Thank you for requesting this DidYouForgetLafayette. I usually don't write romance as I am aromantic and do not understand such strange things as this "love" that you speak of but I decided I would this once.
The war had been terribly long and horrible, and Alexander was terrified. Don't get him wrong, he still wanted to fight, but war does things to you.
Sometimes he'd lay awake at night for hours with bloody battle scene after bloody battle scene running through his head, Laurens even breathing the only thing that gave him piece of mind. Speaking of which Laurens was suspiciously quiet...
Alexander turned over slowly only to realize that Laurens arm wrapped around him, freezing cold and there was blood, so much blood-
He woke up screaming and there were quickly arms around him so his natural reaction was to turn around and elbow...
Laurens right in the the gut. The random assault didn't stop him from trying to calm Alexander though.
"Alex, calm down, what happened?"
Well this was embarrassing.
"Nothing"
"Well I was hoping you had an actual reason for hitting me in the gut rather than just wanting to."
"Shut up it isn't funny."
"It's a little funny. So what happened?"
"YOU DIED OK!? You died and I was right there and I- I didn't even notice!"
Laurens wrapped his arms around Hamilton.
"Hey, calm down, its ok it was just a dream, perfectly fine alright? There's nothing to worry about it was just a dream."
"It just- it felt so real-"
"Well it wasn't" Laurens says as he kisses him on the head "and I'm not going anywhere."
"Yeah I guess not. Thank y- oh crap I gotta get home before Besty gets back crap crap crap, bye love you!"
In this fic Laurens was on a nice camping trip that was mentioned earlier instead of dying, so he's still alive and both him and Hamilton are married but having an affair with each other instead of being loyal to their wives because if they can't legally marry each other what the heck why not?