DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN CAMP ROCK!
"I want to talk to her. Let me explain." Nate said, "I'll beg, I'll do anything, just let me tell her why."
Daniel looked at him and then looked at the sleeping Rebecca. "You hurt her." He stood up and walked over to Nate.
"I know, and it's killing me! I'm sorry! I didn't know how to tell her. I didn't plan on her finding out like this. I just want to explain."
"I swear if you say anything other than 'explaining', I'll kill you." Daniel turned to look at Rebecca by she wasn't there. "Where'd she go?"
"I saw her there a few seconds ago." Daniel turned back to Nate. "Well," he motioned for Nate to move, "if you want to explain you better help find her!" He dragged Nate down the path and began their search.
Hayden sat on the big rock next to the lake. She dipped her feet in and quickly pulled them out. She shivered. She pulled off her tank top and shorts, revealing her underwear, and dove into the water. The icy cold relaxed her muscles and she closed her eyes. She floated on her back and let the wind chill her body. She dove under the water, opening her eyes. She reached the surface and took a deep breath. She opened her eyes and came face to face with Shane Gray.
"Hey," Shane said. He had a piece of cake in his hand. "Peace offering?"
Hayden laughed. "You did nothing wrong, your brother did."
"I know. I'm sorry. He really wanted to tell her, he just didn't know how."
Hayden looked away, "I bet."
"You hate him now don't you."
"Kind of! GOD! Why didn't he tell her that he was Nate Rob—ohh, that looks good!" Hayden stated and reached for the cake. Shane pulled it away. "Not until you hear Nate out!"
"But. But. Please?!" She said, her blue eyes shining.
"Nate first." He said, putting the cake down. Hayden grabbed his arm and pulled him into the water. "Jee thanks!"
"You're very welcome." She laughed and dove under the water. He caught her and pulled her up.
"Nate first." He repeated and pulled her out of the lake.
Rebecca was sitting in her cabin, strumming on her guitar. Her voice was flowing with the wind as she sang:
I fell for you
How could I have been so dumb
I feel like a clown in a tutu
My heart is numb
I thought we had it all
But boy was I wrong
Is your heart really that small?
So now I'm sitting here writing this song
Your hand in mine
It all felt so divine
I miss you
But I know I shouldn't
Her cell phone rang for the fifth time that night. She answered it; Nate's voice filled her ears.
"Rebecca! You have to listen to me! I was going to tell you, I swear!" His voice was panicked. "I'm sorry."
"Nate," she paused, unable to find the words. "But you didn't and I found out. I trusted you. I loved you. I just can't deal with the lies. Goodbye." Rebecca said and hung up. The tears that had formed in her eyes fell and landed on her guitar. She decided what she was going to do. Rebecca found three sheets of paper and grabbed a pen.
Dear Daniel,
I don't know how to thank you for always being there for mE. I know you'd tell me that you can't run away from life, but I just don't know what Else to do. I just want to stop. Stop everything and I know iT's not fair to you or mom or dad, Hayden or dare I say it, Nate. I'm being selfisH for once in my life. I remember me telling you I'd never do this. I changed my mind. I'm sorry. I love you! I will always be your little sister.
Beccy
She folded up his letter and wrote
Dear Hayden,
I know you're going to hAte me, but I can't do this; I have to go. I'm so sorry, I know you'll never forgive me and that's oKay. You've aLways been there for mE and it's like I'm betraying you, and I'm so sorry. I can't thank you enough for being there for me. I love you so much, you're like a sister to me and I know that you'd kill me for even thinking this. But I just can't do it. I love you so much!
Love Always, Becks.
Rebecca folded Hayden's letter and went and started on Nate's. She reread the letter four times. By the second time, there were five million tear drops. She walked over to Daniel's cabin and placed the latter in his hand. She kissed his cheek and a tear fell on him. "I love you." And she turned and walked out of the cabin over to Hayden's. Luckily since it was two in the morning, they weren't awake. She opened the door and placed the letter inside her phone. "See you later, Hayd." She left the cabin and went to Shane's. Nate had decided to sleep there so Rebecca could have her space. She opened the door and saw his sleeping figure on the floor. She bent down and kissed his lips softly. She pinned the letter to their corkboard and bent down to kiss him again. "I'm sorry." She left the cabin in tears and headed to the lake and sat on the big rock. She drifted off into sleep and dreamt about her plans for the next day.
Nate woke up in cold sweat. Something was wrong, he just couldn't put his finger on it. He scrambled out of bed and saw both of his brothers sound asleep. He changed his clothes and put on his shoes. He walked to the bathroom to brush his teeth. He passed Pi Phi, and he looked in the window. Rebecca wasn't there. "That's odd." He muttered. He reached the bathroom and finished his teeth and headed back to his cabin. When he walked in he saw that there was a note on the corkboard. He thought it was just a little reminder from Hayden that Final Jam was coming closer. He didn't know how but she and Shane were becoming close…after what, a day. He shook the thought out of his head and unpinned the note. He broke down and fell to the floor doubling over in sobs.
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