DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN CAMP ROCK!

Dear Nate,

I'm so sorry that this is what it came to. I'm sorry that I didn't listen, but it's too late. I wish I could take back time, but I can't. I don't know how to tell you this but I love you and I'm so sorry. There are 12:00 hundred reasons why I should stay, but they don't matter anymore. It's over and I can't change the past. You're the best thing that ever happened to me but I can't live any longer. I have to go. I know you'll be mad and think it's your fault, but it's not, it's mine and I chose this path. I'll always be in your heart. Move on, live your life, don't be afraid to love again, for I will always be in your heart. Goodbye Nate, I love you.

Love Always, Rebecca

His tears fell to the floor. It was his fault it was all his fault, and no matter what she said, it was. "I should have told her! Why am I so stupid?"

"Dude, why are you creaming?" Shane asked sitting up. "Wait, have you been crying?"

Nate cried harder. "It's all my fault." He looked at his brother. "I killed her."

"I'm sure you didn't kill her. Just give her time to calm down." Shane reassured.

"No, I really did!" He said pushing the letter to Shane. Shane's eyes scanned the page and his mouth fell open.

"Is this for real?"

"I guess. She's never done anything like this and I don't think she'd joke about something this serious."

"That's odd." Shane said.

"Yeah. I know."

"No, not the situation. In her letter, she put '12:00 hundred reasons to stay' the only numbers I know that have colons in between them are ratios, Bible passages, and –"

"Time." Nate finished. "Do you think she wants us to try and stop her?"

"Why else would you say a line like that in a suicide note?"

"But-"

"I told you, anything else but explaining and I'd kill you!" Daniel said busting in and lunging at Nate. Shane pushed himself in between them and threw Daniel off of Nate.

"My little sister. Killing herself. Because of you." Daniel spat, clutching a letter similar to Nate's

"She gave you a letter?" Nate asked staring at his own.

"Yeah, so." Daniel's face became a blank canvas.

"In my letter she put what we think is a time."

"'12:00 reasons why I should stay'" Shane quoted.

"And. What? You think my letter has the location?" Daniel asked.

Nate nodded, "It's worth a shot if we want her to live."

""Fine." Daniel said handing him the letter.

Nate read the letter and searched for clues. It held no time or destination. He was about to give up when he noticed a pattern. "LOOK!" Daniel and Shane went to look at the letter. "Only three letters are bold and capitalized, 'E, T, H' I guess we have to unscramble the location."

"Hey bro, I hate to break it to you, but that spells 'THE', that's the beginning and nothing else." Shane said.

"Well we have an hour left. It's 11:00. What are we supposed to do?" Daniel asked.

"Who else would she have given a letter to?' Nate asked.

A minute passed when he realized, "HAYDEN!"


They rushed into Hayden's cabin to find her sobbing. She was clutching a letter to her heart. She obviously didn't hear them come in. Shane hugged her. She realized who it was, and quickly dried her tears.

"Can I help you, Nate?" She, like Daniel, spat.

"Can we see your letter?" Nate asked.

"NO!" Hayden replied, clutching it tighter.

"Hayden, we think it has a clue to where she is." Shane stated as she buried her head in his chest.

"NO! There's no clue! I would know! Okay! Do you honestly think that I don't know my best friend? Well you're wrong! If this was something Becks wants, well, she'd never let ANYONE stand in her way. And I don't think she wants to even see you Nate! You hurt her really bad! If there were anyway to stop her, I would-"

"Oh really?" Nate roared with anger. "If there was anyway to stop her! We're giving you on right now! Why don't you believe us?"

"Because. You're a liar." She simply stated as if it were obvious.

"I didn't mean to hurt her okay! I love her! YOU SAY YOU'RE HER BEST FRIEND, BUT YOU ACT LIKE YOU DON'T CARE! AT ALL! WE HAVE LESS THAN AN HOUR TO STOP HER AND I'M NOT WASTING ANY TIME!"

"Hayd! Just give him the damn letter!" Daniel said fed up.

Hayden looked into Daniel's eyes and for the first time since Rebecca was hospitalized she saw tears. She broke down and gave them the letter. Nate's eyes as well as Daniel's scanned the page.

"Okay. It has 'E, A, L, K', what could that be?" Nate asked.

"Well it has to be something at this camp." Shane said.

"The-" Daniel stated.

"LAKE!" Nate screamed and took off running.


Rebecca stared at her watch. 11:58:59. "They're not coming. I should have known." She looked around and wiped the tears off of her face. 11:59:50. "Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one." She jumped.

"NOOOOOO!!!!" Nate screamed as he ran forward and jumped into the water. It was freezing cold. He couldn't find her. He came back up for air and went back under. He searched and searched. He finally saw her; her eyes were closed and she wasn't moving. He swam to her and pulled her, with all his strength, up to the surface. He gently laid her on the ground and began CPR. It wasn't working. Daniel and Shane came running and saw what was happening. "CALL 911!"

Daniel pulled out his phone and talked to the operator. Ten minutes later, Nate, Rebecca, and Brown were in the back of the ambulance and they drove off.

"I'm so sorry Becks. I'm so sorry." Nate cried as he clutched Rebecca's hand. "I love you."


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