The next morning, Emily woke up. She walked out into the loungeroom. She found Meredith and Joss wrapped around each other on the lounge. Kate and Tony were on the ground and Annabeth and Jack were on the ground. Just as Emily was getting a drink, Addison came out.
" Hey, want one?". asked Emily. Addison nodded. Emily got two cups out and made two orange juices. They grabbed their juices and went and sat out the front on the porch.
" Did you see Joss and Meredith?". asked Emily.
" Yes, cutest thing ever". smiled Addison.
" I know". said Emily as she took a sip of her drink.
" Em, what you thinking?". asked Addison as Emily had a weird look on her face.
" I dont know, I just feel, I just feel really weird". said Emily.
" What you mean you feel really weird?". asked Addison confused.
" I dont know, I just feel funny". said Emily laughing.
" Are you pregnet?". asked Addison.
" I dont know, do you think I am?". asked Emily.
" I do, do you want to go get a test?'. asked Addison.
" I have one upstairs. I'll take it when everyone's out or something". said Emily. A few hours later, everyone was out except Addison, Emily and Addi. Emily was upstairs taking the test. Then she walked down the stairs. Addison was reading a book on the lounge while Addi was having a nap.
" Im pregnet". said Emily siting down on the lounge with a huff.
"And thats a bad thing?". asked Addison.
" No, its not a bad thing, I just wasnt expecting it so soon". said Emily. Just then Matt arrived.
" I think I might go have a lay down". said Addison as she gave Emily her look.
" Matt can we talk?". asked Emily.
" Sure whats up?". asked Matt as he sat down on the lounge.
" Um..I dont know how to say this but". started Emily as Matt interrupted.
" What? Are you breaking up with me already?". asked Matt.
" What...never...I love you to bits...but..well..Im pregnet". said Emily.
" Your what?'. asked Matt.
" Im pregnet". said Emily.
" ARe you serious?". asked Matt.
" Deadly". replied Emily.
" Ahhh". yelled Matt as he kissed Emily.
" Im going to be a dad...woohoo". said Matt as Addison came out and sat down on a lounge.
" You told him?". laughed Addison.
" Yup". replied Emily. Just then, Addi started to cry. Emily walked into her room.
" Hello sweetie". said Emily as she picked her up and kissed her forehead.
A few months later, Emily got the call every daughter dreaded.
" Hello Emily Lehman?". asked Emily as she answered her mobile.
" Hi this is doctor Johns, Im calling about your parents". said Dr Johns.
" Yes, what about them?". asked Emily.
" Im very sorry, but our parents were in a car crash and died instantly". said Dr Johns.
" No, your lieing". said Emily tearfully.
" Im sorry". said Dr Johns. A few hours later, Emily drove home to find all her brothers and sisters at home.
" Hey Em". said Annabeth sadly as she walked in. Emily started to cry. All her brothers and sisters went over and held her. They held each other. Just then, Matt walked in with Addi in her arms. They all sat down on the lounge while Matt put Addi to bed.
" You know they deserved it". said Danny.
" What the hell did you just say?". asked Emily getting up of the lounge.
" I said they deserved it. They were always nagging us to get married. Dad was always hitting you. Mum knew". said Danny as he stood up.
" Why did you have to bring that up? He may of hit me but I forgave him. Cant you do the same?". asked Emily angrily as Matt walked out.
" I cant forgive him. He hurt you. You use to cry yourself to sleep everysingle night. Then, one night, I stood up for you, do you remember that?". asked Danny.
" I remember, but It made it worse, he kept on hitting me. Until I went to College. He stopped.". yelled Emily.
" What if you didnt go to college? If you didnt go to college, dad would of still hit you". yelled Danny back. Emily was starting to get really angry.
" Why cant you just shut the hell up! Im sick of all the crap you put this family through. With your drug addicton, your alcohol, you getting arrested nearlly every single weekend. I may have been the second youngest, but I acted like the oldest. You acted as id you didnt give a dam about our family. Every single night, you were out getting pissed, mum would cry herself to sleep, dad was out aswell, I was the only one brave enough to go in there and see if she was ok, I was the only one brave enough, so dont you dare, sit there and say they deserved it". yelled Emily.
" Em, calm down, this is doing any good". said Matt putting a hand on Emily's shoulder.
" Whats that suppose to mean?'. asked Danny.
" Im pregnet you arrogant bastered". yelled Emily as she stormed of and grabbed her keys and left.
" Now look what you've done you idiot". said Joss going after her. Emily got in her car and drove over to Derak and Addison's place. Derak was at work and Addison was home.
" Hello?". asked Addison as she answered the door.
" Addi". cried Emily as Addison put her arms around Emily. Addison guided her into the loungeroom and put her arm around her.
" Whats wrong Em?". asked Addison as they sat down on the lounge.
" Danny had ago". said Emily as she pulled away from Addison.
" What do you mean he had ago?. asked Addison.
" He said that my parents deserved to die". said Emily.
" Wait? Your parents are dead?". asked Addison.
" They died today in a car accident". said Emily as she cried even more.
" Awww...Em". said Addison as she hugged her tighter.
" Then we had a go at each other for ages and then Matt broke it up by saying this is doing an good". said Emily.
" Then he's like whats this suppose to mean and Im like Im pregnet you arrogant bastered. Then I grabbed my keys and left". said EMily crying. When Derak got home and hour later, he found Addison siting up head on the arm of the lounge and Emily asleep on her legs. Addison woke up.
" She' going to be staying here tonight, can you go and tell Matt shes alright please?". asked Addison.
" Sure". said Derak as he left. When Derak arrived at Emily and Matt's house. When Derak entered the house.
" Em?". asked Matt as he stood up.
" No mate, its me. Emily's staying at my house with Addi". said Derak. As Matt got up and grabbed his keys.
" I wouldnt Matt, Em needs time. She needs female time with Addi, Is it alright if I stay here?". asked Derak.
" Um, yeah sure, you can sleep where ever". said Matt as he sat back down.
Meanwhile at Addison's house...
" Addi, you awake?". asked Emily who was laying on Addison's lap.
" Yeah Em, Im still awake sweetie, you alright?". asked Addison whos head was on the arm of lounge. She stroked Emily's hair.
" I dont know, Im thinking of this baby, he or she is going to be brought up into a screwed up family". said Emily as she cried into Addison's lap.
" Hey hey, dont you dare say that, yo hear me, your family is not screwed up sweetie". said Addison as she bent down and kissed Emily's head then they went back to sleep. The next morning when they woke up.
" Hey Em, are you feeling better?". asked Addison.
" Yeah, Im feeling better, thanks Add". said Emily as she hugged Addison.
" Were ddoing alot of this hugging thing arent we?". asked Addison laughing.
" Yes". laughed Emily.
" You ready to go home? Do you want to borrow some clothes and have a shower first?". asked Addison.
" Yeah If you dont mind". replied Emily. They got up of the lounge and walked into Addison's room. Addison went through her wardrobe and got out tracksuite pants and a top to match.
" Here ya go". said Addison as she handed Emily the clothes.
" Thanks, the shower just through here?". asked Emily.
" Yup". replied Adddison. A few mintues later, Emily and Addison arrived at Emily and Matt's house. There were people everywhere. Just then, Addi started to cry. Emily grabbed a bottle and her and Addison walked into her room. Addison walked over and picked Addi up.
" Can I feed her?". asked Addison.
" Yeah, sure, here". said Emily as handed Addison the bottle. Addison accepted the bottle. Emily walked into her bedroom and found Matt only sleeping on his half. Emily ran over to the bed and jumped on him making to be careful of her belly.
" Hello darling". said Emily as she kissed Matt's head.
" Hey Em". said Matt as and hugged Emily.
" Emily". yelled Matt as he woke up fully.
" Yes hunni I am here, and no hunni, of course we dont have visitors". laughed Emily.
" Oh right, I forgot we had visitors". said Matt as he kissed Emily's head and got up. They walked out into the loungeroom just as everyone was waking up.
" Emily? That you? Are you alright? Hows the baby?". asked Annabeth.
" Im alright, the baby is totally fine". replied Emily.
A few days later, it was the funeral for their parents. They woke up and got dressed. Matt wore a suite while Emily wore a dress with stockings and shoes. Then Emily went into Addison's room and dressed her in a little black dress, with black stockings and black shoes. Then Addison and Derak arrived. They all drove to the cemetary in silence.
" Hi, my names Emily Lehman, and my parents died. They were a few of the most important people in my life. They ment the whole entire world to me. I could always go to them if I was ever in trouble. Ha, at my wedding, my family were telling embarrising stories. But one that struck me the most, was one my mum told me after. She remembered when I ws two, and I danced for the very first time. I can still see her face. The look on her face was amazing. She was so happy. She had the biggest smile on her face. She looked so poud. I still couldnt believe she actually remembered it. But, they were the most amazing people in my life. Though there gone, I know that they will always be here for us. They may not be in plain sight but they will always be here, in our hearts". said Emily tearfully as she put a hand on her mothers cofin and one on her dads. Then her brother and sisters walked up and they did the same. Then they went and sat down.
About half an hour later, it was the wake at Emily's and Matt's house. Everyone was outside. Emily was siting on the swinging chair. Then Danny came over.
" Em, we need to talk". said Danny as he sat down beside her.
" Sure whats up?". asked Emily.
" Em, Im sorry bout the other night, but I was kind of actually serious". said Danny.
" You were?". asked Emily as she stood up.
" Yes". said Danny.
" Are you friggin serious? You bring this crap up, on mum and dads funeral, I can not believe you". said Emily as she left and went inside. Emily went into her room and layed down on the bed. Then she started to cry.
" Why did you have to leave". cried Emily looking up into the roof. Emily screamed. She had to let her pain out but when she finished screaming, she didnt feel as if her pain was gone. She felt as if it was still there. A few days later, Emily was still so up set. No-one was home, so Emily screamed her head off. Then she heard someone coming in the front door and comming into her bedroom.
" Em, are you ok?". asked Addison as she walked in with Addi in her arms. Addison seen that Emily had been crying so she went and put Addi in her cot and walked back into Emily and sat on the bed. Before Addison could say anything, Emily started.
" I miss them so much". said Emily crying into Addison's shoulder as Addison out her arms around her.
" Hey heyy, em, its ok, but you have to understant, I know it's going to be hard, but you have to understand that it was their time to die". said Addison tearfully.
" I know its there time. But why couldnt it of been later not sooner". cried Emily.
" Sweetie, its going to be ok. All your friends and family are here for you. Its ok". said Addison as she held Emily as she cried. A few days later, Emily was better still abit sad. Emily was at home with Addi when Matt came home from work.
" Hey hunni, hey sweetie". said Matt as he kissed Addi's head and kissed Emily.
" Hey, how was work?". asked Emily as she put her book that she was reading down.
" Yeah it was pretty good". said Matt.
" That's good. Im comming back tomorro". replied Emily.
" Oh really, are you sure you ready?". asked Matt as he sat down on the lounge next to Emily.
" Yeah, Im ready honey, its ok". replied Emily.
" Thats good". said Matt as he kissed Emily.
" Hey em". said Matt.
" Yeah?". asked Emily.
" Your getting really big". said Matt.
" Hey". said Emily as she hit Matt playfully.
The next morning, Emily woke up and got Addi ready. When Emily was finished getting Addi ready, Matt got up and had a shower. Then they got dressed and drove Addi to daycare and Emily and Matt continued on to work. When they arrived at work, everyone welcomed her back. A few hours later, they had their first case. It was about a father who lost his parents and his holding his parents hostage.
" I just cant live with this anymore. If my parents lives arent worth living then either is mine and my family". said David, the bad guy. Emily put her hand over the mouth piece.
" Ive got primary, I can relate". said Emily.
" Ok". said Cheryl. As Emily took her hand of the mouth piece and spoke.
" Just because your parents are gone, it doesnt necesarily mean that you have to end your life". said Emily.
" And how the hell do you know?". asked David.
" Ive been there, I lost both my parents". replied Emily.
" Did the pain ever stop?". asked David.
" Im not going to lie to you. The pain doesnt go away. It stays forever. But it fades. But when you see or hear stuff that you reminds you of them, it makes the pain feel worse". said Emily.
" Did it hurt so bad you wanted to die?". asked David.
" It did at one stage. Come on David, you dont want your family to die do you?". asked Emily.
" No, Ill let them out on one condition". said David.
" And whats that one condition?". asked Emily.
" That you come in here an talk to me". said David. Emily was getting glares that said they didnt want her to go. Especially from Matt.
" Ok, you swap your hostages for me. You do it first". replied Emily.
" How bout we meet half way. I release half then I release the other half when your here". replied David.
" Ok". said Emily as everyone left the van except for Matt.
" Em, you cant do this". said Matt as Emily took of her shirt and put her bullet proof vest on and then out her shirt on.
" Ill be fine Matt. Dont worry, I love you". said Emily as she kissed Matt. Emily got her gun and put it in the back of her pants. Then grabbed another gun. Emily kissed Matt one last time and left. Emily walked out into plane view.
" David, now let half of the hostages go". said Emily. David let the hostages go and Emily walked in then he let the others go. Emily and David sat on the ground together.
" When did you loose your parents?". asked David.
" Um not very long ago, what about you?". asked Emily.
" Not very long ago". replied David.
" Im not going to hurt you". said David.
" Your not?". asked Emily.
" No, Im not, I just needed to talk to someone whos actually been through what Ive been through". said David. After a few minutes silence, David spoke.
" How close were you with your parents?". asked David.
" I was very close. They looked after my daughter". said Emily.
" You have a daughter? How old? Any other kids?". asked David.
" Yes, her names Addison, shes nearly one. I dont have any more kids but Im expecting". said Emily.
" Your pregnet?". asked David.
" Yes". said Emily.
" Im ready to leave now". said David standing up. Emily and David walked out.
" Im comming mum and dad". said David as he shot himself in the head. All his brains and everything went all over Emily. Emily just stood there staring at it. Then Matt came running over. He took his jacket off and put it around Emily's shoulders. Matt led Emily back to the van while everyone was staring as they walked. In this situation, people would cry, but Emily didnt cry. When Emily and Matt got home, Emily was still staring into space. Addison and Derak were there baby siting Addi. Emily walked into her room and sat on her bed staring into space.
" What happened?". asked Addison as Matt sat down on the lounge.
" We were doing a situation, and Em traded herself for the hostages, he was going through exactly what Em's going through, then, just as they were about to leave together, he shot himself in the head, everything going all over Em". said Matt. Addison and Derak just sat there staring at him. Addison got up and walked into Emily and Matt's bedroom. Emily was still staring at the wall. Addison helped Emily up and walked her into the bathroom. Addison turned on the shower and helped Emily in there. Emily couldnt stand up herself so Addison got in there and helped her. Addison was getting soaked but she didnt care. Then, while they were in the shower fully clothed, Emily started to cry. Addison wrapped her arms around Emily and Emily cried on the shoulder.
" Hey, Em, its ok, Im here". said Addison. Not very long later, Emily and Addison got out of the shower. They grabbed robes and put it around them.
" Do you want to borrow some clothes?". asked Emily.
" Um yes please". replied Addison. Emily handed Addison some pants and a top.
" Thanks, will you be alright while I change?". asked Addison.
" Yeah".said Emily as Addison went into the bathroom and changed. When Addison came out, Emily was siting on the edge of the bed crying still in her wet clothes. Addison ran over to Emily and sat next to her.
" Hey, Hey Em ,its ok, Im here". said Addison as she hugged Emily.
" I could of saved him. I could of stopped him from killing himself". cried Emily.
" Hey, dont you dare say that. You couldnt of helped him. He wanted to be with his parents, you couldnt of stopped him". said Addison. A few hours later, Emily was asleep and And Addison was lieing with her. Then she got up and walked out into the loungeroom.
" How is she?". asked Matt as Addison walked out.
" She's been better". said Addison siting down on the lounge.
" Addi, why is your hair wet? And why are you wearing Emily's clothes?". asked Derak.
" Oh, um, I gave Em a shower and I got soaked so Em lent me some of her clothes". replied Addison.
" Oh, right". said Derak looking at Addison's wet hair.