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Chapter 3

This takes place after Episode 10 when Talho stops at the military campus

Holland's POV

As I sat in my captain's chair I stared that the woman seated in front of me. I couldn't help but keep thinking about how she always stood by me. Even if I yelled or cursed or insulted her she was always there setting me straight.

I sighed. Why do I deserve her? All I do is hurt her and berated her and ignore her. She doesn't deserve that. She doesn't deserve me and my selfishness. But I couldn't seem to let her go. I couldn't give the best thing in my life up.

I sigh again and run my hands down my face. I saw Hap look over in my direction and I glare back at him.

This is crazy. I'm not supposed to love her. She is just some girl to sleep with when I'm lonely she no one to me. What the hell am I saying? She everything to me! I might try and hide it be Diane wasn't really anything to me. She was just a full in. I might have loved her at first but as time when on I realized she didn't love me. But with Talho she's different. You know she isn't faking her love. What she gives you is her everything. She doesn't hide anything from you. I think that's why I love her so much. Cause we're so unlike each other.

After we get to an appropriate altitude I get up and stretch. Standing up and yawning loudly I could sense Talho glaring at me. I look down at her and smirk. She hates when I do that.

Everyone gets up and goes off to do their own thing leaving me and Talho all alone. She was still seated. I hold out my hand and smile down at her. She looks at me with a questionable expression on her face.

She takes my hand and I gently pull her up. She trips on the step and falls into my arms. That was easy. I smirk. She looked up into my eyes and I took the first chance I saw. I grabbed her face with my hands and kiss her breath right out of her.

She raps her arms around my neck and deepens the kiss. I could feel her fingers run through my hair. After a few more minutes of kissing we pull away. I couldn't help the smirk that crept across my face.

Her face was flushed and her hair was going in all directions from my hands. I kiss her once more. I couldn't help it she looked so god damn beautiful.

"Thanks," I squeeze her tighter.

"For what," she croaked.

"Standing with me."

She smiles, "Someone has too might as well be me."

I nod and she detangles herself from my arms. As she walks by I could help by smack her butt lightly. She turns and glares at me.

"Holland," she uses her i-mean-business voice, "For that you'll be sleeping on the couch tonight again."

"But-" I couldn't believe her. Not again. For heavens sake it was my fucking bed!

"But if you make it up to me later I'll reconsider," she kissed my lightly than walked slowly out of the bridge.

"Damn," I run my hands down my face again, "it's going to be a long night."

I pick up my book to get my mind off the beautiful woman that I couldn't help but love. Hell I'm in big trouble with her.


Author's Note: Not really how I planned this chapter but its still ok in my mind. I hope you all liked it too! :) REVIEW!! :) You'll make my day!! :) Thanks for reading. Sorry for any mistakes Im way to lazy to re-read it!