A/N: I'll be updating with two chapters each time, one for the datalog and the other for the past story. Music used for these two chapters included Adagio for Strings from the original Homeworld soundtrack. It's a still awesome game despite being old.

Warnings: Based on the G1 series but only until I take what is called 'artistic liberties' and smash the entire plotline to hell and back. Enjoy.

Rating: M

Summary: Warrior, scholar, lover, prisoner, and slave. I am this. Traitor, teacher, friend, and demon. I am this as well. To stop the nightmares I will write this and hope...

Disclaimers: Transformers is the property of Hasbro and concept licensed through Takara Co. All original characters however are created by ciscogirl/ciscogoldengirl and protected by copyright laws. This work was created only for enjoyment, not with the goals of credit or monetary gain in any fashion.

DATA LOG ENTRY: 2

Already I know that there are some who read this and are looking back over my actions and pinning them onto the residuals effects of the Decepticon Core Program. I cannot and will not use it as a crutch for my own actions (or inactions as the case may be) for the program did not force me into anything. Programming accounts for only so much, and for most of my young life I have been bound by other more intangible bonds. Loyalty, my own ambitions for I was a Decepticon, and that of a twisted love.

Yes. Even Decepticons 'love'.

Did you know Decepticons also mourn?

One of my friends is watching me now, prodding me to 'get on with it'. He is an impatient, free-willed spirit with a reckless nature. But he is a good friend for all his faults and he is also a truly adept pupil. Whether or not he approves I shall endeavor to have the next personal entry of a more sizable length.

He glares at me now, having read over my shoulder; impatient and rude!