastian's behavior. Sebastian was clearly torn between two lovers, and now it was all clear, even to Ciel.

Ciel had finally gathered himself together, and tried to stumble back to his room. His mind could not proces this shock. He looked as pale as a ghost, and his eyes were still wide, even when he got back to his room. All he could do now, was to sit on his bed, thinking to himself 'Why did i let myself think something so beautiful could be true...'

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Sebastian thought nothing when he kissed the red reaper. He didnt think about Ciel, he didnt think that he was having a love affair with Ciel only moment before the reaper had come by. Something about kissing the red reaper felt right, even though he knew it was only to make the reaper shut up, or feel better. It was only a matter of time before this one moment was gone, and lost in the memmory forever.

When Sebastian and Grell finally pulled apart, Grell stood there looking at Sebastian. The green had somehow been filled with hope and true love for Sebastian, by the kiss they had shared. Grell truly did fell something for Sebastian, but there was only one question... Did Sebastian fell the same, or was he being pulled in another direction? Away from Grell?

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