"About what?" I asked, trying to maintain my composure. Carlisle sighed.
"It wasn't good, Bella. It really wasn't good."
"Okay, so apparently, I die. But that's because I'm an inexperienced vampire right now. Some training can definitely change that." Everyone was surprised about my apparent enthusiasm.
"Bella, are you sure?" Edward asked worriedly. "Victoria is a lot stronger than you. Even with training, the outcome isn't to good…"
"Well, if you want, I could always go tell her I'm out then you get to wait and watch everyone die, and then you get to see the brilliant masterpiece of me dying. You could always do that," I had said with hard cuts of anger in my sarcasm.
Edward sucked in his breath. "Isabella Swan," he whispered. "You are NOT going to die. None of us are."
I glared. "Oh I don't know Edward, Victoria's pretty damn strong. And apparently, her vengeance is as rock solid as my body." Silence ensued, and the pressure on my ears was hurting.
I didn't mean to bring the group down, but at the moment I didn't care. Didn't they believe in me? Didn't they believe that I could fight as well as the rest of them?
"GODAMMIT, I A VAMPIRE NOW!" I yelled. "IT'S TOO FREAKING LATE TO TURN BACK NOW! TRAIN ME OR I DIE!"
My rage had gotten to me, and I punched a wall. The problem was, I didn't just punch the wall.
I pulverized it.
As soon as the wall was destroyed, I ran. There was nothing else I could do.
I had gone to my family's home, brought everyone down by accepting a fight I knew I couldn't win, and then I tore down the wall.
In a situation like this, I of course would've gone to Jacob. But, I was still a vampire.
His mortal enemy.
But, the way I was feeling, I figured he may not go too ballistic. Maybe he would sympathize, and he wouldn't care.
Maybe…
"Maybe," I muttered, stopping suddenly and turning back in the way of the house. "The WOLVES could train me."
I know I know. In the time I haven't updated, I should have a freaking novel published by now.
But to tell all the truth, I lost total interest in the story. But in order to keep all of my fans happy, I'll make sure I finish this thing.
Seriously. I have gotten so many reviews and messages that want me to finish...
and all of them were so damn pleading. I couldn't just leave you all like that.
SO, I'm gonna finish this puppy. Not fast and furiously, probably, but still.
As fast as I can.
-TerminallyInLoveWithIchigo