A/N: Here, do what you do.
Natsume sat in his room, thinking about everything it his life.
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
He had created havoc in the school for years. It wasn't his fault, the way his life was going, he had a right.
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
He wanted to get away from it all. But he knew he couldn't, he couldn't put others in danger. He just felt like yelling, right now.
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not allright
So I'm
Breaking the habbit
I'm breaking the habbit
Tonight
The pain from all the missions was coming back. He locked the door and leaned on it. He choked on every breath.
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
He hated his life. He hated doing the missions and he couldn't take it anymore.
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
He wondered whether he should just kill himself on the spot. Nothing seemed to make sense anymore.
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be allright
So I'm
Breaking the habbit
I'm breaking the habbit
Tonight
A/N: Sorry, if it wasn't what you were expecting. I have things to do and a massive headache.