Thank you again to everyone who reveiwed this! It makes me insanely happy when I get them. *love*
Ummm, I am pleased to say that I have thought of a fairly good plan for the rest of the story... So it may end
up being a pretty long story. Anyways, I'm glad you've taken the time to read this and I hope
I haven't made anyone too angry at me (for making Soubi such a meanie).

WARNINGS: Rape, yaoi and mild language. Also, I forgot to mention that there is a HUGE age difference between the two.
Seeing as Ritsuka is in Gr. 6 and Soubi collage.
Enjoy...

"Ritsuka," he murmured, now nipping at my ear while un-doing his belt. "As cute as you look with ears…" he let his sentence go unfinished, causing me to writhe underneath him. "No, NO!" I screamed wildly, tugging at my restraints in fear.

"Don't worry, I'll make sure you're ready… for the most part," Soubi whispered against my cheek, planting a soft kiss near my lips. I couldn't see through the tears that were now blurring my vision. I wasn't ready to loose my ears to anyone, let alone to a man!

I felt one of his fingers invading me as a burning pain shot up my spine. "Wha-what are you…" I sputtered, stopping to cry out in pain when he added another finger. "Just relax," he commanded, continuing the extremely painful actions. "You need this," he said in an unreadable tone. I glanced down at him, realizing with a start that he had gotten rid of the rest of his clothing.

Clenching my fists, I squeezed my eyes shut, wishing it would all just stop. Suddenly he removed his fingers, moving himself so he was leaning over me, his hands supporting him on either side. I didn't dare to open my eyes, 'I can't watch this…' I thought numbly.

Before I knew what was happening, he thrust in roughly. I wanted to scream and thrash around in agony but the pain was unbearable, making me immobile. He paused for a few seconds, letting both of us adjust. My breathing was heavy as I tried to focus on something other than the pain.

I forced myself to open my eyes. 'I'm no coward…' I thought to myself bitterly. He pulled out a few inches, his face concentrated as he slammed back in. I found my voice again, letting out a tortured scream; it felt like I was being ripped in two.

To my surprise, a few thrusts later, the pain had started to subside, a new feeling like the one before arising. The same fire that I felt a few minutes ago came back, turning my screams into moans.

My body involuntarily started meeting his, the sound of skin hitting skin echoing in the room. "Soubi," I heard myself groan in ecstasy, much to my horror. His hand wrapped around my member again; pumping in time with his movements.

He stopped for a second, draping my thin legs over his shoulders before he continued. Suddenly he hit something inside of me, making me throw my head back in bliss. "Again!" I growled, lust overtaking my rational state of mind. He complied, moaning along with me.

The pain from a few moments ago was far from my mind as I heard him whispering my name huskily. I felt a pressure starting again, making my skin tingle anywhere Soubi's hands touched. "I…It's the s-same as before…" I whimpered, having no idea what was going on.

"It's okay," he explained, his voice laced with lust, "Just let your body take over." I tried to fight it, feeling like I was betraying myself by enjoying this but eventually I gave up and listened to Soubi, letting go of myself.

He hit that spot again, sending me over the edge. My small body shook in spasms of pleasure as I moaned incoherencies at the top of my lungs. Faintly I heard him doing the same, a weird feeling overtaking my lower half.

My eyes drifted shut as he collapsed on top of me, lightly kissing the welts he had given. I felt tired and exhilarated at the same time; it was the strangest feeling. "Sleep, little kitten," I heard his voice though it seemed to be miles away. "Sleep…" and that I did.

I yawned, bringing my hands to rub my eyes tiredly. 'Why am I so tired?' I thought, attempting to roll over. A searing pain shot up my spine and my whole body felt weak and shaky. Startled, I opened my bleary eyes, trying to blink out the sleep. I raised my hand to my head instinctively and gave a small cry.

"No ears?" I whispered in disbelief, forcing myself to ignore the pain to sit up. I looked down at my body, covered in bruises and welts. My wrists were red and scratched, almost like they had been…

"Is my little kitten hungry?" A familiar voice made me spin around to look at my doorway. There stood a fully dressed Soubi, a tray of food in hand. Everything that happened last night came flooding back, making my mouth drop open in surprise.

"You… you… I hate you!" I screamed, looking for something to throw at him. He smirked at me, setting the food down on my desk. "Stay away from me!" I warned, watching helplessly as he strode towards me, closing the space between us quickly. I looked up at him with fury in my eyes, trying to show him how much I hated him.

The only problem with that was… I didn't hate him as much as I thought I would. There was a strange connection I felt to him, almost like what had happened last night was inevitable. "You don't hate me, Ritsuka." He stated, grasping my face gently in his hand.

I desperately wanted to pull away, just to prove to him that I did in fact hate him… but I couldn't. Something held my body there, staring up into his piercing eyes. "You need me," he smiled softly at my agonized expression. "Just trust me."

I was about to argue and let him have it but he silenced me with his lips enveloping mine. The kiss was different than the ones last night. The ones last night were aggressive and uncaring, the ultimate opposite of these ones. I found myself melting into his warm mouth, wrapping my arms around his chest.

When he pulled away I was crying, all the confusing emotions bubbling up from inside me. He swiped his thumb across my cheek, wiping away my huge tears. "I love you Ritsuka," he said, his voice full of nothing but love. I looked away, letting go of him. My eyes landed on a picture of me and my mom, on vacation in America. "Where's my mom?!" I cried, looking up to Soubi with a panicked expression.

He let out a huge sigh, putting his hand where one of my neko-ears used to be. "I'll be taking care of you now…"