I felt something was changed and I looked up and saw into her eyes.
Oh God, she was awake, my Kerry was awake.
- I'm here darling, I took her hand and saw that she was confused, don't try to speak, your still intubate.
When I saw the tears brings up into her eyes it crushed my heart, how should I tell her that the baby was died?
- Don't cry, I promise everything is going to be alright.
I sighed quite; it was easy for me to said, I wasn't intubate, I could talk and I didn't had a terrible pain.
One hour later.
She took a deep breathe and Elisabeth Corday left the room.
- Do you want some ice or water sweetie?
- No, her voice was weak, can you just be here?
Sometimes, love is all you need.
I sat on her bedside and stroked her over the hair for a very long moment.
How should I tell her? How in the hell should I tell her?
Please, let it be a mistake it can't be true, it can't. The baby must to be alive.
But I know that wasn't a mistake.
I must tell her, I can't keep this like a secret forever.
- Kim, how's the baby?
What should I say? I don't want to tell her yet, it was too early, she's not ready, and she's too tired and too hurt.
- Please I need to know, is our baby died?
I saw it; she already knew.
- Kerry, I took her hand, you're hurt and you've lost very much blood, Dr Corday and Dr Anspaugh did everything they could but…
- No, the tears falls down her cheek, no!
Without a word I took her in my arms and hold her close.
- It's not true, please Kim tell me it's not true!
- I'm sorry; I'm so damn sorry honey.