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A/N-Logan is out of charecter and He has a couple flashbacks that kind of help explain why he was an ass, and why the guilt took over, hence we will leave the Jack ass moves to ou beloved Dick! Enjoy!!!
Chapter 2—Making Amends
Logan drove to Shelley's house, completely confused by the confrontation he had just had. He had to know what was going on, and why the girl who had been trying to make amends with the people she had known her whole life now seemed to not care. He had known Veronica since they were twelve; he knew her deepest secrets and fears. He needed to know what was wrong with her.
As he got to Shelley's house he saw her car. Seeing the words across the windshield he became confused, they had done far worse things to her than that, and she always came back with her bright smile and hope-filled eyes. This had been something more, she was broken now and he was determined to find out why. Taking a clock out of his glove compartment he began wiping the hateful words off her car. He would make this right no matter what he had to do. Seeing her cry had made him realize how stupid the fighting truly was, something Duncan had been telling him for months.
As he finished cleaning the windshield of his car he took out his cell phone. Dialing the number he knew like the back of his hand he waited for an answer. "Hey I need a favor."
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Veronica had been in the shower for over an hour. She had been happy her father was away, because she didn't want him to see her like this. Turning the water off, she quickly got out and wrapped a towel around herself. Wiping the mirror with her hand she looked at herself, glad that there were no physical reminders of the night. She quickly grabbed a pair of scissors from the medicine cabinet and put her hair in a loose ponytail. She cut just above the elastic band and watched as her hair fell to the ground leaving a wet mess on her head. She let one final tear fall as she silently made a pact never to let an 09er cause her pain again.
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She lay in bed trying to sleep. She had no memory to haunt her nightmares, but somehow the possible scenarios and perpetrators ran through her head. She really wondered if knowing who had taken her last ounce of dignity would be better than having no recollection of the events. Maybe not knowing would mean she could eventually convince herself it never happened. That's what she would do, just act like nothing had happened, and then maybe it would become a reality.
Around midnight she allowed herself to sleep and prepare for the day ahead of her. The day where she would have to face the people who had watched as she was drugged and raped. Getting answers out of them would be like trying to put a two year old to sleep.
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"Dude, why am I helping Ronnie out?" Dick asked as he pulled up next to his friend's SUV. "She betrayed us, or do you not remember. You were all about paybacks last night."
"Shove it Dick." He said while connecting the tow-rope to the Front of the Lebaron.
"Feeling guilty bout taking a peak at Lillie's betrayer?" Dick said in mock seriousness. Before he could even look up Logan had him pinned against the car.
"Don't you EVER mention Lilly to me, do you understand that?" He released Dick while shoving him to the ground, and jumping into the Xterra. He sat for a minute trying to figure out why this guilt had suddenly come over him. He had been the ring leader for the Veronica Mars hate club since before Lilly died. She had betrayed him, more so than her other friends, but most of all she had betrayed Lilly—The girl who could quiet possibly be her sister.
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"What's going on with you and Ronnie?" Logan asked his best friend.
"Nothing I just got bored with it." Duncan tried shrugging the subject off, not wanting to discuss his recent break up.
"You're a worse actor than my father, so cut the bullshit and tell me, your sister is just as worried as me?"
"Which sister?"
"Umm the only one you have." Logan stated while giving Duncan a curious look. It had been less than a week ago when Veronica and Duncan had been planning the big night and now he was bored, things weren't adding up.
"Look dude it's complicated." Duncan stated as he looked around the room they were sitting in uncomfortably.
"Uncomplicate it for me then."
"Fine but this never leaves this room." Logan agrees with a nod, urging Duncan to continue. "Her mom, and well my dad, had an affair." Duncan took in a deep breath and you could see the pain filling his eyes. "She's my sister." Logan had no clue what to say to that.
"Does she know?" He asked while already knowing the answer.
"No, she adores her father, she can't ever know."
After Lilly had died, Logan had even hated Veronica for that. Veronica was the one person that could take away the legacy of Lilly Kane rather she knew it or not. He stayed true to his promise to Duncan though and never mentioned it again. Lilly had automatically wanted to tell Veronica that they were sisters, but in the end they had made a pact to take it to the grave. Unfortunately, Lilly met her grave first.
While still sitting in his car another memory crossed his mind, this one was happier.
They were sitting on the beach in formal attire, Veronica with her head against Duncan's chest and Lilly sprawled out in a manner tat reminded Logan of a famous Da Vinci Sketch they had been learning about in world history. "This is perfect." Lilly stated, nobody responded, they all just sat there in their formal wear sipping on Champagne. "Promise me we will stay like this forever."
"Always, until we're old and wrinkly." Veronica replied to her friend, not wanting to ruin the moment that was so close to perfect. "We'll have houses right next to one another and our children will be friends."
"You'll marry Duncan, so they will be cousins silly!" Everyone laughed as they heard the excitement in Lilly's voice. "And you, Veronica Mars, will be my sister."
The rest of the night was spent watching the sun come up in silence. The last words to be heard before leaving were from Lilly again, but this time more serious. "We have to stick together, the four of us, because if we don't we will lose ourselves."
A tear rolled down his cheek as her remembered the following weeks, their last weeks as the fantastic four. Once Lilly died they had fallen apart, Lilly had been the glue that held them together, forging some sort of bond between the four, and now they were broken. Duncan rarely came out of his stupor enough to notice the world around him, and Veronica had been pushed out, and fed to the dogs. He was suddenly determined to get them back together. They needed each other rather they liked it or not. Maybe they weren't the fabulous four anymore, but without each other they had become bitter and broken.
