Just a reminder that this is a separate one-shot and i don't own any of the characters from Deathnote! Enjoy everyone :)
I sit alone in my old room at Whammy's house, remembering. Remembering is the worst, it brings you to the realization how happy your life used to be. At least my life, before the great L ruined everything. I stop myself from spitting his name. Just thinking about that day… the day L ruined me by ruining A. The day A committed suicide causing me to snap. I want to kill him, kill him as horrible as possible but, something within me stops me. I… can't… kill him… hurt him? Of course! I do it all the time, reminding him CONSTANTLY on what he did to A and how he ruined me. I was actually normal once. Heh, once. Now look at me, I killed 3 people and almost myself, but for what? To try and beat L? HAH! How could I ever beat him? He's so…so…so perfect! It makes me sick. And yet, after all that, I can't kill him, I can't… but… why? Why can I kill a 13 year old girl, a child, but not a 34 year old man? Because, one simple line, the line I hate. I love him.