Ch.7 Giving up

Note : This chapter will be short, but only because it is a starter for the next.

Carlisle's Pov

Yes! Finally, I found the one thing that keep Bella alive and some what healthy. As long as she keeps fighting long enough for it to happen then she will be able to go home by the end of the month. Let's hope she keeps fighting. And I'll have to get some food into her. Why she stopped eating is unkown too me.

Alice's Pov

Damn it! Where is my cell phone! I have to tell Bella I'll be there tommorro with a message from Edward so she'll keep fighting. Damn damn damn damn!

Bella's Pov

He still hadn't come. I had hoped that once he had heard my desperate need to see him he would come. I guess I was wrong. Sighinh I looked out the window. There right before my eyes was a young couple holding hands as they walked by. Tears stung my eyes as I realized that could never happed for me.

I had made my desicion. I was going to give up. But first I needed to let Edward know. Lifting up my arm slowly as my blood was already weaker from desicion, I grabbed my phone to text him. As soon as I sent it I layed back ready to die. The phone started ringing, I sighed, but knowing it was probably Alice decided I wanted to hear her voice one last time.

"Hello?"

"Bella!? What on earth did that text mean!?" His velvety voice was laced with fear but it still sent chills through me. Hearing this voice was too much.

"Edward, promise me something." I sighed.

"Anything Bella."

"Whatever I do, promise me you'll move on."

"What? Bella you can't possibly be thinking-"

"Goodbye Edward." And with that I shut the phone. My heart beat was already fading, I closed my eyes and welcomed the darkness happily. Maybe death wasn't so hard. Why was I wasting all that time when I could have just gave up?

The only thing I could hear was the constant beep that indicated each heart beat. But it didn't last long. A few short minutes later my phone started ringing again. I ignored it this time, and while it continued the ring, the beeping cut off, to an everlasting one.

Edward's Pov

I sighed playing with the necklace Bella had given me. Why was I being such a baby? I had to see her. To make sure she was okay. But would she want to see me? After all I had put her through with my absence?

Suddenly my phone rang. A text. I sighed again and flipped it open praying it wasn't Tanya.

Dearest Edward,

I'm so sorry for what I'm about to do, but I can't hold on. I'll miss you, don't ever doubt that I won't. I love you, more than you could ever imagine.

Bella.

My heart stopped. What was that supposed to mean. I quickly dialed her cell number, she picked up on the third ring.

"Hello?" Even in pain her voice was better than an angel's.

"Bella!? What on earth did that text mean!?" I was so panicked that I almost shouted but I kept my voice controlled.

"Edward," She sighed as if I was missing something obvious. "Promise me something."

"Anything Bella." I answered without thinking but I knew it was true. I would travel to pluto for this woman.

"What ever I do, promise you'll move on." Uh oh, I can't keep that promise. But wait, she can't be thinking of giving up. Could she?

"What? Bella you can't possibly be thinking-" I started but she cut me off.

"Goodbye Edward." Sh whispered and then the line went dead. I knew she ment that in more than one way.

"Bella! Bella! Oh damn it!" I shouted and stormed down the stairs, almost running down Alice.

"Where are you going?" She asked with a laugh, but someting in my look must have made her realized something was wrong. "What is it?"

I didn't answer.

"Damn it Edward! What happened?!"

God that pixi had a set of lungs. I tossed her my phone and she flipped it open revealing the text. Her eyes widened as she read while I dashed out to my car. "I'll meet you there!" I shouted before taking off towards the hospital at full speed.