Hellloooooo again, its me ... again...

And im here with a new part... again..

I DO NOT OWN BLACK BUTLER, SEBASTIAN, CIEL, GRELL OR WILL, I OWN NOTHING.
(Only this story plot)

PLEASE ENJOY PART 6!

How does it feel to be torn between two?
Im sure we have all felt it at least once in our life.
Being torn between two pets? or two lovers?

Have you ever tried being in love? well then you have been broken too. A broken heart is hard to describe, and even harder to heal. But it's even harder to heal a broken heart, if you aren't strong enough to pick up the broken pieces. Grell, Sebastian and Ciel knows this, yet, they still play each other, like a game they thought would somehow be funny in the end.
Knowing that the one you care for, who helps you though everything, is torn between you and another person, is something every human goes though in their life. Sometimes it's better to say goodbye then dwelling on the same old game.

By being in love, all you can do is causing pain to yourself, and the ones around you.

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Sebastian later that night went around the manor to check that everything was silent and everybody was sleeping. He had spend most of the night with Grell, and he had completly lost himself in how nice it could feel to be with Grell. Being with other then Ciel. Ciel.
I forgot Ciel! Sebastian thought to himself and stopped right where he was. He had completly forgotten that he was suppose to be with Ciel. Ciel couldn't sleep, so he might still be awake. Sebastian looked around, still with wide eyes in shock. He was a trusted butler, what kind of butler was he now.

He turned around on his heals and started walking back to the young masters bedroom. He had been having Ciel naked in his arms only an hour before Grell had come by. Sebastian still didn't know why William had taken Grell to him, but he wouldn't complain. Sebastian and Grell had shared a kiss which was clearly very nice, and after that, it escalated rather quickly to sex. Yes, he did have sex with Grell. He would never admit it to anybody, but he could tell himself that he liked it. He would never have seen himself doing something like that. It just kind of ended with Grell and himself having sex in the second livingroom, and them cuddling up, till Will had come back to get Grell back to his job, in hope that Sebastian had fixed him.

((Flashback from earlier that night))
"Did you fix him?" Will said, with a frown on his face.
Sebastian didn't answer, insted he looked over at Grell.
Grell was standing there, looking at Will, untill he noticd the raven black demon looking at him.
Grell was clearly shy now, after he have had a moment with the demon.
The shy reaper who turned his head away with red cheeks, only made Sebastian smirk.
"Yes, I believe i have" Sebastian said as he finally looked back at Will.
((Flashback End))

It was a mess Sebastian had gotten himself in. He now stood infront of the door to Ciel's bedroom. He couldn't hear the master sleeping, so Sebastian had gotten scared that maybe Ciel was still not sleeping. When he opened the door a bit, there was pitch black in there, only the curtains were taken apart, so that the light from the moon was shining in.
It wasn't hard to see that Ciel was sitting there on his bed, looking out of the window. Sebastian could see Ciel's shadow by the window. He opened his mouth a bit to say something but couldn't find any words to say. He stepped inside the bedroom and closed the door. Sebastian's eyes got used to the dark room rather quickly, and he could by now see that Ciel was indeed sitting there. Ciel was not sleeping, but he was sitting there as if he had been turned to stone or had seen a ghost and was in shock.

"Young master?" Sebastian finally said after he had cleared his throat, but there was no answer from Ciel. Sebastian started thinking that maybe Ciel was sitting there and had fallen asleep while sitting, but it couldn't be. Sebastian could hear Ciel's heart beat faster when he had spoken out. Sebastian insted went closer, and kneeled down beside Ciel. Ciel's eyes were indeed open and looking out on the moon. It was like Ciel's eyes were glued to only look outside of the window.

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((Ciel's POV))

Ciel was just sitting there, and had been sitting there, since he had gotten back to his room. He had already gotten undressed and put on his pyjamas on. A white silke pyjamas, which Ciel liked a lot. He had heard when Will and Grell was leaving, and he had seen them leave thought the bedroom window, he was sure Will had seen him too.

He had also heard when Sebastian had come back to his room, and started speaking to him, but his heart broke into a hundred pieces when he heard his beloved butler speak to him. How was Ciel suppose to look straight at Sebastian now. He had put his trust i Sebastian, and this was what Sebastian wanted to do with the trust given to him.
"Are they gone?" Ciel finally said, after what seemed like forever.
"Yes my lord, i apologize" Sebastian said with a nice smile, as to say he was sorry that they had come to interrupt Sebastian and Ciel's time together.
"I see" Ciel said in what sounded like a simple whisper. His heart had broken into pieces, and it was like Sebastian's voice was cutting right though his entire skin.
"Is something the matter, Young master?" Sebastian said and tried to look into Ciel's eyes, but by the time Sebastian had tried, Ciel had already turned his face the other way.
"Im tired..." Ciel said and finally stood up, walking pass the black butler and to the other wide of the bed, before sitting down again. He could not look at Sebastian at all right now, It was too painful to know that the one he had fallen for, and given himself to, would play him like this. But somehow Ciel felt like the joke was on Sebastian, because Sebastian was the butler, Ciel was the master. Yet, still he couldn't help but feeling hopeless about this love.

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"That i had to go open. They will not be back so we can continue trying to make you sleep" Sebastian said as he stood up again and followed his master to the other side of the bed.
"Oh? Are you in the mood for that?" Ciel said, with a stone cold voice, forcing Sebastian to tilted his head to the side.
"My lord?" Sebastian questioned.
"Leave Sebastian... I wanna sleep by myself" Ciel said and looked up at the black butler, before laying down in his bed, pulling the covers over himself. Right when their eyes met, Sebastian saw something in Ciel's eyes, he had never seen before. It wasn't anger, or pleasure, it was some kind of hurt, but why? Sebastian started wondering as he left the room.

Sebastian knew why. He knew but deep inside he didn't wanna believe it. Could Ciel have heard them? was Ciel hurt by it? Sebastian suddenly felt very uncomfortable, but he didn't wanna bother his master more on that night. He would wait till morning came, and the light covered the land, which was only about 5 hours away.

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Grell had walked home so happy after that. He had been blushing all red when Sebastian had looked at him. It had been the best night ever. He had been kissing the demon, and the demon had taken his body. Grell had no problem with it. He would give his everything up to Sebastian anyday. Sebastian could make Grell's heart race fast, and it wouldn't stop before Sebastian was no longer near, but even now, Grell's heart wouldn't stop running fast. He could aswell die from a heart attack from this night. Will was walking in the front, with Grell dancing after him behind. Will clearly wasn't as amused as Grell was.

"What did you two do, ugh" Will said, clearly very annoying to see the red reaper happy.
"I bet you would like to know, huuuuuh?" Grell said as he danced his way up to walk beside Will.
"I do not really care, you just seem happy"
"Oh i am! i am very happy" Sebastian squealed in joy.
"I see" Will mumbled as he moved his glasses up to its right place again.

Grell was clearly very happy after tonight, and Will couldn't seem to figure out why, but he didnt have to. Grell would enjoy to brag but he would be more happy to keep it to himself. Close to his heart.

((Flashback))
"S-Sebby" Grell moaned out as he covered his mouth again.
It was unbelievable, Grell and Sebastian were laying completly naked on the floor.
"Did you enjoy it" Sebastian asked as he laid another kiss on Grell's cheek.
"Oh i loved it, Sebby!" Grell giggled and ran his hand though Sebastian's hair again. Sebastian would normally be angry and take the hand away, but he didnt mind this time. Sebastian truly made Grell feel special. It was like a dream come true.
"Im glad to hear so" Sebastian whispered before biting lightly in the red reaper's ear.
"Sebby... I..." Grell moaned, trying to finish his sentence.
"Yes? it seems like red color is coming back" Sebastian smirked in a seducing way as he finally lifted his face to look at Grell again.
"I love you Sebby..." Grell said as he took his arms around the demon again, as their lips finally met again, joined together in a true loves kiss. (Or that's how Grell would describe it)
((Flashback end))

Sebastian was right. Grell's red color was truly starting to show again. His before so pink shade had turned more red after he had been spending time with Sebastian. His time with Sebastian was the best, and it could always make Grell feel so much better. Just being able to tease and flirt with the raven black hair, it truly was something Grell looked forward to doing everyday. And the fact that he had been able to do so much more then speaking to Sebastian, he had in fact been able to touch and kiss Sebastian's whole body. Every inch of Sebastian's body belong to Grell now, and every inch of Grell's body was completly Sebastians.

So... that happened...

they had sex... and kissed... and hurt Ciel without knowing...

wow... this story just turned really dark, really fast!

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