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A/N- watching American Pie: The Wedding and trying to write a serious chapter, is hard as hell LOL.

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As I was clicking around on my lap top, listening intently to Carlies breathing, I must have missed the sounds coming from outside my window. In a blink of an eye Edward was in my room dressed in all black watching me. I looked up, startled, and that's hard to do to a vampire.

"What do you want…??" I tried to keep my voice calm, but without Jacob here, my nerves were getting the best of me. "Where's Jacob, if you two are serious enough that he can call my daughter his own, shouldn't he be here?" Of course, he was thinking of our daughter, not his jealousy of me with Jacob. Why would he? He has miss perfect. "Where Jacob is , is none of your concern." I didn't have to justify myself to the little shit.

"I want to talk about this, We have a daughter Bella, something I never knew I could have. Please don't take this way from me." He looked like he was in tears, and I really wanted to let him know its okay, he could be in her life. But I remembered the words I spoke in the meadow, begging him not to do this. He didn't show me any mercy, why should I?.. But I couldn't do this to our daughter, I couldn't let the hurt I feel because of him cloud my judgment of what's best for her. I nodded "Once I know you guys aren't leaving, I will work something out where you can have a visitation with her. Drop off and pick up if you will." He had a pained expression on his face "As much as I want her at my house and to spend one on one time with her, I want to see you too Bella." I wanted to cry, I wanted to run into his arms and have him make love to me again. But I couldn't, he wasn't mine anymore, he had someone else and it hurt.

"No, Edward. We're in the past, we have to get along for Carlie, but we will never be friends ." He drooped his eyes down and slumped his shoulders. "How long, until I can see her..?" I thought about that for a moment, "When I know you guys are here to stay, I need to know you wont pick up and leave once someone slips again.." he cringed at my words "what about you Bella? People are going to start talking soon, you haven't aged, you will have to leave soon too, what about my daughter then..??" I wanted to growl at his words, did he think I didn't know this?? "Ive thought of that Edward, Wigs, Makeup etc will work until she turns 17. Once the vampirism takes over she can be home schooled if she cant control her bloodlust."

"Bella, please, let me back in your life. I love you , you must know this…" he was cut off by my vampire speed sending a slap across his face. "First off, NEVER tell me you love me. You lost all rights to tell me that when you left. And I must know this?? Are you INSANE?! You show up here with your GIRLFRIEND to see OUR daughter. You could have came alone, or just with the FAMILY. But with my replacement? Fuck. You." I was seething and he looked about the same, apparently Edward doesn't like to be slapped.

He grabbed my arms and forced me back against the wall " I LOVE YOU. I never wanted to move on, I still haven't moved on. The Denali Coven told Carlisle I would get better in time if I found a mate, someone who would take away your memory. Tanya figured it would be her, but Carlisle knew I would never get over you. He found a random vampire, someone who doesn't give a shit about me or anything else, She's just here for a safe haven. If I told her I didn't want her she wouldn't blink and eye." I was speechless, he hadn't moved on? He still loved me?

Before I could think about it anymore his lips were on mine, pressing me further into the wall, I half expected to be forced through it by the pressure his body was putting on mine. I groaned and lifted my legs up to wrap around his waist. I tore my lips away from his and panted as his lips attached to my neck "Edward, we cant. Nothings worked out" he growled and pressed his lips against mine again briefly. Before looking into my eyes with lust and love "Shut up Bella. I want you so bad, its been too long since ive been inside you"

Woah. What?

When did Edward become so blunt ? "What…??" he attacked my neck, peppering sloppy ass kisses down my neck to my chest. "I want you Bella, I need you. I haven't been with anyone since you, I never will. If you turn me down I will stay celibate for the rest of my existence." He didn't fuck her. He didn't want her? I growled and pressed my body against his. Nothing mattered at this moment, I didn't care he was taken or that he thought I had Jake.

He moved us over to my bed and reached out to grab the straps of my tank top, effectively shredding them and the front of it. My chest was bare for him to see, he growled and lunged into my chest, kissing and suck on my left nipple while massaging my right breast with his other hand. "Edward.." I moaned out grabbing onto his head to keep him there, he just looked up into my eyes and smiled my crooked grin. I sat up and lifted his shirt over his head , exposing his beautiful pale torso. He lunged at me again pressing his lips to mine , his hands ripping through my jeans in his hurry to get them off.

I growled and did the same to his jeans, accidentally ripping his boxers off in the process. "mmm Bella". I've never wanted to hear my name more in my life. His hand went down to my lacey boy shorts, feeling my clit through the fabric "God Bella. You're so wet." I moaned at his words and lifted my hips so he could take the garment off. Once my boy shorts were gone, we were both stark naked next to each other. "So beautiful…" he murmured and kissed me , lifting my thighs so they were around his waist, he positioned himself at my entrance. He looked into my eyes for permission, and I just nodded my head to him. He just pushed himself into me in one quick thrust.

We were both too far gone to care about being soft and tender. This was all my anger and hurt and longing and his lust, love, and hurt about Jacob. He grabbed my hands and pinned them to the bed, lifting his head and moaning. His thrusts became faster and harder and I felt myself coming closer to my climax. He pinched my clit and I screamed loudly, my orgasm rocking into me harder than when I was human. He let out fierce growl and sunk his teeth into my neck, gripping on with force as he pumped his cum into me.

Once he was done he rolled off of me. Gently removing his teeth. I felt up my neck and noticed it had already started to heal. "Im so sorry Bella, it was too intense, I couldn't stop" I just nodded and heard moving in the other room and a soft "mommy..?" I was up and in a robe in a matter of seconds, Edward was watching me like a hawk. I ran into my daughters room and told her it was alright, she smiled and laid back down, drifting off to sleep.

I walked back to my room in the dark and looked to my bed, he was gone. The window was open and the curtain blowing in the breeze. I sighed and walked over to shut it. Typical Edward.