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"I need to take a shower love." I handed Bella a towel before she finished.

"Okay, I'll be back soon, I need to run an errand."

I was at the post office in a matter of two minutes. I shook my head letting my hair fall into place.

Today was different, because today, I received a letter from Jacob.

BPOV

Edward has been acting weird lately. It seems like he feels that I am troubled. Nothing is troubling me. Besides that my best friend choose his werewolf vs. vampire over friends. It was true, I did miss him, but Edward made me forget, Elizabeth and Jr. made me forget. I don't want to forget. Was I crazy for it, or just a good friend?

"Bella I'm back." A sweet angelic voice filled the room.

"So are you reading to go hunting? Alice is already opening the door (click)."

"Sure let's go Bella."

JPOV

I knew Edward had received my letter. It has been three days since I sent it. I layed down trying to get her out of my mind, why was this so hard, she is a bloodsucker! I threw my notebook across the room, there was no need to write when you were only drawing the person you want to forget. Then a song came on the reminded me of Bella.

It's a crime, you let it happen to me
Never mind, I'll let it happen to you
I don't mind forget it, there's nothing to lose
But my mind and all the things I wanted

Every time I get it, throw it away
It's a sign I get it, I wanna stay
By the time I lose it, I'm not afriad
I'm alive but I can surely fake it

How Can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see
Forget it, forget it, forget it, forget it
Forget it, forget it, forget it, forget it
Forget it, forget it, forget it, forget it
Forget it, forget it

There's a place I see you following me
Just a taste of all that might come to be
I'm alone but holding breath you can breathe
To question every answer counted

Just fade away
Please let me stay caught in your way
Just fade away
Please let me stay caught in your way

It's a crime, you let it happen to me
I don't mind, I love it, easy to please
Never mind, forget it
Just a memory on a page inside a spiral notebook

Just fade away
Please let me stay caught in your way
I can live forever here

How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me I don't wanna see
I can live forever here

It scared me. I wondered if I was the one who wrote this song. I still loved her. Yet she broke my heart, and now I am doing the same thing I hated to her. She was a big part of me, and it was true, I didn't want to see her. I wanted a taste, but I can't have one. I need to forget it, I need to forget her!

I picked up the phone and dialed the number I had ignored for years.

APOV

The phone started ringing when Edward Jr. ran to it. He handed it to me and I picked it up.

"Hello, Cullen residence."

"Hello, Bella?" A strange deep voice said.

"No, Alice. Who is this?"

"It's an old friend." He laughed, and I knew who it was.

"Jacob, is that you? Where the hell have you been the past five years?"

"Yes it is me, and I've been trying to, uh . . . forget it."

"Forget what?"

"Bella."

"Why you don't want any friends dog boy?"

"I have friends, and Bella still is my friend. Listen Alice, you knew I loved Bella. It is hard to be around her. I support her! God dammit don't you see I still love her? Edward sent me a letter asking me to visit them next month for Christmas. I'm not sure if I should. I replied. So I'm not a total ass as you make me out to be OK?"

I was shocked, was he crying? "Jacob did you call for Bella or Edward?"

"Edward, I need to decline the invite. The whole pack would have to come."

"No Jacob, Edward sent it to you for a reason. Come and see Bella, then never show your face again. You lied to her, you said you would visit her, well that worked out perfect. All I am asking for you is to freaking visit for one week with Bella, then not show your face ever again, if that is what you want."

"Alice, Bella was right about how she could never turn you down for anything. Well I'll think about the deal."

"Yes, it's just how I am. Thank you so much Jacob."

BPOV

My mind was Jacob free tonight, and I didn't mind. I never wanted to see or speak to Jacob again. I looked at Edward who was on top of me. He smiled and kiss my lips. I pulled our naked bodies together and felt him between my legs. I laughed and grabbed it. He groaned, making me forget even more. Next thing I knew, he was under me.

I slid down to where my head was right above his member. He looked at me with lustful eyes. "Bella" he whispered. With that I didn;t hesitate and put my lips around him. He was so cold and hard inside my mouth. He moaned making me put him in deeper. I started to speed up. He put his hand on my head helping me go up and down. I heard him moan my name. I smiled against his member not stopping.

Finally I sent him fully into me, making him tighten his grip on me. His cold sweet juices filled my mouth. I swallowed it all. He never took his eyes off of me. I blinked and there he was on top of me. He grabbed my hips and placed his tip on my lips. He rubbed it up and down my lips making me wet. HE put his head inside me, then pulled out. He did little by little, making me moan. I expected him to be all the way inside me slowly, but instead he threw himself into me hard.

"EDWARD!" I moaned clawing his back. His speed increased. I gasped for air while he sucked on my neck, thrusting into me over and over. I felt my orgasm coming so I threw my hips into his when he thrusted. We moaned each other name. We threw our hips into each other then I felt my walls tighten around him. We didn't stop at that.

MY walls tighten around him while he still came in and out, sending pleasure through out my body. My second orgasm snuck up on me and I screamed his name. He thrusted himself into me, filling me with his juices once again. We threw our hips together one more time then he rolled off.

"That was amazing." He breathed kissing each nipple.

"Yes it was, best part was, we didn't have to watch out to wake the kids."

He laughed and hugged me tightly. I was glad, tonight was one of the best nights ever.

APOV

Jacob and I chatted for a few more minutes about his visit to see Bella.

"Well Jacob, time for Edward Jr. and Lynette to go to bed."

"OK, I'll chat with you soon."

"Alrighty, talk to you later."

"Wait!"

"Yes Jacob?"

"Promise me something?"

"Sure what is it?"

"Don't tell anyone I called."

"Sure thing."

With that I hung up the phone and smiled to myself, Bella was going to love me for this!

Wow, longer chapter than usual. Kay I thought that song fitted perfectly!

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The song:

Forget It - Breaking Benjamin

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