Will never live with out you Chapter 2: Just so you know, a wallflower fanfic

So Hi guys, I am so sorry for updating so late I will try to make it up to you by writing another song fic. The song is Just so you know by Jesse McCartney. My pen name is now sweet passionate nightmare.

Summary: Ah, the good old summary is it really needed? So it is here is one.

Kyosuke Matsumoto he is Mr.Right he changed Sunako he did everything Sunako is in-love it seems like a typical love story but let's enter Kyohei's world. Kyohei had been with Sunako for 5 years loved her but never admitted it. He watches Kyosuke be with Sunako in pain silently but never speaking. Their wedding comes why is Kyohei not attending the wedding and why is Sunako running away?...

Pairing: It is in the story since it is obvious then it is Kyohei and Suanko.

Disclaimer: I know that I don't put disclaimers but my friend says that it is really necessary so here it is. I don't own anything but I do own this wonderful useless computer.

So enough with the chit-chat now here it is….

"Just So You Know"

Kyohei's P.O.V.

I know that I am no place to say this but I love her. I love her in a way that makes me I don't know maybe crazy or something. I know I had a lot of chances but I just can't get the courage to tell her 3 years ago. I see here with Kyosuke she just met him like two years ago he changed her not in a way that she is a lady but physically and she now has manners now. I was all ready to tell her how I feel but he just went into the picture so I had no chance at all.

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I really don't know what to do now. I love you but I just can't tell it to you because if I do I might ruin our friendship.

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

I'll love to tell you how I feel but I can't. But I just can watch from afar, admire you, love you with all my heart and even more and more each day but I know it is not aloud but I can't stop myself. Three months later I heard that Sunako is getting married right now I start to put on my happy smile but deep inside I am being crushed and hurt.

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

The way you treat me fills my heart with joy, you treat me very well, you help me in every way. I would like to tell you how I really feel but I just can't. I really tried to avoid you so I can't grow more feelings for you. But you keep on finding me no matter how far I hide you still find me.

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

I try to really have the same old feeling with you. I tried but I can't.

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

I heard that I am the best man of their wedding I can't but Sunako is the one who made me the best man. Another month had passed by and now she is going to get married. I will avoid getting hurt again I will just stay in this mansion I will stay hidden until they go out. I don't want to see the woman I love be with another man.

I sent her this letter, the letter that holds all my feelings for her I placed it inside her bag. (Sunako's P.O.V. In the church Sunako is already in her wedding and it had started she just does not pay attension) Oh my goodness I really look so weird I wonder why Kyohei does not react with the things I tell him? Kyosuke loves me and I love him but is this really what I want? Is this what I need? Is this person the person I would like to spend the rest of my life with? But wait what is this thing doing in my bag? I reach in and find a letter and it said…

Sunako, I am really happy for you I am happy that you will actually I mean finally learn to love somebody else than that other guy. I am really proud of you. I am in no place to say this but I like you I mean more than that I love you with everything in me. I am really sorry but I can't attend the wedding even if I am the best man could you just ask Ranmaru to do it because I just can't go there for some reasons. I will love you and I always will then this is our last conversation together I thank you for the good times and the bad, times with you are the best I had. I will still love you forever now it is time for me to go but just live your life to the fullest I will be always here for you forever. Congratulations!

-Kyohei

I feel tears go to my face as I hear Kyosuke go on with the words I do I got nervous the priest asked me I felt the tears go out even more. I..I… was all I could say when I ran out of the church. I took the cab as I told him to send me back to the Nakahara mansion. We reached there and I quickly paid for everything I ran into the house. I went inside kyohei's room and I saw the bathroom light on I ran inside I saw Kyohei with a razor blade on his hand positioning in on his wrist. I screamed "No Kyohei Don't!" I went to him and hugged him. I cried and cried until he spoke up.

"Why did you come back?" He said tilting my head up so I can face him

"I just can't I can't marry Kyosuke I can't I can't just leave you because, because I Love you." I said to him as I cried.

"But I can't just take you away from Kyosuke He is my Best.." was all Kyohei could say because I silenced him with a kiss. The kiss didn't last long but it described how much I loved him.

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

1 year later (normal P.O.V.)

"And I now pronounce you man and wife." The priest said as Kyohei and Sunako kissed. From there they saw all their friends they can't believe that in just one year they have all changed. Takenaga was as happy as ever as he and Noi got married just one week after Sunako and Kyosuke was about to get married in and they have this son called Taruko he is so adorable. Ranmaru quitted his playboy days and started to love only one woman and that woman was Tamao they are the happiest couple ever their love for each other made them inseparable. Yuki and Machiko well they have became a very cute pair just like Ranmaru and Tamao they are inseparable. Aunty and the parents of Sunako cried so hard and they are so proud of Sunako they even offered Suanko and Kyohei a lover's suit room in Hawaii except Sunako's dad he even threatened Kyohei that if Kyohei did make Sunako cry he would kill Kyohei with his own hands. So they went to their honeymoon in Hawaii. So far they are living their life thinking that a married life is so easy and so fun but they still don't realize it yet but there are some twists and turns in every body's life so they better be prepared for Jelousy.

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