Disclaiminer: Again, I don't own any part of Lost Girl except the piece in my heart.
For now I'm going to keep writing in short little chunks because I have a super short attention span with only small windows of time in my week available to write for fun. I'm going to aim to finish the third chapter by Saturday.
My Favourite Death
By Valkyrie Luthor
Chapter Two: Fuck it, You're no Saint and you Don't get to be a Martyr
Bo:
Something in my gut is telling me to not leave Tamsin alone.
She's dying, and she's afraid.
It was in that real moment between us after I spared her life that I finally felt like she was being honest. Maybe it was the ass kicking; I should have done that a long time ago, but up until I had her pinned down on the ground, I had never considered killing her before.
She had confirmed my suspicion that she would betray me.
If I killed her then, I wouldn't have learned that she wasn't doing it because she wanted to, but because she had to. Whoever is searching for me terrifies this woman whom I previously believed was afraid of nobody.
I think I would have sucked her dry if she kept struggling, but her eyes...she seemed to be anticipating it. Tamsin knows what I have done in my past, I think she wanted me to kill her. It was then, I realized that I couldn't do it. Besides, I wasn't hungry. I was still quite satisfied from when I fed from her in the prison area.
We're not friends, but she's been there for me at times when nobody else was. She believed me after the Kitsune took over Kenzi's life and had me put in a cage. She helped me get through my trial in Brazenwood before I was called to the Dawning. When you need some hooch, she's always got something in her bag, as well as condoms and weapons.
She's become a part of the team. We split up to bring it back together and find someplace safe, but I don't know that she will make it. If she doesn't make it, will Dyson? She's off looking for him, but again, she's dying. She could faint and wind up back in the fae cages downstairs if she's found by the guards.
Fuck it. Nobody's getting left behind.
We find Dyson together, then we get Kenzi and if we're lucky we also find Lauren.
