That night let's just say her thoughts weren't too thrilling as she wrote in her journal.
"Ginny… what's that matter with you?" Hermione asked. "All week you have been distant with me."
"Nothing." Ginny lied as she sat on the end of her bed.
"Mmhm, yea right." Hermione said as she walked out the door of their room.
"What do you know?" Ginny mumbled under her breath.
"So they say… if you look up Snaps nose you can see a forest." Neville proclaimed at the breakfast table just before Hermione was about to take a mouth full of egg.
"Neville that's disgusting." Ginny said as she moved a little in her seat. Every now and then Ginny would look over at Harry and Hermione who were sitting across the table, it would make Ginny feel inferior when she was around them 'together,' Ginny was also thinking how bad she must be since she was sitting next to a guy who was talking about Professor Snaps' nose hair and sitting next to her brother who had now stated producing bodily gas about five minutes ago. As Ginny saw Hermione press her lips on Harry's for the tenth time this morning she didn't feel less for Harry she felt more, she wanted to be Hermione right then, at that moment. Ginny put her fork down and rested her head on her hand while trying to fix her eyes upon something else.
"Are you gunna eat that?" Ron asked Ginny.
"No…" Ginny said.
"Ahh I see that you have taken in the diet idea I suggested." Ron joked. "Can I have it?"
"Sure… but Ron you should lay off the eggs." Ginny said picking up the food on the plate and threw it in Ron's face. "Whoops it slipped." Ginny said coolly as she got up and walked away.
She couldn't stand being around Hermione and Harry… she felt so awkward. Hermione has no clue and Ginny can't tell her now… she might think Ginny wants to steal him away from her…
"It's not fair… I liked him first." Ginny said as she walked into her first class for the day.
She kept thinking that she wasn't good enough… that she wasn't old enough… or she wasn't pretty enough as she tried finding some sense out of the situation. Ginny walked into her second class.
"Maybe it's for the best… I wouldn't want to end up in a fight and resent him for it." Ginny said to herself.
She thought about the past… how Harry would always come over to her house… how her mother made him part of the family, how things would be different now that he knows how she truly feels about him. Ginny said as she sat down at the desk of her third class.
"But what if I did resent him that way I wouldn't like him any more…"
"But I don't want to resent him and I don't want him to resent me… I love him." Ginny said leaving her fourth and final class for the day.
Ginny walked slowly though the corridors to make it back to the Gryffindor common room only to run into none other than Harry.
"Ginny." He said.
"Harry." Ginny said trying to walk around him but was caught by him trying to walk around her the same way. "This is stupid." Harry said.
"What's stupid?" Ginny acted dumb of course she new what was stupid.
"This… you're avoiding me."
"I haven't been avoiding you." Ginny protested.
"Well… you're not talking to me like you used to." He said.
"Well what do you expect? You know how I feel about you and you decide to go out with my best friend." Ginny raised her voice.
"Ginny shh… people might hear you." Harry said cuffing her mouth only to have Ginny rip his hand off her.
"So what?"
"So… I don't want Ron to know ok." Harry said pushing Ginny into an empty classroom across the corridor and shutting the door behind him. "I know you must feel upset… but it was the only way…"
"The only way what?" Ginny cut Harry off.
"Hermione has liked me for years." Harry said.
"So what… so have I." Ginny yelled at him."
"That's different." He proclaimed.
"Oh… and hows is that." Ginny asked walking up to him to look him proper in the eyes.
"Because I've liked you too." Harry confessed and pressed his lips on Ginny's quite forcefully.
Ginny let out a breath of relief as they explored each others mouths. They stumbled backwards until Ginny hit a table which Harry picked her up and put her on. He spread her legs so they were either side of him and continued stroke Ginny's body that he wanted so badly. Ginny let out a moan as Harry played with Ginny's breasts, "Harry." Ginny said breathless… Was that a good Harry or a bad Harry, Harry wondered? Then Ginny placed her lips back onto his giving Harry goose bumps as Ginny reached down to his school belt and undid it. The purpose of un doing Harry's belt was to un tuck his shirt, so Ginny could un do his buttons and eventually take off his shirt and thus she had succeed. Ginny traced kisses along his chest, up to his neck and back to his lips once more causing Hermione to feel the satisfaction that she had given Harry as she stroked his penis.
"I think it's in here hold on…" Both Ginny and Harry heard a voice open the door only to have it held open for about a minute giving them time to hide behind the teachers' desk. "Oh yea I can't wait till Friday… my goal is to get Albus on the dance floor." Ginny and Harry heard Professor McGonagalls' voice as she picked up something from the table they were hiding behind. "Ok let's go shopping." She said causing Ginny to let out a silent giggle.
"Ok their gone." Harry said.
"That was really close." Ginny implied. Ginny and Harry sat in silence for a moment until their eye contact caused them to burst out laughing.
"What's so funny?" Harry laughed.
"I don't know." Ginny said pressing her lips on his again but this time breaking away.
"I'm sorry about the whole Hermione thing." Harry said.
"It's ok… so what are you going to do about her?" Ginny asked.
"To tell you the truth… I can't break up with her…. not now at least." Harry stated.
"Why not?"
"Cause she really likes me and I don't wanna hurt her… I mean we have been together… what almost two weeks now and she has been saying how much she loves me and all… saying that 'oh Harry I don't know what I'd do without you… without you I feel so… incomplete.'" Harry imitated Hermione. "I just can't do it right now… I have never seen Hermione so happy… so strong." Harry said looking Ginny in the eye. "Do you know what I mean?"
"Yea I do… you don't want to go out with me… you just want a quick snogging fest." Ginny got defensive.
"No that's not true I want to go out with you so bad… but wether I was going out with Hermione or not there is noway I would be able too." Harry confessed. "And that's why I have been so hesitant telling you how I feel."
"So… let's keep it a secret… and you can still go out with Hermione… it woks out for the best really… Hermione is happy, you're happy, I'm happy… everyone is happy. People won't suspect a thing… people will think you're going out with Hermione and no one will think we are together, Ron won't know... no one will… this is great." Ginny's said. "Wait… you can only go so far with Hermione… only kissing. No touching, no oral and definitely no sex." Ginny said.
"I wouldn't have it any other way." Harry said pressing his lips onto hers once more. "What type of kissing can I share with Hermione?" Harry teased as he kissed Ginny once more.
"No pashing. Just kiss on the lips and that's it."
"Oh what I have to beautiful girls and I am only allowed to kiss one of them on the lips and that's it." Harry joked.
"And that's it." Ginny mimicked him.
A/N what ya all think?? Thank you to my reviews??? Once again. Lots or words karebear90 p.s what do u all want to see happen???