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Soul of the Sun
Ch.4 Answers
When I got off work I went to go get Elizabeth so she could meet the Cullens. She seemed a little too happy to meet the people who ripped my heart out but I didn't really think much of it. As I got out of the car I felt my heart sink to my stomach but I didn't know why I just had a weird feeling.
"Esme this is Elizabeth, Elizabeth this is Esme." I said introducing the two as I walked in the door. "Where's Edward?"
"In his room with Elena."
"No we're not." Edward said on his way toward us. When he was about two feet away he stopped and just stared at Elizabeth and she was staring at him. Elizabeth was smiling and Edward had his mouth wide open just waiting for I fly to move in. I looked between the two and neither one was moving even an inch.
Then Carlisle came into the room when he saw Elizabeth he dropped the book he was carrying. Esme and I stared at each other confused.
"Um, guys what are you all staring out this is starting to freak me out?" I asked a little scared of the answer I would get. I then decided to just grab Elena from Edward he looked like he wasn't really paying attention and I was scared he might drop her. She put her head on my shoulder and started to yawn.
"Bella this is Edward's mother, but I don't understand how she died over a hundred years ago." Carlisle said regaining his composure slightly. That's when I realized where I had seen Elizabeth before that night when she came in to my room; I had seen her in the picture Edward kept in his room.
"What?!" Esme and I said in unison; I screamed it.
"I'm his mother." Elizabeth answered this time. Then Edward reached out and pulled her into his arms and hugged her.
"How is this possible?" Edward said as he pulled away steeling the words right out of my mouth.
"Yeah, how? I want some answers. I never asked them before because I wasn't allowed but now I think I deserve some." I said angrily letting all the venom slip into my words.
"Yes Bella your right you do deserve all the answers and I will give them to you." Elizabeth replied in her motherly tone of voice. "I did die, but I was asked to come back because when Edward left it messed up the plan. The grand design if you will. I had to come and take care of Bella and the baby she was carrying." When she paused I took the chance to ask some more questions.
"Who sent you and have you known what was going to happen this whole time, and why the hell did they send his mother?" God was I pissed.
"I was sent by a higher power that's all I can say. And no, I didn't know what was going to happen I was told need to know information I was not allowed to completely alter the word and my coming back had a ripple effect threw time. As for why they sent me I don't know you can ask them when you get there in sixty or seventy years ok. But was I such a bad chose?" She asked again in her motherly voice though seeming a little hurt by my question.
"No, but it just pisses me off that you're his mother of all people. Why so you could pick his side and reunite him with his daughter and all the while drive me up the god dammed wall?" I was livid I just wanted to rip someone apart.
"Bella know one wanted to hurt you, especially not me. I love you your like my daughter." I wanted to believe her but no matter what I was always hurt.
"Then why am I always hurt, I hurt right now because he's near me if I'm away from him I hurt. If you're around now it will be the same, everything hurts." I yelled. "I just I-I have to go clear my head."
They tried to stop me but I just kept running and running until there was no sound but my daughter breathing in my arms.
"Why can't things ever just stay happy, they start that way and then just go down?" I said to Elena, the only thing right a bought my life. She just kissed me I wish that would fix it but it won't. "Take my advices don't ever grow up things just started to go downhill after age thirteen."
After an hour Elena started to cry, she was hungry. It was then I realized I had only fed her once today and she had to eat two or three times. I was going to have to go back to the house and have Elizabeth help me I could never manage to feed her myself.
It only took me five minutes to run back to the house. When I got there Edward and Elizabeth were sitting in the living room talking about Elena.
"Look, I'm sorry about what happened before it just makes me so mad that you're his mother. We can deal with that issue later but I need you to help me feed Elena right now." I said talking fast and not making eye contact.
"Apology accepted and I really wish I could have told you from the beginning but I wasn't allowed. Now let's go feed her." As Elizabeth said it I could still see the hurt in her eyes.
I picked up the baby bag which was still next to the couch; I pulled out my extremelysharp pocket knife and handed Elena to Elizabeth. Then we walked into the kitchen so that if there were any accidents no blood would get on Esme's furniture.
"What are you guys going to do with that?" Edward asked pointing to the knife in a disapproving tone.
"It's complicated to feed Elena, because she's a vampire she needs blood but fresh blood is too raw for her. She needs the blood in my body it's special in a way, so I cut myself and she drinks." I explained.
"Doesn't that hurt you?" Edward asked concerned.
"Yes it does a lot and it forces me to hunt a lot more but Elena's life is worth a lot more." I said as I pulled the sleeve of my shirt up to expose my wrists. Edward gasped when he saw all the scars on my wrist; he should only see my neck.
I took the knife and put it at the edge of a scare and cut through the skin, letting the blood and pain flow. I laid my head back on the couch as Elizabeth brought my wrist to Elena's mouth feeding her hurt more now that she was getting teeth. She bit down and I could feel the blood leave my body as Elena's weak form of venom entered. I felt the usual burning fire feeling but then I felt Edward take my other hand in his own. This made me mad so I ripped my hand out of his grasp. What right did he have to touch me?
After two or three minutes she stopped and I brought my head up to look at the cut. It was no worse than usual. Then without a word I ran off to hunt; I was so thirsty I was on the verge of insanity.
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