A/N: It's been a while but I'm back.


Natsume sat on the roof of the boys' dorm building. It was in the middle of the night. He stared up at the sky.

I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment
That's held in your arms

"HI NATSUME," a voice suddenly said. Natsume looked down. It was only Mikan waving at him.

And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want me to be

There were a few other students there who were heading for their rooms..

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man
You can't take me
And throw me away

After a while, Mikan went to her room. It was quite late at night.

And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here

He lay back and stared at the sky, the moo and the stars. He raised his hand and put it in front of the moon.

And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here

He put his hand down and just relaxed at the moment. This was probably the only chance he could get. He defended his friends from the academy and he didn't know if he could take it anymore.

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted I could be
Now you know me
And I'm not afraid

The missions where getting tougher and tougher. He could tell Ruka and Mikan were worried. It seems since that last mission, he's been leaving blood stains everywhere.

And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

He sat up and took a deep breath. He couldn't give up now, not when he's come this far.

And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same
They can't see me
But I'm still here


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