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Octavian Country Day
Dr. Loni's Class
Monday, September 5th
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"I just don't know how to tell her about it though." Cam sighed thinking about Claire.
Claire sat there in the bomb shelter thinking about weather to choose Cam or Jason but the knocking on the door irritated her so much that she couldn't think strait at all. Massie started to worry about Claire now. She wanted her to be really happy. It's nawt like she didn't want her life to get ruined by Kuh-laire or anything. It's just that Claire's always been there for her.
"Alright Cam. So what did you want to tell Claire?" Dr Loni asked staying on the whole topic for like 20 minutes with Cam. Asking him the same questions over and over again.
Claire looked up from her hands that were covering her face. In a sudden rush, she walked up to the TV and she went in front of the girls so they couldn't see.
"Well, Nikki called my house last night after telling her a thousand times that I don't want her calling me anymore. She told me that she's moving to Westchester because her dad got a new job here. And now I have the feeling that she's gonna start flirting with me when ever she wants." Cam said but then passed the bear to Derrick.
"I can't explain what's going on right now. Here Plovert." Derrick said while staring at the ceiling.
"Come on Derrick. That's what this class is about. Letting your feelings come out." Dr. Loni said.
"Ok fine. So everyone knows that Block and I are back together. But there's just one thing that I can't figure out though." Derrick said while tugging the bear's ear.
"And what would that be?" Dr. Loni said.
"Well, it's just that I want her to….i don't know. It just feels different right now and I can't explain it. It's just too hard to explain." Derrick sighed.
"Ehmagawd! Massie exclaimed.
Everyone started staring at her.
"Do you know who's at the door right now? It's that guy who kissed Claire. I guess he followed us here. Claire I thought you said that you got ride of him for now." Massie said with disgust.
"Massie! Did you hear what your boyfriend just said about you?" Alicia asked her.
"Huh?" Massie asked in confusion.
"Just listen" Dylan insisted.
"So everyday I walk up to her it's like I don't know what to say." Josh said.
"So what you're trying to say is that you love this girl butt his other girl doesn't understand that so now you're just confused?" Dr. Loni asked.
Alicia got closer.
"Well, yea and I don't know how to break it to her even though she already knows that I love this girl, but every time when I say that she just keeps on bothering me even more. You know, trying to give my attention to her instead of the girl I love." Josh said looking directly into the bears eyes like they were Alicia's.
Alicia started to spazz out like a LBR would after seeing a bad grade on a test except for the crying part.
Another knock came filling the room. Alicia stopped spazzing and looked through the peep hole. Jason was there.
"No one make any noise and she'll go away. This room is sound proof but lets just nawt risk the chance." Massie said with a low whisper.
"The TV was still on and they listened to what Kemp had to say.
"So I stopped sending pictures of pigs to Dylan and she forgave me for it. And we've been getting closer, but I feel like I don't get to spend as much time with her like I used to." Kemp said with and sad little face.
"Pshh….that's so because I like spending time with Plovert more than this pervert! Even though he's really cute!" Dylan gushed.
Everyone giggled.
The knocking stopped. Massie looked through the peep hole one last time and no one was there.
Good that LBR is gone now! Massie thought to herself as the others had their attention on the screen while listening to Derrington again. Massie actually had her attention on the screen now.
"Ok now I got it. It's just that every time I see her it feel different even though I should be used. Every time I'm with her, it's like every thing disappears." Derrington said.
Massie felt the same way. But now she knew that Derrington cared about her.
Octavian Country Day
Theater Room
Wednesday, September 12th
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"Alright everyone. Now let's do some exercises!" Mrs. Monroe shouted over the loud roar of children talking all over the place.
Everyone was in the theater group because they wanted to replace Mr. Myner's class this year.
"Now everyone grab a partner!" Mrs. Monroe said
Claire with Cam
Massie and Derrick
Dylan with Plovert
Kristen with Griffin
Alicia with Josh
And not to mention Kemp with Faux- livia
"Alright does everyone have a partner?" Mrs. Monroe asked.
Everybody nodded.
"Good. Today, we are going to be doing a trust exercise. One person will fall back and the other will catch. On your mark, get set, fall." Mrs. Monroe said.
Massie fell into Derrington's arms like and angel and then kissed him.
Alicia fell into Josh.
Dylan started flirting with Plovert but then fell back.
Kristen fell back into Griffins arms.
Kemp scared Faux-livia and made her fall forward instead of back.
Claire didn't want to fall back. Knowing that Cam would catch her made her calm. But thinking of him and Jason was just not going as well as she thought it would.
After class Claire made a list to clear her mind of things. She listed three things of each. Nice things and bad things.
Cam
Good things
Really sweet
He loved me
He kissed me
Bad things
He hates me
Save IM's from Nikki
Never even told me about Nikki
Jason
Good things
He's sweet
He likes me
He kissed me
Bad things
He found the bomb shelter
He's a little annoying
He followed me when I knew he wouldn't
Claire knew that she had to pick one of them but who? So she looked over them and added on.
Block Estate
Guest House
Saturday, September 15th
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Claire sat at her desk doing homework while basting music through every inch of her room. She stopped for a moment to check her e-mail. She had 109 e-mails from Cam. She clicked on the one that said: Please Read
Dear Claire,
I'm just an idiot who let go of a wonderful girl who I probably will never get back together with after…well, you know. And I feel like an idiot too. I should have trusted you and I didn't. And now I feel really stupid. And I still can't believe that I let go of such a great person.
Cam
Then she clicked on another one that said: Sorry
Dear Claire,
I'm stupid for letting a special girl go. I'm a loser for not believing you. I feel even more stupid because I didn't tell you about Nikki. Now I feel the urge that you'll never take me back and that's probably true. Because today I saw someone kiss a wonderful girl that I used to love. You'll probably never forgive me now. And I understand why. I'm just one guy who wants to be forgiven by a girl that he loves. But now you're probably with the new guy that transferred to OCD and you'll probably forget about me. So I just have to say this. Claire I will always love you. And I hope you will too. I'm sorry.
Cam
Claire's eyes started to water. She went to her bed. Her head rested on pillows. Her eyes starting to turn red. Claire now had to choose between Jason and Cam. It was now 12:00 A.M. and she finally made her decision. She was going with……………..
Octavian Country Day
Theater Room
Tuesday, September 18th
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Claire was paired up with Cam again. But she didn't really mind now. It's nawt like she cared or anything.
Massie started to wonder about what was going on with Claire. She knew that she still had feelings for Cam. But what about Jason? Massie started to wonder.
"Hey Block. You O.K?" Derrington asked.
"Uh…yeah, I'm fine" Massie lied.
Once the last hour was over, Claire went to her locker to get her stuff. Massie laughed at Derrington. Alicia kissed Josh. Kristen and Griffin hugged. And Dylan kissed Plovert and Kemp. Claire, she was just there in the background watching.
Claire walked outside so she would have pain inside of her. Jason caught up to her and started talking.
"Hey Claire. So what's up?" Jason asked
Claire looked up. "Oh, um, nothing really."
"Claire can I talk to you for a moment?" Jason asked
"Go ahead talk" Claire said
"O.K, so a week ago I met you. And I've met all your friends. And other people too. Mostly girls though. But none of them are as special as you. You have something that's different to me. You're sweet, kind, caring, beautiful, smart, and really cute. But I have one question for you." Jason asked.
Claire looked up.
"Do you have a boyfriend?" Asked Jason
"Um…" Claire tried looking for an answer
Everyone walked out. Massie saw Claire and Jason. Massie pulled out her phone and started texting Claire.
Massie: whats going on w/u and J?
Claire: tnx! U saved me!
Massie: huh?
Massie walked up to Claire and pulled her away from Jason.
"Can I steal Claire for a moment?" Massie asked.
"Sure" Jason responded
Isaac pulled up with the car. The PC got in.
"So what's going on with you and Jason?" Massie asked Claire
She didn't want to say anything. She knew that if she said something that they would keep on asking all of these weird questions about Jason. And who she was going to choose. But Claire already had her mind made up of who she wanted.
Guest House
Claire's Room
Thursday, September 20th
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Claire sat there. Figuring out if she should go with who she chose, or go with the other choice. She went on her computer to do her homework. She logged on to AIM while she was at it. Three things started to pop up on her screen AIM.
Massiekur: Kuh-laire! Puh-lease tell me about Jason!!
Clairebear: Sry, I wish I could Mass, but I can't.
Massiekur: Fine!
The next one was from Alicia.
Hollaagurl: Claire!
Clairebear: Hey leesh.
Hollaagurl: Please spill about Jason!
Clairebear: Sry can't
The next one was from Cam.
Fisher10: Hey
Clairebear: Hey
Fisher10: So what's up?
Clairebear: Cam, is there something u want 2 say?
Fisher10: Maybe
Clairebear: Tell me please!
Fisher 10: Ok fine I will
Fisher10: Well, you know Nikki right?
Clairebear: Yea
Fisher10: Well she's coming over to Westchester to live with us and she's going to OCD.
Clairebear: Sighs
Fisher10: AND not to mention, can you come over by my place around 7?
Clairebear: um….sure
Clairebear: g2g c ya later
Fisher10: bye
Clairebear signed off at 5:46 PM
Fisher10 signed off at 5:46 PM
Hope you review! Reviews make me smile! But not flames. Also, i forgot what Cam's s/n is. So if anyone knows it give it to me please! Also give me some ideas!
Love Sarah