Okay...adult content in this chappie featuring bankotsu and himself .

thnx 2 reviewers...and yeah..thats about it. and YES this chappie and the next few were made to make you feel sorry 4 ban. . but neways...read it .


Chapter Nine

Longing

Those 5 days passed for the Shichinintai peacefully as well, but they had not spoken to Bankotsu yet about what happened the night Kagome had left. But they were starting to get worried about him. He had locked himself in his room and had never came out. He let no one in either.

"Do you think...We should talk to him?..." said a worried Jakotsu to Renkotsu. The shichinintai minus Bankotsu were seated in the main room for lunch right now." Yeah..." said Renkotsu. " Before he kills himself in there." "Gersh" said Ginkotsu in total agreement.

The four of them got up and walked to Bankotsu's room. Without knocking, the opened it and saw Bankotsu lying on his futon on his side facing the wall.

"Bankotsu no aniki!..." said Jakotsu. However, they were not moving anywhere yet, just giving Bankotsu time to realize that they were there.

He didnt answer him.
"What the hell did you say to her to make her this mad?!" said Mukotsu. Renkotsu bonked Mukotsu on the head and then started shaking his own.

"..." Bankotsu still said nothing. The four of them walked in and shut the door behind them. " But really Bankotsu no aniki...what did you do?" said Renkotsu.

"I dont wanna talk about it..." he said so extremly quietly " I only want her to come back...I want to apologize to her...I want to tell her...I love her... When...when will she come back?..."

Renkotsu and Jakotsu exchanged a glance. They had heard Kagome's yell the night she left.

Flashback

"KAGOME!!" yelled Sango " KAGOME!!". Kagome came out from sitting on a log behind a tree. "They said we can come back anytime we like." said Sango.

"I dont care. IM NEVER COMING BACK HERE EVER AGIAN!!!" Kagome yelled so loudly that Sango thought that the shichinintai at the top of the stairs probably heard it.

End flashback

"B-bankotsu no aniki...She...she's not coming back..." said Renkotsu really quietly. " N-no...shes...she has to come back...she has to...' moaned Bankotsu as he got up slowly. " Please...tell her...I need her...I cant live without her..."

"Bankotsu no aniki, I-" said Renkotsu but he stopped and looked at his chest. There was a glowing hot burn coming from it. He reached down and found a mirror, from Kagome's time.

"What the hell is this!?" said Renkotsu holding it up. Then out of nowhere, Kagome's face appeared on it. " K- Kagome??..." he said with major disbelief in his voice.

"Renkotsu...Are the other's here?" she said. " Ya...What is this..umm...mirror like thingy?..." he said.

Kagome in the mirror laughed. " its a mirror Renkotsu. I put a charm on it so I would be able to talk to you. I slipped this in your robes when we were at the bath house."

The others gathered around Renkotsu and the mirror, even Bankotsu since he could see his beloved Kagome again. Kagome...

"I cant stay on here for too long...Youre probably wondering about the charm I said. Renkotsu, Jakotsu, Ginkotsu...Mukotsu if you're there since I cant see you.." said mirror Kagome and Mukotsu said "HEY!" and Renkotsu brought the mirror down a little. In the mirror, beside Kagome, Sango appeared, laughing.

"Haha...DUMBASS!" she said, making the shichinintai smile, except for Bankotsu. His eyes were fixed on Kagome's face.

"Back to what I was saying, Renkotsu, Jakotsu, Ginkotsu, Mukotsu...I never told you guys something...I'm...Im a preistess from 500 years into the future." she said. " This charm...I can contact you, Renkotsu. But you can't contact me...When it glows hot, hold it up to a candle flame, and I will appear."

"You're from 500 years later?!?!" said Jakotsu with disbelief in his eyes now. " Yes." said mirror Kagome.

"Kagome...we all miss you here...come back to us..." said Renkotsu with a sad smile. " What? You miss me already? Its only been five days!" she said with a laugh. " geeze Renkotsu I thought you could bear to be away from me for five days"

Renkotsu kinda smiled at her. " Yes...but others arent doing so well..." he said. " Dont tell me that that idiotic Mukotsu is still there." said Sango beside Kagome. " What?" said Kagome. " Never mind." said Sango. " Are you telling me you like Mukotsu????!!??" yelled Kagome almost dropping the mirror.

"NO!!!" yelled back Sango.

"Ladies!" said Renkotsu into the mirror. They both stopped arguing and looked at him. " Kagome...When are you gonna come back?..." said Jakotsu. " We all miss you guys here!" said Mukotsu.

"Kagome!" whispered a horse voice. In the mirror, Renkotsu could see Kagome's face get closer, trying to find the owner of the voice.

Renkotsu turned around. Bankotsu was standing there with his hand reaching out for the mirror. He gave it to him as he sat down.

"Kagome..." said Bankotsu to the mirror. In the mirror, Kagome's happy face suddenly turned into a frown and dissappeared and was replaced by only Sango's face.

"S-she...says she dosen't want to talk to you Bankotsu..." said Sango while looking to her side, where Kagome stood.

"P-please...tell her to come back..." whispered Bankotsu.

"I can't Bankotsu. I don't know what happened between the two of you...but Kagome...you need to persuade her yourself. I can't do it for you" said Sango. " And Kagome holds control of this mirror. She can cut my connection to you off at anytime.."

Bankotsu looked at the mirror "Please...I miss her so much...please..." Sango saw his expression so clearly. Hurt, Rejection, loss, and longing.

"Fine...I'll try." said Sango and they saw her turn away from the mirror for a while. Then she turned back. " Im sorry Bankotsu...I cant..." she said.

"Please...I need her...Please..." said Bankotsu over and over again.

"Get Renkotsu to hold the mirror if you want to see Kagome." said Sango with a small sigh. Bankotsu looked at the mirror for a while, sighed then nodded in defeat and handed it to him

Renkotsu took it. " Sango." he said and suddenly, Kagome appeared at her side holding a huge bunch of flowers with a sweatdrop on her head.

"Uh?...Kagome?" said Sango looking at the flowers. " Shut up...Koga came..." said Kagome putting the flowers down. "All better now!" and she turned to the mirror. " Okay Im back...Ignore the flowers." she said. Renkotsu smiled. " Who were they from?" he asked and he felt Bankotsu getting up and walking across the room to his futon. Kagome looked like she was about to answer when she turned and looked at something. Then she turned back.

"Renkotsu. I can't keep talking to you any longer right without Inuyasha and Miroku getting suspicious of where we went." said Kagome. " Remember to hold it up to a candle flame when it burns...Give Mukotsu, Jakotsu and Ginkotsu a hug for me. Oh and you too. Huggie!" and she spread her arms out like she was giving Renkotsu a hug from far away.

Then the mirror went blank. Renkotsu looked at it. His own face looked back at him. " She's gone..." he said. "Now. Jakotsu, Mukotsu, Ginkotsu. Come here and get the hug Kagome wanted me to give you." The three of their eyes popped out. "I was joking!" said Renkotsu, laughing at their expressions.

"Bankotsu no aniki...are you alright?" asked Jakotsu walking to the futon and laying his hand on his back. Bankotsu moaned into his pillow.

"Come on...Come have some food with us..." said Renkotsu. Bankotsu moaned no again. Renkotsu sighed. " Bankotsu no aniki...I think you would like this." he said as he pulled out the picture Sango had given him right before he left.

Bakotsu shook his head no before ever lifting his head to look at it. " Bankotsu no aniki. Look at it before you decide you dont want it! Im sure you'll like it!" said Renkotsu.

He lifted his head very slightly to look at Renkotsu. He was holding a mini potrait of some sort. He reached his hand out for it.

He held it up to his face and looked at it. His breath caught. "Kagome..." he whispered, his eyes transfixed on the picture.

After a moment of silence, Ginkotsu said "gersh" and he turned around and walked? Out of the room. Mukotsu followed him out saying " See ya later Bankotsu no aniki!" and earning himself another bonk from Renkotsu. "Fuck Mukotsu! Say appropriate stuff at the appropriate times!"

"Wheres the mirror." said Bankotsu in his mono voice. Renkotsu held it out to him and he took it. " Remember Kagome contorls this mirror Bankotsu no aniki..." Renkotsu said. Bankotsu nodded as a few streaks of tears fell down his cheeks. He hastily reached up and wiped them away.

"Bankotsu no aniki..." said Jakotsu. " Are you gonna be alright?..." No answer except another moan. " Okay...We'll be in the main room if you need anything then." said Renkotsu and the two of them walked out of the room.

Bankotsu was left in his room alone. He took out the mirror and looked at it. His heat ached for the girl who originally owned it.

Kagome...Kagome...his heart called out for her. There was nothing he could do was there? Kagome...only if you could come back...please...i want to apologize to you...and tell you how i truly feel about you...

He stared at the mirror, as if waiting for her to call and the mirror to grow hot. It never did. "Kagome...I wanted...a lifetime with you...but I'll cherish our 2 days together always, in my heart...in my soul..." he said to no one in particular.

He reached beside him and reached for the picture. Of Kagome and Sango. Bankotsu took it and ripped it down the middle. He dropped the half of it that had Sango's face and half of her body in it onto the floor and held the one with Kagome's head and body on it to his heart.


Renkotsu and Jakotsu crept up to the door or their leaders room and opened it a little. They peaked inside. They had wanted to know what the hell their leader did all day in his room.

They saw him put the mirror down and pick the picture up. They saw him rip it in half and drop one of the two pieces and hold the other to his heart.

"What is he doing?"asked Jakotsu in a whisper. Renkotsu shrugged and turned back to the crack in the door.

Bankotsu was looking at that picture. His eyes were fixed on it and admiring every little detail and feature about her. Involuntarirly, he reached down and put his hand on his cock. He imagine what she would be like without those clothes on...

Uh...Kagome...he thought as he moaned. He thought no one was there, but he didn't know that Renkotsu and Jakotsu were outside the door.

"NANI!!!" yelled Jakotsu in a whisper. " Is he gonna...do what I think he is?!?"

"Hush!" said Renkotsu. "...but i think your right...i think...he's gonna..." Jakotsu turned away at the same time Renkotsu did.

!!adult scene!!!

His pants were getting a little uncomfortable now. He kept looking at the picture. " Kagome... If I can't have you...then the closest...I can get is...your picture?..." he whispered in a husky voice that made Jakotsu and Renkotsu turn back and look through the door.

Bankotsu kept stroking himself over his pants. "Uh..." this time, he moaned louder then the last and moved his hand faster.

"EW!!!" whispered Renkotsu as he turned back away. Jakotsu had no comment to make about that as he too turned away. Bankotsu put the picture down beside him and reached down and fumbled with his clothing for a while. After a while of struggling he managed to pull off his clothes and was now sitting naked on the futon. He put Kagome's picture on the futon right beside him so he could see it. He put his hand over his cock.

In his mind, he saw Kagome....She was in the bath house with him...The water rolling off her skin, clinging to her hair and to tips of her breasts. And him...he was beside her...touching her, feeling her every curve...she was his...all his...and no one else's...she came closer...

Those images made him lose control and he started pumping himself. The heat in him was building. He could hear Kagome's voice in his ear, her screams of pleasure.

He felt pressure on him. He needed her. He needed to release into her. " Kagome..." he moaned as he bucked his hips against what should have been Kagome's hips. His thrusts became faster and more urgent.

He closed his eyes and threw his head back. He groaned. He could feel it...It was near...right about ..."KAGOME!!" he yelled her name out as his release came. He caught his seed in his own hand and rubbed it all over his dick for another go.

This time, it was slower. Last time had been wild. " Kagome..You would have liked it gentle...wouldn't you..." he said to the air as he touched his thigh and slowly traced it up to where his cock was. He took himself in his hand and imagined that it was Kagome's hot love canal he was shoving himself into.

"Gross! I cant believe he just did that and said that!" whispered Jakotsu. Renkotsu had a funny look on his face, kind of like disgusted. " ya...let's go and leave Bankotsu...to his...uh...pleasuring...himself.." said Renkotsu and him and Jakotsu walked away.

Inside the room , Bankotsu had just released for the second time and was enjoying the after shock of his orgasm. "Uh...Kagome...Please...Come...back..." he moaned " Or is a picture all I'll have of you?..." Tears fell down his cheeks and onto his bare chest. " Kagome...Kagome..." he moaned her name over and over again. "Kagome!!"

"I cant...go on without you...I know im a self centered idiot who can't contol his feelings but...Im a self centered idiot that loves you...Kagome...please...dont...tell me what Renkotsu said was true...please...come back to me...one day..."


Renkotsu, Jakotsu, Ginkotsu and Mukotsu were sitting in the main room and eating. Jakotsu and Renkotsu were silent after what they had just witnessed their leader do.

"So..um...what dose Bankotsu no aniki do in that room all day?..." said Mukotsu. The two who had been spying choked on their food .

"You...kinda wouldn't want to know..." said Renkotsu while reaching for a drink. "Why wouldn't I??..." asked Mukostu with his eyebrow raised.

"Uh...because its not techinically that appropriate..." said Renkotsu, his own eyebrow raised. " what?! You said innappropriate with Kagome and Bankotsu but Kagome's not there anymore, so what inappropriate thing could he do with himself?" said Mukotsu.

Renkotsu chucked his cup at him. " Damn your dense." he said. " Tell me!!" said Mukotsu. " Damn you dickhead." said Jakotsu " Bankotsu no aniki was PLEASURING himself!" he yelled.

"NANI!?!?" yelled Mukotsu jumping up.

"Yeah...I told you it wasn't all that appropriate." said Renkotsu leaning back.

Suddenly, the door burst opened. A MALE servant ran into the room.

"There are 2 ladies outside the temple ...and they want to see you!...They wont tell us their names...only that you better go there or they'll come in themselves!" said the man.

"What?" said Renkotsu getting up. " Why do we have to present ourselves to them?..."

"I dont know...but you better hurry..." said the servant.

"Too late." said a voice at the door.

The Shichinintai turned.

Sango was standing at the door dressed in her taijiya outfit. Her big heavy boomerang was slung across her shoulder and her hair was in a high ponytail.

"Sango!" said Renkotsu, walking to her. " You came back!" and he pulled her into a one armed hug.

"Yes.." said Sango with a a giggle as she leaned against Renkotsu's shoulder. " Oh...Nice...boomerang?..." said Renkotsu looking at it. " Hirikotsu." said Sango with a smile and taking it off. He took it and put it in the corner of the room.

"Sit down Sango." said Jakotsu motioning with his hand. Sango nodded and took a seat. " So...You guys miss us already after five days?" she said with a little laugh.

"Yeah...And Bankotsu no aniki hasn't been out of his room since the day you guys left." said Renkotsu. "Really?...What's wrong with him?..." said Sango.

"I don't know.." sighed Renkotsu. " He stays in his room all day and all night. He dosen't let anyone go in and he dosen't come out himself. We went to him today. The most he said was I only want her to come back...I want to apologize to her...I want to tell her...I love her... When...when will she come back?.."

"...Now I feel really sorry for him..." said Sango. " Yeah..and that's not all. Me and Renkotsu went to Bankotsu no aniki's room after that because we wanted to know what he does all day in there, and when we peeked in, he was...uh..." said Jakotsu.

"What was he doing?" asked Sango.

"Um...remember that picture you gave us right before you left?...We gave it to Bankotsu no aniki and he ripped it in half. He took half of it that had Kagome on it and uh" said Renkotsu "...he was pleasuring himself..." he added much more quietly.

"NANI!?!?" yelled Sango, an imatation of Mukotsu's nani a few minuets ago.

"Hey...Speaking of her, where is Kagome?" said Renkotsu.

" Oh well she-" began Sango but was inturrupted. "RENKOTSU!!" yelled a voice and Renkotsu got the wind knocked out of him by a black flying ball of hair.

He pulled back from it and looked. He gasped. It was Kagome.


Woot Woot! Kagome nd Sango r back!!! anyways...R&R