The Half Blood Prince

Vs.

The Know-All Queen

The Blind Leading The Blind

Shit, shit, SHIT! I'm sitting on the end of a bed, about to have sex for the first time ever. And it's with Severus. Oh sweet Merlin's pants, this is scary, exciting and weird all at once. He moves on to the bed and I gulp, and in my nervous gulping, I begin to choke on my own saliva. In one word it is an utter disaster. As I begin coughing Severus snakes one arm round my waist whilst his other starts tracing trails over my neck. Sensual and slightly erotic as it is it doesn't do anything to stop me from choking I begin whacking my chest with my fist, it's terribly unattractive but it relives some pressure from not being able to breathe. The choking stops and Severus has now slipped a hand up my teaching robe and started massaging my back, I don't know if it is his late response to me gagging, or if he just wants a quick shag, either way on the whole it is rather pleasant. He slips my robe off, and I'm back to the pyjamas that I really wish were a lot sexier right now. He carries on massaging my back and starts kissing my neck. Ah, that's nice. Slowly a hand slides its way around to my front and through the side of my pyjama top. Dear God, that's good. I lean into him and the free hand that was around my waist is now sliding down the straps of my top.

"You really are very beautiful Hermione." He murmurs and begins to nibble on my earlobe.

I try to answer with something along the lines of: 'and you really are very sexy', instead I open my mouth and produce a sighing, squealing noise; as though somebody has let the air out of a tire. This doesn't appear to dissuade him as he speeds up the tempo of his hands on my breasts, which makes me breathe and moan quite rapidly, I'm beginning to feel like a wanton hussy. My hands are trying to find something to lean on and I find something either side of my hips that feels very comfy, I think it's his legs. The hissing noise Severus makes tells me I'm right, and he presses himself further into my back. Oh my word! I can feel…him digging into the base of my spine. And now I'm back to fear. I'm totally tense and his shirt cuffs are tickling my breasts, this worsens the situation as I begin hysterically laughing like some sort of lunatic.

"Your…shirt… the cuffs…" is all I manage to say between giggles. And I can't stop laughing as I'm overly sensitive and racked with nerves

"You're right; I am wearing far too many clothes." As he begins to work on his many buttons he places light kisses up and down my spine. This relaxes me somewhat, and I bravely start teasing a finger up his inner thigh not going too far though, I'm not quite sure what to do when I get…there. Best to leave it be for the time being. He's still kissing my back, which is still nice but just how many bloody buttons does one shirt need?

"Twenty three." he answers slightly amused. Bugger, I really need to keep my mouth shut and keep my thoughts to myself, otherwise I'll be spilling out all sorts of awkward phrases like "Did any other women like it when you did this?", or "Is it supposed to look like that?" Oh good the shirt is off, he leans me into him again, and his chest feels really warm against my back. He lifts my top over my head and I begin to feel quite exposed. The only time anyone else has seen my bare chest, nipples and all, is when they bore the title Medi-witch. Severus then removes himself from my back and gently lays me down on his bed. I look up at him and I see his bare chest and shoulders. He's broader than he appears but his chest bears no muscles to speak of, but thankfully there is no chest hair either. He is thin but not skinny, and he has one remnant of a silvery scar; stretching from a little below his left shoulder, to about two inches below his right nipple. As I look up at his face he appears to be confused.

"Is there something wrong Severus?" I ask feeling slightly ridiculous, as I'm lying topless on his bed and he is slouching next to me also half naked and as I've just noticed, his hair is still lathering. I feel like I've entered the twilight zone.

"You're not leaving?" Severus looks quite bewildered and concerned, for some reason, even though it's me he expects to leave. I'm totally embarrassed and slightly insulted, maybe he thought I was beautiful before, but on seeing my full half-nakedness he's decided it's not worth carrying on.

"I'm sorry," I mumble, biting back the tears. "I'll leave now." I start gathering up my things, but his hand grips my arm lightly.

"That's not what I meant; I thought that you would find me ugly. Women tend to do that a lot, I only ever get so far, and then they up and leave."

"I've thought you were attractive when I was fourteen." I blush. 'Yes,' I add in my mind 'and in this week I've discovered lust, it's an interesting combination: lust and desire'.

"I thought you were attractive since you started dating Weasley." And for a moment we both look at each other, wondering why we didn't mention it before.

"Your hair's not foaming anymore." I say stupidly. He pulls me into a tight hug.

"You're so romantic Hermione." I laugh at his sarcastic reply, albeit slightly hysterically. He laughs a deep haunting and slightly eerie laugh at my nervous hysterics. We start to kiss and move backwards towards the bed. Once back on the bed my face flushes completely red as I start to undo his belt buckle. I manage to remove it without too much fuss and all of a sudden, as I reach for the top button on his pants he shakes his head at me. For god's sake, if I keep doing things wrong, we're still going to be here next week. He's looking at me very intensely as he says "Hermione tonight will be about you…mostly." he grins "I know you probably aren't going to enjoy it too much, but I promise you, I will try to please you as best I can." Thanks Severus now I really am unnerved about having sex with you! But in a way I suppose you're right, best to leave it to fate I suppose.

He starts placing light kisses all over my breast and it feels really good, and I mean really. One hand resumes the massage on my other breast, and his other hand props himself up. I begin to tense as the hand that's massaging my breast starts to trail down to my stomach, and then fingers the rim of my pyjama bottoms. He stops kissing my chest, places a hand on my cheek and looks directly at me.

"I will not hurt you Hermione, do you understand? I assure you, this means as much to me as it does to you." he says sternly.

"I'm just-it's my first time so I'm still a bit nervous." I murmur, as look down towards the hand he is leaning on.

"I know, but it is only my third, and I have not been…intimate with anyone for quite some time. So you will excuse me if I'm a little off." he smiles. To be honest it is one of the first times I have ever seen him smile, not smirk or grin, but truly and openly smiling. However this being his first in a long time, and my actual first time it is little bit of the blind leading the blind. Feels bloody fantastic but I need to tell him, warn him…

"Severus, I need to…I'm not…I haven't…" I squeeze between gasps, I'm panting like I've just run a ruddy marathon. "I've got," my voice lowers to a whisper as though the whole school can hear me "down there hair."

"Hermione, I would be a little concerned if you didn't. Besides, I already think you are beautiful. No more talking let's just see what happens shall we." And with that he slides his hand inside my underwear and his middle finger brushes my clitoris. I arch my back as suddenly, nothing else matters. I need an orgasm and come hell or high water, he's going to give me one. He slowly moves his hand downwards a little further and cautiously places one of his fingers inside me, and begins to slide it in and out.

"BLOODY HELL, SEVERUS!" I shout. Didn't mean to do that, but that feels fucking amazing. Spurred on my by outburst, he slowly adds another finger. That's it I can't handle it any more if I don't reach and orgasm I'm going to explode. He starts placing gentle kisses across my chest again, and I begin to feel like tiny red hot needles are pricking me all over. I'm back to hissing, squealing noises again, another finger is placed inside me and he begins to trace lazy circles over my nipples, with his tongue. That's it. That's done it. A loud sound like a strangled squealrushes out of my mouth, and I find my release. And although it was rather quick, although I feel a bit embarrassed, that was bloody amazing. My whole body goes limp, and as I'm lying on his bed still half naked in all of my sweaty glory, Severus just smiles at me.

"So, was it as good as it sounded?" he grins.

"It'll do." I laugh.

"Oh by the way, I thought you said this would be your first time?" he asks.

"It is!" I argue, and I'm a little hurt that he thinks I would lie about it.

"But there was," he pauses, trying to find the right words "nothing to hinder me." He's right, there wasn't. I think about it for a minute.

"Well only eighty percent of women have a hymen, so I'm apparently one of the lucky few."

"Like I said, so romantic." he says, voice dripping with sarcasm. "But not to worry. I am far from finished with you for tonight." his eyes have darkened and they're looking directly into mine. I know what he means by it, but I don't know if it's a promise or a threat.

He moves to kiss me again, and I first I am a bit hesitant. But I want this. I have wanted this for a while, I don't know where we'll end up, but for now this is…right. I kiss him back in a rather heated manner and it all happens in a flurry of clothes. I'm fumbling with the button on his pants and, simultaneously, he's pushing down my shorts and knickers. It's a bit like a military operation, but eventually we are both naked. He's back to kissing me and I feel something that definitely worries me pressing into my stomach. It's like walking on the high wire, or abseiling down a cliff, you know you shouldn't look down but you can't help yourself. Oh shit. It is possibly the singularly, most amusing thing I have ever seen in my entire life. It takes everything I have to contain myself from laughing out loud. It feels like an unusual mix of hard, but squishy. From no other reason of curiosity I find myself gripping it. Severus makes a short sharp 'ah' noise and I know it's alright. Ok time to figure out how to make it feel good for Severus. Sex is when, that…thing moves in and out of a woman. So logically I must simulate this with my hand. As if sex isn't complicated enough, I have to fathom how men pleasure themselves. Great. Tentatively I begin moving my hand up and down and Severus begins to mumble 'oh god's, 'Hermione's', and a vast multitude of curse words into my ear. Obviously I'm not doing to badly. Suddenly he swipes my hand away and pins me to the bed.

"Enough!" he barks. Then with one sharp movement he pushes himself into me. It hurts a little, and feels a bit uncomfortable, but it is a necessary evil. He starts moving in and out of me and to be fair in doesn't feel bad. That being said it doesn't feel great either. Well at any rate it wasn't as good as last time, slowly but surely, it begins to feel better and better. I feel another orgasm begin to build up, then with a cry Severus orgasms. His head drops on to the crook of my neck, his wet hair is splayed around my shoulder and I'm left wondering what to do.

"Did you…?" He gasps.

"Not quite, almost." I mumble.

"Well then." he replies. I am about to ask well then what, and he begins thrusting in and out of me again. I'm back to the hot needle sensation, and I can tell this is taking the last of his strength. He shuffles a little, and with a grunt and a final finger rubbing my clitoris I reach an orgasm for the second time in one night. He rolls to the side of me and draws me into a hug.

"That…was amazing." I gasp "I wouldn't mind doing that again., how about you?" I smile. I look over to my shoulder where I can feel his head, and discover he is asleep. "Good point" I think to myself and join him in a deep satisfied slumber.

Phew! Sorry it took so long but this was really difficult to write, my first adult scene, so I hope it doesn't read as such. As always your thoughts are greatly appreciated (especially if you tell me what they are,) and yes the interesting fact about the hymen is true! Anyway I digress, loves and hugs to all x x x x