Raphie

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Hello readers, and no, I was not going to forget about this story.

Those who have had a bad past (with self-harm or really bad thoughts) then I advise you not to read this but if you do, wellll don't yell at me in the review. I do not own TMNT but the plot I do. Oh and the spelling errors were on purpose (I wanted to make it seem a bit more like a child that can't say the letter 'L', 'E' and sometimes 'Y' so bare with me plz)..(mah= my meh=me).

Anyway I hope you enjoy

Anger and betrayal rushed through me, why, because my own younger brothers love Weo more than me and the way I know its true is because they ran towards Weo every time they're frighten, every time they have nightmares or every time they're sick. I hate Weo, he's always so perfect in training, always knows how to look after us and is the eldest, the one everyone looks up too. I suck in training, I can't even look after myself, and I'm always getting into trouble, plus my speech sucks witch causes me to not get understood by no one, besides Weo of course because Weo knows everything. I stop mah thoughts as I hear my brothers playin' the play station, they didn't even ask meh to play. I hoped off of my bed and left my comic book as I headed out of my room, soon I was running down the stairs, sprinting towards the lounge room so I could find out why no one had asked me to play, but when I arrived I saw all three of my brothers playing, smiling and laughing, now I know why. Weo hardly plays with us now so when he does, we all go nuts and try to hog him, but I normally end up getting us into trouble or make Weo upset by fighting with him. No wonder they didn't ask me to play because all I do is cause problems for everyone, always ruining the fun. I felt something warm run down my face, I lifted my hand to feel what it was, when I had pulled it away I noticed that I was crying. I quickly ran into my room before anyone could notice meh, as soon as was in my room I jumped into my bed, crying and sobbing into my brown pillow. Why, why was I the one no one liked, why was I the bad kid and why was Weo more better and loved then meh. After a few minutes of crying I had fallen into a deep, frightening sleep.

The land of dark dreams

I woke up to growling and laughter, the room I was in was so cold I thought that I was in the middle of a snow storm, just without the biting wind. Once I was aware of my surroundings I realised that I was strapped down to a metal bed. I started to try to pull my hands out of the cuffs but they were too tough on my wrist, I started to whimper as I heard a kids screams or more precise, Weo's screams. I looked around trying to find a way out so I could help my big brother, tears started to emerge from mah eyes as all I saw was darkness that flickered like flames, and the only light in the room was a single light bulb on the ceiling that shone on me and nothing else, leaving me exposed and alone. Not to soon after Weo started screaming Weo's screams suddenly stopped, and thumbing footsteps were replaced, all the sudden my wrist cuffs released meh, I quickly sat up and hugged myself as the footsteps grew nearer and louder. Thump, thump, thump. Silence, I looked around with wide eyes, I was so close to screaming for my big brother. I sat there looking into the dark, too frightened to move an inch, I just sat and stared for what felt like years. Then out of nowhere something was thrown towards me, I screamed and covered mah eyes to afraid to look, after a few minutes of nothing but the disgusting silence I finally opened mah eyes. I looked down the left side of the bed and screamed. It was my brother's head lying in a pool of icky, smelly, red blood. I covered mah mouth with mah hand as tears streamed down my face. "It was you" a cruel voice said from within the darkness, my head flew up to see two cold, red eyes looking at me. "Ahhhh" I screamed as I tried to leap away from the figure but couldn't since mah ankles were still strapped down. When I looked at the rest of the figures face, I realised it was my younger brother, Donnie. "You killed Weo" he screamed "why would you kill Leo" an echo came from behind me. I looked behind me and was met with a crying Mikey who was holding the head of Weo's. With tears falling down his rounded face he glared at me with burning hatred, I shook my head this couldn't be happening, could it? "You are no longer my son you disgraceful little boy" I froze as I heard father's voice come from within the darkness. "No, it's not real, it's not real. Wake up, wake up it's just a bad dream" I yelled to mahself, trying to convince mahself that I hadn't done any of this. But all that did was make them all laugh while saying hurtful words that were pointed directly at me. "No leave me alone, Weo, Weo! Help me please, big brother, help me" I cried with my head between my now freed legs and hands covering my ears. I just wanted my big brother to chase the badness away. "LEO'S DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU" yelled an enraged Mikey, 'no, I couldn't of' I thought to myself. "YOU KILLED WEO BECAUSE YOU WEREN'T BETTER THEN HIM!" shouted a glaring Donnie, I shook my head, "no, i-I couldn't have". I felt something snap against my cheek, I yelped in pain as I cupped my left bleeding cheek. I saw the face of my father glaring at me from within the darkness as he flung his tail to rid the blood off of it, I started to whimper, cry, sob and beg for my big brother like nothing I've eva done before.

"LEAVE HIM ALONE!" an angry voice came from nowhere and seemed to push my family away from me. I felt warm arms wrapping around me, I looked up to see it was Weo glaring at our brothers and father, and he had his head on! "W-Weo is that really ya" I asked quietly as I stared up at him. "Yeah Raphie it's me, its ok this is all just a bad dream, I need you to wake up" he spoke quietly as well. I closed my eyes then opened them but I still hadn't woken up and Weo was gone, everyone was gone. Everything was pitch black, "Weo, weo where are you!" I cried out into the darkness, where was he, why did he leave me all alone. Tears gushed from my eyes, I was always alone to fight the dark monsters ever since I had turned five, and I'm seven now. I hate being alone, and as much as I say I hate big brother Weo, I know I can't hide the truth. I love big brother and I want him to make the darkness go far away and sing me a lullaby or something to show me that he cares. "WEO!" I cried once more as I continued to shake and cry in fear. "Hehehehe, stupid pathetic, worthless, FREAK" a dark booming voice yelled out from all around me, the voice was so loud and strong I felt my bones rattle from the force and my head pound. I gritted my teeth together and shut my eyes tightly but that seemed to have made the stranger angry for he hit me with whips and fists. I cried as he beat my now bruised and battered body, something sharp cut into my leg causing me to fall down. Metal heavy footsteps stomped my way and all I could do was whimper in fear. A man that was nothing but bones and metal armour came over to me, his skull was hidden by a metal mask, and his shoulders were covered in long, thick, pointy bloodied spikes. His eyes glowed red and smoke surrounded his form, he lifted a giant spiked sword and swung it down towards my stomach, I screamed in pain as he kept hitting me, killing me slowly. After a while he stopped to laugh then brought the sword to my head, smashing my skull and killing me instantly but I could still feel the pain, and I still managed to scream and cry.

"WHAAAAAAAA!" I screamed as I flew of mah bed and onto the floor, clutching my baby blanket I stood up and ran to Weo's room as fast as my legs could carry me, opening Weo's door I ran onto his bed jumping right on top of him before hugging and squishing him as I sobbed and cried. I felt him wrap his arms all the way around my shell as he sat up, holding me tightly while humming and slightly rocking. I sat in his lap, my head in the crook of his neck as I cried, I could still feel the awful feeling of mah body being shredded to pieces. I curled up into a small ball and shrunk a bit into mah shell. Weo just continue to hug me and whisper soothing words and soon ii fell asleep but instead of the nightmare I had nothing but good dreams, mostly about having the power to befriend pigeons and make them attack others.

Leo's P.O.V

I was having, for the first time in six days since Mikey took three and so did Donnie with their bunk outs with me, a nice sleep, full on sleep. It was peaceful, until something big and heavy jumped on me, making me and the person bounce a bit. I heard sniffling something hot and wet was dripping onto my neck. And shoulder I opened my sore eyes and sat up hugging the crying, shaking and whimpering form. I began to tiredly hum and rock both our bodies side to side, kinda like how the mother's do on TV. I held my brother in a tight, protective hold as he curled into a ball, shrinking into his shell. After several, tiredly minutes I heard a small snore, I looked down at my now clam and sleeping brother only to find out it was Raph. Tears littered his face and snot ran down his snout, just like the other night with Donnie I picked the tissue out of the tissue box and wiped Raph's tears and snot away before trying to throw it into the green trash can, only for it to fall down next to my bed still a far distance from the trash can. I sigh tiredly as I shifted Raph into a more comfortable position, tears collected in my eyes as I yawned, blinking them away I turned and hugged Raph and closed my eyes, only I couldn't get back to sleep. 2 hours later and I finally fell asleep, only to wake up three hours later to do morning training, which ended with a huge lecture and a disappointed frown form master splinter.

After lecture Leo's P.O.V

I stumbled tiredly out of the dojo as my brothers rushed out with full energy, Mikey and Donnie dodge me but Raph bumped right into me while laughing and shouting "HAHAHA wook guys Weo can't evan stand up, who's the better one now HAHAHA" Donnie and Mikey laughed but I could tell they didn't want to and I knew Raph was only making fun of me because he was embarrassed by what happened last night, but it still hurt. Trying to hide the hurt and tears I stumbled up to my room, bitting my lips to stop the whimper that wanted to make itself known. First the lecture then the disappointed look and now the hurtful behaviour from my brothers, didn't my family love me, didn't they at least appreciate me, am I just some toy that will be thrown away as soon as the others are old enough to look out for themselves or when I can't be the example for the others in class. What was I, what am I, was I a brother, or was I a breathing object that's uses were wearing thin. I slid down my door as I clutched my head, tears gushed out of my eyes, who was I, why am I like this, why can't I be Mikey, Donnie or even Raph. Mikey is the ice breaker, the jokester and the person who can make you laugh in the most worst of times. Donnie was very smart considering his young age; he could already fix the microwave, toaster, oven and the simple stuff to keep the TV alive. Raph was the muscle, the fighter and the family hot head. What was I, what did I do that was so special, is this why master splinter never praised me and only ever lectured me or told me I needed to improve my skills, no, that I needed to be improved. I really was a toy an example that would soon be forgotten and left behind. At that thought I cried silently on the floor, soon I exhausted myself and fell asleep curled on the ground, like some homeless child that the world left behind to rot. Well if I really am just a toy, I'll do everything I can to make the ones around me happy, even if I know that I'll be thrown away into the trash at the end.

Wow, where did this come from…..I HAVE NO IDEA

Anyway I hope you liked this slightly cute, dark (and slightly scary, insane and not really child friendly) chappie. Please if you feel the need, please tell me how I can improve this or the others chaps.

If people are still interested in this then I WILL continue but if not, then the story will wither into the darkness of the angels.

BYE