I looked back at the house and weighed my options. I could go to the wolves and ask for help, or go back to the Cullens.

"The wolves versus the Cullens," I muttered. This should've been a no-brainer. My family or my friends.

However, both could really help in a fight, one I wanted and needed so desperately to win. The Cullens knew about vampires sure, but the wolves were the ones fighting them.

The Cullens know how to fight their kind, but the wolves have experienced it.

"The wolves it is," I said clearly while running in the other direction.

The breeze in my hair was phenomenal and welcomed. Smelling the fresh grass was soothing. The nature around me made me feel like a human again.

A human again.

Something that would never happen, a new obstacle I had to deal with. Back then, it wasn't an obstacle. It was something that I had really wanted, something I needed.

Now…now it was an obligation. Not something I wanted, something that obligated me to something.

To protect my future family, to keep Forks out of danger.

Now, being a vampire was no longer a want or a need.

It was a job.


Even I know that this update took so long we could see the mud moving. I also know that this chapter was a mere page.

And I'm sorry. But with the writer's block I've been having, I'm lucky I pumped out a page.

-love always, TerminallyInLoveWithSado