I lead her toward my white leather couch and ushered her to sit.
"I know this is weird, I mean I haven't spoken to you directly since I asked you not to become a vampire a few months ago."
"Rosali-."
"Don't!" I cut her off, I knew exactly what she was going to say, I didn't have to be Edward to know that, "I'm not going to try to turn you away from becoming a vampire, it's too late for that now."
Bella looked so confused. I could just imagine what was running through her head. Why is she talking to me? She hates me! This is so weird! Truth was, I really didn't care. I was going to make it up to her.
"I just wanted to say I was sorry."
If her expression could show anymore confusion, it just did.
"Umm…" She started.
"Wait! Please let me just give you a formal apology."
"Edward didn't make you do this did he?"
"Silly girl. If Edward had asked me to do this, I wouldn't have done it. He is still not forgiven for breaking my heart all those years ago. Even if I am married to Emmett."
"Oh."
Searching for the right word was like searching for a needle in a haystack. I had no idea what I could say to make her forgive me.
"Look, tonight you're going to be a part of our family. Well you always were, and of course when you got married as well. But now you will be equal to us, and Edward. I know how much you want this. You want to be able to go with him where ever he goes without having him worry about you're safety, and you want to be able to live with him forever and –"
"Rosalie!"
I hadn't realized that she had been trying to speak to me. I was just too engaged in my own words to notice. Nice, Rosalie.
"I forgive you!"
"What?" Now it was my turn to look confused.
"I. Forgive. You"
She was speaking to me like I was child. But I wasn't going to say anything because I felt like a child. I didn't understand what was going on.
I thought It was going to take a lot of convincing to have her even consider accepting my apology. Let alone right away.
"But all the things I've done-"
"Rosalie, I understand why you did them. Why you hated me. You thought I was throwing my life away. But the thing is Rosalie, I don't want children. I don't want to be old. All I want is Edward, and to be just like you."
I was utterly speechless.
"You were trying to protect me from myself. And that was a very selfless this to do. You are kinder than you think Rosalie."
"Thank you" I whispered. I was in complete awe. I've never met anyone so sweet and generous. I wanted to be just like her. I wanted to give people that same feeling of importance. Even Esme couldn't compare.
"Come here" She pulled me into a hug. Normally I would've pulled away after a few seconds, but I wanted this moment to last.
This is just the start, I thought, the start of something wonderful.
"I'm so happy Edward found you Bella," I said pulling away. I realized I was crying.
"Me too Rosalie," She pushed a tear away from my face, and pulled me into another hug.
