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This was her fault, it had to be. If she hadn't been so damn wrapped up in her own pety problems her best friend wouldn't be such a wreck, at the moment she more then despised Georgina and Dan, how could she not have noticed? How?...Then again Blair hid things well, she'd just seemed so happy that morning as the two had packed, now she laid in bed as a huddled mass, her face as white as a sheet, she wasn't the Blair Waldorf they all knew, she was suddenly so changed. Shifting in the bed, she continued to rub her head, Blair was out cold and she was sure she'd be like that for a while. Serenea was absoutely certain she'd taken something before her 'spell', as Eleanore had called it back when it had first reared it's ugly head.
Glancing over at the nightstand she sighed seeing and old picture of the two, they'd been so close. Beyond the best of friends, and now she didn't even know what was going on in her best friends life, or why she was back to her old ways, it was all so foreign and surreal. Blair had always been the strong one, who refused to let anyone see her cry or stumble. Hell she'd taken care of Serena most nights during her 'wild' streak. Never in a million years did she think the roles would be reversed and she'd be the one nursing Blair back to health.
"Oh Blair" She murmered softly "What is going on, why couldn't you have come to me?"
She'd called Nate, not knowing quiet was else to do. She wouldn't dare call Eleanore, Blair would be straight to Ostroph somplace Serena knew very well Blair wouldn't be able to handle, it was difficult to see Eric there but Blair...that was un-fathomable. Glancing up from the mess of brown hair in her lap, she heard the doorknob turn and prayed to God it wasn't Dorota or possibly someone else who could rat them out.
"Serena?...oh God" He muttered out as soon as he saw the room and then the huddled mass on the bed that lay in Serenas lap "What...what happened?" he stuttered quickly walking over to the bed "is she alright??"
"I don't know" Serena replied with a sigh "I found her passed out in the bathroom...Nate I don't know what or if she took anything...all I know is...she's back to her old ways."
Sitting down on the edge of the bed, he rested his head in his hands, he knew straight off the bat it had to be Chuck, who else had such a power over her, he'd lost that power over her a long time ago. They where 'destined' to be together and he blew it. Instead he'd let her flal into the hands of Chuck, screw if they where best friends, he should have known better "...do you...do you have any idea...why?"
Chewing on her thumbnail she shook her head looking back down at her best friend "...she was at the palace earlier...she ran out pretty upset...I..I don't know why though...I don't know what to do Nate."
"It's Chuck" He said coldly, getting up "It's gotta be, it has to be. It is!"
"Hush!" Serena stammered glaring up at him "Do you really want her to wake up right now?!...Because seriously if she does, we're both screwed."
Pacing the room, he ran a hand over his face, the anger only escalating in him "He did something to her Serena, you know he did!"
"We don't know anything Nate! Now please...I'm sorry but just go. Until you can calm down, I don't want her waking up to this. Please Nate" She begged with pleading eyes "please"
"I'll be damned if I let him hurt her Serena, she's our best friend. And I'll be damned if I let him hurt her!"
"Do what you have to Nate" She sighed "...I don't wanna lose her again, like we did back then."
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How could he have been so stupid, Blair was the best damn thing that had ever came into his life...and he'd just ruined it. Fighting for so long and so hard to get her back, and in an instant he lost it. The pained look on her face, kept flashing back and forth in his head, like an old movie. He had to be stupid, it must have been the high amounts of liquor his mother had drank before she'd had him. Rubbing his face he looked over at the blond standing in the doorway, she sickened him, she'd helped him to lose the most important thing in his life. Blair, his blair. She was far more important to him, then any amount of money in the world. "Get out" He mumbled in a growl "I don't ever wanna see you again, do you hear me?!" He spat as he stood up "Your going to let Lily know you can't help her out with the re-decorating! Is that understood!?" Chuck Bass had finally snapped, something he rarely did unless it was worth fighting for, and Blair Waldorf was certainley worth fighting for.
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She wasn't ready to open her eyes yet, her head ached, and her throat was raw. She could smell sandlewood and the weight on the bed, and she knew her best friend had found her. The pain in her heart seemed to escelate with each continuous breath she took. Why had Serena found her? Why couldn't she have just died on that cold tiled floor? Anything was better then the pain that held its home in her heart. Opening her eyes slowly, she winced as the bright light streaming in from the window attacked her. This was worse then a hangover, but she supposed this was what heartbreak really felt like.
Turning onto her side, she sighed looking up at Serena, already feeling her eyes start to well up. Feeling the movement of the bed, Serena knew this was the moment of truth, looking down at Blair, seeing the tears already starting to well in her eyes, she knew Nate was right. It'd been Chuck, Chuck had done this to her best friend. Putting on a small smile she wrapped her arms tightly around Blair as she sunked down into the bed, pulling her close "let it out B" she whispered softly into her ear "i'm not going anywhere, just let it out"
That was all Blair really needed as the tears slid down her cheeks, holding onto Serena tightly as the sobs racked her body. This pain was far more then she could bare, she never imagned Audrey having to deal with this, it was just something she couldn't fathom, the pain in her heart she couldn't believe anyone had gone through and survived, it was so incociveable. Looking up at Serena she chewed down on her lip "...I'm not good enough...I'm not S...I'm not" She cried out.
"Don't say that, don't. Blair you are my best friend, and one of the most deserving people I know" She said wiping her cheeks off "he's not worth it...he's not"
"...He slept with someone else S...he slept with someone else!"
Serena had known all along that it was bad, but never did she think it was this bad. Chuck was an asshole yes, but she'd never think he'd go as far to cheat on Blair, they'd just seemed so in love, they'd all been stupid enough to think he changed. Nate was right, then again he usaully was. Speechless she kissed the top of her head, not responding, it'd be easiest to hold her best friend and let her, just let it out. One thing was for certain...it was going to be a long night.