Hey all :)

Man, you all hated how I ended the last chapter didn't you!

Well, this fic is still on Hiatus. I just thought I'd post this :)

Oh! You may not like me at the end of this chapter.

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xoxElle

Tony looked around the hospital waiting room from his place of leaning against the wall away from everyone. They had rushed Abby into emergency surgery when they got to the hospital. McGee had gone with her in the ambulance, the EMTs had told them Abby had flat lined on the way. The doctors had also told them all that the chances of her making it through the surgery were very low.

I'm falling apart

He looked over at McGee, he was sitting on one of the waiting room chairs with his face in his hands. He looked so…Broken. Tony sighed sadly.

I'm barely breathing

He turned his head slightly and looked at Jenny and Gibbs. Gibbs was holding onto Jenny's hand tightly, blood still covering his hands and shirt. Jenny was talking quietly to him saying that everything would be fine.

With a broken heart that's still beating

He then looked over to where Ari was pacing around the room trying to calm down Cameron, who was screaming for his mother. Ari was talking to him in Hebrew, but Cameron was ignoring him. Kate had come in another ambulance, she was still unconscious when they had gotten to the hospital and the doctors had taken her away to get a CT. Ducky had arrived shortly after with Cameron who had run straight to his father. Ducky was now in the operating room with Abby.

In the pain there is healing

Tony then looked at Ziva. She was staring blankly at the wall. He wanted to go over to her, but wasn't sure if she was still mad at him. Instead he closed his eyes and hit her head against the wall behind him.

In your name I find meaning

10 minutes later a doctor walked towards them all. Everyone except McGee looked up.

"Ms. Blake is awake now, she's asking for you" The Doctor said to Ari, he nodded and whispered something in Hebrew to Cameron and put him down, he ran over to Ziva and crawled into her lap.

So I'm holdin' on

Ari walked down the hallway with the doctor and into a room where he saw Kate laying on the bed. The doctor turned and walked out to give them some privacy. Kate moved slightly in the bed to give room for Ari to lie next to her. He sat on the bed with her and she laid her head on his chest.

"What happened?" She asked.

"You were hit over the head and thrown" Ari said.

"Is everyone else ok?" She asked.

Ari said nothing.

"Ari?"

"Caitlin…Abby was shot. She may not make it" Ari said slowly and tightened his arms around her. Just like he thought, Kate tried to get up. She struggled against him, but ended up crying into his chest as he tried to comfort her.

I'm holdin' on

Cameron was now sleeping in the chair next to Ziva. She was still trying to process everything that had happened that day. She drew in a shaky breath. She felt a hand on her arm and looked down at it. She looked up to come face to face with Tony.

"Hey" He said quietly. She didn't say anything.

"You know I'm sorry" He said. She nodded. "I love you"

Ziva couldn't help the small smile that crept onto her face "I love you too" She said. Tony smiled and leaned forward and kissed her.

I'm holdin' on

McGee hadn't moved from the position he was currently in for two hours. He felt numb. So many things were running through his mind. One of them stood out the most. I can't lose her. Finally he looked up around the room. He saw Tony and Ziva kissing, Cameron sleeping and Jenny and Gibbs talking quietly. He noticed the blood on Gibbs shirt. Abby's blood. He felt like throwing up. That's when he saw the Doctor walking towards them all.

Everyone stood up.

I'm barely holdin' on to you

Do you still hate me?

Still haven't told you if she lives or dies. AND This is still on Hiatus, so you may not know for a while :P

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xoxElle